Ever since i started this blog, i was trying to improvise some of my thoughts and feelings into it, but it somehow turns away form my goal.. i have read interesting blogs-many-and i have found mine~ boring~ , yes, i feel that way... My blog seems simple, simple to the fact that it doesnt store any fun, enjoyable readable stuff.. i felt i failed in this blog for some reason.. whenever i read people's blog on what they accomplished, i just ponder on why in the world am i writing and even creating a blog, seems like a waste of time to me.. people including their thoughts into good ideas, making the reader love their writing, but on my side, its bleak.. it doesnt have the juice, not even the spine.. my posts seemed jelly-like.. wesley may have boost my confidence back a few weeks ago, but now, i feel worse than ever before, feel as though the posts i published aren't good enough.. and thus i have seconds tohughts on whether i should continue or not..
sometimes, whenever i published a post, i expect someone would be reading it, and u know commenting on it.. but this case seems so far away.. no one have ever entered this blog of mine i suppose, only except those who bother to care.. but i realise, blogs are just "onine diaries" where u write and someone on the other end of the globe reading it.. its indeed, an open diary..
by the way, i am not being grumpy or anything, but its just kind of weird that no one clicks on the link on friendster..
ugh, anyway, i have said enough.. im going off to watch tv, then study...
N's around the corner, or should i say, next week, the first of October..
i pray that i will promote to sec 5, please god!!
love,
Brendon
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