Damn, i just found out this Compose Function!!

I didnt know i could do this,

Or this

EVEn thiS. 

1. MaYbE iM rEaLlY sLoW wItH tHeSe BlOgGiNg StUfF?
2. Or maybe im just not good at finding things ( not true )
3. Overall, this was fun!
   

WEll, i guess ill explore further tomorrow!!

For now. I gtg. 

Probably post something CREATIVE Next time.. 

Smiles! =D

DoGie pics. -.-

Be it for chinese man!

What to say?

All i can say, im really cooked meat for CHINESE, with baked potato and steamed vegetables.

Argh, im really nervous! Panicky! Frightened! Scared! Out of words ( which tells us im weak in Vocabulary )

Anyway, i was looking through the paper 1, ok, not that hard to read, but it came down to understanding the question!

And BLOODY hell, I wrote out of point for my letter writing! F4CK Oh well, its done already, no pointing F4CKING about..

Sigh, then i think for compo, i also sort of wrote of point.. DONT WANT TO GO ON FURTHER,.. Miserable like hell.

Then came the DREADFUL paper- PAPER 2 - .. LORD HAVE MERCY..

I understand the passage, but holy COWs. The questions were tough to comprehend! i was literally digging my arse for the answer ( JOKING ), but i was like flipping through the passage to question, trying to see where they were asking..SIGH

Overall, i could read and understand, sad thing? I could not do it..

Oh well, let us see how the TEAChers mark our papers.. Hope they dont mark it too strictly

OMFG.. The invigilator went to check my dictionary!!!!!!!!!! HOLY SHIT. i could have been kicked out and marked "CHEATING", cos i had some idioms written inside!! ARGH. so scary.. My hands were shaking lor! I was BLOODY SCARED. Waaahhh, can cry man... Some more the teachers were not kind-looking.. ALL look so mean de.. Especially this Lady.

She looked extremely familiar. Dont know where i've seen her before. But she was going down the row checking the dictionaries!! OMG, thank god i escaped man. I better go erase it all.

Even N levels they never check de lor.. Sian.. This would mark as one of my LUCKIESt days! SO heng...

Aiyo. TSK TSK TSK..... Chinese still rocks, with little hope that is..

I love u GUYS and GIRLS!!! Especially U.

Shitty

Got deleted by the BLOODY ass from MSN!!

F4CK him..

Sian, so ass hole. Sigh, now i cant contact him, except by HP, which he wont reply!!!

I hate him to hell now, but ill still think of him..

Gotta go study for Chinese O level Exam. Must get C6...!!!

LOve.

YAY! got a new charger for my ELECTRICITY-dependent phone..!!

OKOK, Last week>> friday, saturday, and sunday..

Ok. it was unbelievable! I confessed to him! Feels great!!

Then i told him the reasons on saturday midnight.

It's kinda long! U want to know? ( DONT TELL U) hahaha.. Joking!

Anyway, i got a surprise on VESAK day. OH, HAPPY VESAK DAY TO THOSE WHO CELEBRATE IT..

Back to the story. He deleted me from his friendster account! Oh well, at least he didnt remove me from his contact list on MSN.

Thank goodness! Oh well, im sadden but u know what, i cleared my conscience? ( is that the correct term?)

F4CK, the stupid pop up just had to say xy just signed in!!!!!!!!!!

OKOK, i know i did the right thing. I dont feel stressed like before.. haha.. Only he know whats the RIGHT answer!

Ill let fate decide. Eh, Sunday went to east coast park!!! Fun sia..

Cycle damn far, then got back, my mom asked where did i go.. HAHA.. LOL..

I went cycling..

Then ate dinner there. Yum, had this English type of fish and chips. Not bad.. Forgot the name.. I think its murphy something..

Then home-ed ( haha, notice im using the term home-ed, like some of the bloggers )

On vesak day, when out to Suntec eat. Haha, i was so greedy!

I went back and forth for free ice cream cones.. PS..

I had 3 cones Leh.. But hey, u pay $8.65 dollars for the salad bar, which had not many selections, fruits, pasta, soup.... etc , so why not..

Yea, its called Sizzler. Go check it out.

THen today, tuesday, i felt xy was like "avoiding" me.. LOL

Got one part, he was walking past my class, he used his book to shield his face..

DOnt know if its to protect his eyes from the sun, or trying to prevent me from staring at him.. Either way, i feel thats he felt weird after i actually confessed..

However, today was a good day except for the chinese mock exam.. Paper 1 still ok.. Then came paper 2.. I left all the comprehension questions blank! Dont understand the passage or the questions.. HOW???

Sigh.. Dont know how will my O level chinese turn out..

I pray for a C5..

At least i can proudly say i passed an O level ( chinese ) paper. Which i have not done for any major exams like PSLE and N levels..

Damn, i sympathize for the people in Myanmar and China.. Sad sia.. Both had One of the worst of natural disasters. One cyclone at a power of F4, the other Earthquake measuring a magnitude of 7.8 on the Ritcher Scale.. If only i could do more..

I have nothing more to say..

I guessed ill better post it, later say what, it fails to upload, ill be freakin; pissed!!!!

LOve.

YAY! got a new charger for my ELECTRICITY-dependent phone..!!

F4ck

Yesterday, approximately 1230 am, i took the courage to tell xy..

Well, i was prepared, but i typed out the message, then search for his HP number.

I was not ready to send it, and i knew, if i pressed the sendy button with me knowing i actually did it would pretty much make me
over-think.

So i ended up using my palm and squeezed my phone tight, making sure i press the sendy button.

And true enough, i pressed it hence i send it.

I was awake til like 140am+, cos i was preparing for any incoming SMS.

Well, i thought over and over again, what his reply would be, but unfortunately, i must have assumed he would reply.

So, it was kinda a waste of my time, but u know, there's always a first time doing things.

And indeed, this was my first time typing such a SMS.

Oh well, at least he knows. Maybe he read it, didnt bother to reply.

Or maybe he read it, and deleted my message. I dont know, only he will know what i sent him. And only he will know the true answer to that message.

Or should re-try tonight? This time a longer, more elaborated message? Maybe..

I just hope, pray, wish and dream he would just tell me.
why let it linger.

Im losing my mind. Someone pls help?!?

Failing is the process of learning. I agree.

Hmm, perviously i said my post that my humanities was on the brink of failing.

Tables turned when i got back my SS results.

Guess what?!?

I PASSED! Woooooot. Thats awesome. On the dot 50 marks.

Phew, how lucky was i?

Anyway. today, got back my A maths paper results. I failed terribly.

55.5/180

Hmm, kind of relief, cos most of people failed too.. HAHa.. lol

On whole. Including CA1, i most probably fail chinese, A maths, And art.

Dont ask me how i failed art. I just didn't pass up my art pieces thats why.

I am tired of failing man. I really , for once, want to pass everything.

Well... I have to go. Extremely tired. And too engrossed to xy.. HAH.

LOve.

Relief and pain.

Received my EL and chem paper results. I wasn't too happy with my chem, neither was i happy for my EL paper results.

I didn't get my wanted A1 for chem, and it has been a long time since i gotten an A1 for SCIENCE. Last year N levels i had an A2, which to me was pathetic, cos i knew i put in the effort to do that paper.

This year mid yr. I realised the paper was easy, but unfortunately, its not easy to score! SIGH.

Anyway, EL. i failed.. O.O wow. 46/100.

Although it wasnt that bad of a fail grade, i still felt as though if i could be given another chance to re-do the paper ill do my best.

Double shock today.

Anyway. ill update later ..

22:46

Well, i got back from Chinatown about 2100. Ate dinner there. YUM, had those sort of traditional chinese food there! Really tasty man. Ill go back there anytime soon. =D

Well, then headed home after some shopping. Then while eating/shopping, i actually told Sak my secret about xytb. And she took it in. Phew, i was kind of afraid somehow, but she didnt make a fuss out of it. She advised me to tell him, but cautioned me about the out come.

Then got home, went to post blog, at the same time went to visit A.C's blog.

Read half-way, saw xy's name! I was like F***, didnt expect that name to be there! lol.. Seriously. I was like i also want to taste CLAM soup! LOL.

Big deal, ill go buy some canned clam soup, make hot and eat lor.

Sian. Well, hope im able to achieve my wanted wish.
.Really wish.

But on top of that, i managed to tell some of my closest friends. Well, its just a matter of time. A matter of time before the true can be told. :D

I wanna go play game now.. lol.. Bye

LOve..

Oh well

Let it be a lesson. Ok, Today i got back my Maths, Geography and Physics.

I'll start off with the good ones first.

Maths, i did ok. Not bad, got A1.. LOL.. made some of my classmate envious. SORRY.

But i had to say that the paper itself wasn't that hard, dont know why they all complain. Sigh. Maybe cos i did it once before.

But anyway, moving on to physics, Got A1 too. LOL..

ARGH, my mom nagging. She just said " everyday, come home same routine ah?" HA.. Ha.. I have got nothing to say.

Anyway, Now, the bad news. Geography. Even if i had study i failed. It wasn't a bad fail, but a border line fail? .. 40/100

Sigh, i got so shocked lor, i thought at least 50 marks lor.. Sian.. Thats the bad news. But more to come.

Bet my mom would be furious about my results.. LOL..

But what can i do, but just hope my SS can pull The subject " combined humanities" up. IMPOSSIBLE.

Then again, i didnt put in effort to study, i only did study for geo. thats about it.. Mostly all flip through book and read lor..

Tomorrow might get back EL, MT, Chem paper. Damn, im tired. And im sleepy. And wesley's bugging me for xytb's MSN, which i find not needed, cos xytb is so not the type who mingles with ppl he doesnt know in person.. Sigh. DOnt STEAL!!!!!!!!!

So, i am stopping here.

ByeWith love. xytb!

HAPPY MOTHER"S DAY.

WOOOOt. Today was fun.

Well, MOM, Happy Mother's Day!

Went to grandma house, gave her flowers. Then ate lunch there.

Then afterwards, when to changi collect mail, then when to SuShi tei at Taka cos mother's day ma.. Then after eating, Went to watch "Speed Racer"

Awesome movie. Had the really cool special effects and all. But the seats sucked.. LOL.

Some cinema got high head rest lor.. But the one at Orchard didnt have the high head rest, then my neck started to cramp, then i slumped in my seat, so that my head could rest on the head support. Sigh, that was the suckiest part of the movie-the seat-..

Then i was urgent to pee LOR. Every move i made, i could the pee shifting in my bladder. So horrible the feeling.

But i refused to go to the toilet in the midst of the show, cos i didnt want to disrupt the movie, and afraid i may block people's view. So i have to ta han until movie ended.

U wouldnt believe how long i peed for.. I think almost more than 1 minute sia, cos i stood there peeing, peeing.. IT JUST KEEPS FLOWING. LOL

Poor bladder. Must have over stretched my bladder.

The movie is a must watch, as the racing parts were really good. But i wished that the Climax would be longer.. LOL..

I love scenes that are EXCITING.

The day before, which is saturday, went to Botanic Gardens with the dog.. LOL

The dog kept controlling its pee, then finally had to bring him to this nice sheltered area somewhere in the centre of the Garden to pee. Then lay down newspaper just for him to pee, But end up, he pee on the ground!

Then i had to clean it with tissue.. Thank god it wasnt alot though.. LOL

Then my mom was like saying, like baby like that. Must prepare everything when going out.. HAHA..

Literally, we packed water, newspaper, snacks, toilet paper, towel, food tray.... ..... ..... What a lucky dog. So pampered i feel.

Anyway, after he peed, we walked for a while more, then headed back home.

=D ..

I gtg sleep.

NightZzzz

Phew. Mid years exams are over!

YAY.. Exams are finally over, but not yet the major O levels.

LOL

Oh well, lets just see how well i fair in this Mid Year Exam.

Maybe not that bad though, cos i think the papers i didnt put in effort were the chinese, art and A maths.

I mean, not saying i didnt put in the effort, its just too tight for any doing of art, and i didnt have the mood to study for Chinese and A maths.

Pls, i really feel bad ok..

But the happy news is, EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRR!!..

Weeee. time to enjoy?

Well not exactly enjoy, cos still O level CHINESE> Damn, really hate it.

Sigh, i hope to get C6.. at least.

Anyway, i am trying my best to that idiot (xytb) to reply me on BLODDY msn.. Shit on him.

Anyway, i am hoping to confess soon.. So we'll see what goes on beyond then.

And i want to go play Viwawa. Damn fun.. =.=

haha.. OK .

Bye.. LOVe with thousand and one kisses.. Yum i like kisses, the chocolate.. LOL

And to xytb. i _______________________________________________________________ LOL..

ART if finally OVER for the Mid-year that is

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS. Its over! Damn, today REALLY TOOK THE TOLL on me.

Had A maths in the morning! Which was 2 and a half hours LONG!!!!!

But the paper 2 can do more than paper 1. LOL

I was sleeping, when a teacher walked over and tapped me on my shoulders! Damn, i was dozing off la.. Could not concentrate. SO BLOODY HARD TO DO WHEN I AM HOT, SLEEPY and HAVING A BAD NECK ACHE.

ERRR hum. And plus i had to go for art exam, which total up to 5 hours and 30 minutes of EXAMZZZ .. FREAK!

Envy those ppl who arrive for POA, and left an hour later.. -.-" thats so shitty.

After finishing ART, i had a pounding head ache man.. SO painful lor.. But whatever, as long as art is over im HAPPY!

At least i did 3 pieces. And i manage to colour about 3/4 of my final artwork. Which to me a is okay.. Cos i never ever finish colouring my artwork.

Anyway, after 5 hours in school, i swear to myself i am not taking any art courses in POLy, unless it is an interesting course that requires me to draw, not COLOUR.

Im sick of moving my pencils up and down, keeping in mind the NEEDED 5 values! UGH.

Sian. Then after art ended, i went to look at W.C's art work!! HOLYYYY.. Damn, nice la.. comfirm A1 de

Well, i might get C5, but i sure get 50+, a just passed mark.

Anyway, the stupid head ache is continuing.. Im gonna go rest..

Updates on Yesterday's and today's newsy..

Anyway, i didnt have the time to post yesterday. I was just too tired to move. Also, i wanted to sleep really bad. Didnt have the mood to study.

So, Yesterday's A maths paper didnt go so well. Flipped through the paper to check for any lost of any printed pages etc, to my shock, i didnt study for most of the topics.

OK, i admit. I didnt even touch my book.

Anyway, i was hoping some topics wont come out, but thats kinda unfortunate. Many questions were not answered, and i bet 10000000000000000000000000000000000 dollars that ill fail.

Is there even such amount?

Moving on. Then after attempting every single question. I just gave. Turn my head over to the express, see everyone so hardworking-ly doing the paper. I felt so bad, cos i slept for like 30 minutes?

What made the atmosphere worse was the humidity in the hall. The fans didnt even have the power to blow that far. LOL.. ( ACTUALLY THEY DO) .

But was sweating bullets man. Kept wiping my forehead. So stuffy..!!

On to today's paper. Maths was ok. I didnt really find it """""""""THAT"""""" hard. Like real.

First question skip liao.. LOL

Then to my SURPRISE, there was actually A maths topic inside. Like the "circular measure". So familiar.

Then i was kinda happy cos i did very well in that topic.. HAH.

The sad thing was i LEFT out a question. I FORGOT ABOUT THAT, THEN END NOT DOING THAT PART..

SHITTY LA

Then came CHEMISTRY... DNAG DANG dang.. ... ...

I didnt study for chem, and i kinda regret doing so.

I cant believe that the paper was quite easy.. Nothing like what Mrs Chia said- Rather let u all die now, then die at O levels"

LOL.

But overall was ok. i managed to finish. And i am not sure i got the mass of electron correct or not. I put 1/1840..

ARgh.. i dont want to check my textbook for the answer.. Scared later wrong.. SIGH..

Oh yea. my neck killing me sia..

Dont know why so painful. Maybe its the way i stick my neck to look at the questions.. REALLY DONT KNOW.

Then the weather + my neck ache + (thinking about someone) = CANT CONCENTRATE!!!

Oh well, guess its my fate.

BTW, i have been re-thinking about if i should confess or not. Then i kept trying to answer my own question. It keeps circulating in my head. And i still haven;t found the "right" time yet.. I almost wanted to do it, then i withdraw.. SIANZx

What to do next? Tell me / comment.. LOL

OK, i gtg do my sickening art.. ugh. ART.. Why ART!!!

Rofl

Bye, with LOve of course.. LOVE YA BITCHES + ONE (xytb).. kekekeke

hmmm.

Ok, i cant stand it. My mom keeps yelling at me for the most tiniest matter ( i think )

Ok, i know i have exams, but in the morning she is already yelling at me for going to school late.

Alright, i admit, i left my house late. But the exam starts at 8 am.. and my house clock is 5 minutes early. And whenever she sees 7:40.. She starts her daily morning nagging.

I am not angry, but i find it irritating. For number one. U're having exams in the morning and the least u can do is get out of the house in a bad mood right?

Ok, it was such a relief to actually leave the house. Cos i finally feel that im free from her torturous "non"-stop nagging.

Sometimes it drives me up the wall. hahaha .. NO la.. Just that i want someone to communicate, then rather a nagging machine. IM sorry.

Anyway. Today was Geo and Phys paper.. Ugh.

Can it get any harder? LOL. I mean. The Geography map reading was like so hard to answer la.. Like got questions that ask u to compare and describe. I cant even see any difference.. All looked the same de..

Anyway, i am glad i woke up this morning to study. Cos if i hadn't, i would not have known how to do the tourism questions.

Last 15 minutes of Geo paper, was like rushing through section A and B.. Cos i didnt even finish the second part of section A..

My handwriting definitely looked ugly!

Next. Doomsday paper. Physics.. CAN DIE SIA..

I managed to most of the question. Then came the killer questions on ELECTRICITY!

I had no ides how to do.. All of a sudden i blank out, and for got my electricity formulas!!! SO SIAN!!..

But i managed to complete the paper la.. Thank god.

So worried lor.. Sigh. Dont know how the results will be like..

Anyway, I have to go study for my A maths paper tomorrow.

O yea. today A.C showed me a picture he took in the bus. SEMEN???

LOL.. ehhh. gross lor. Especially when he accidentally step on it.. haha.

OK <3 2 1

Bye..