... out of words ..

Wesley's leaving for Hong Kong. Yes, he is. Not happy-happy, but sad-weird-happy, its undescribeable( whats with the red dots) DID I JUST SPELL UNDESCRIBEABLE WRONGLY..! Dang, i've been playing so much game, that i even lost my ability to spell, gee, whats up with that..

I've just checked the Dictionary, and i am still not able to find that word - im serious - Dont you just hate it when u cant find the words you want in the dictionary, thus leading to this misleading thinking that the Dictionary sucks. Yes, that occurs to me most oftenly that i have lost count.

Argh. You start getting angry, and frustrated, mixture of anxiety, knowing that any moment now you will start ripping the pages of the Dictionary, ok ok, calm down now, no point getting all worked up right?

Then you enter "Dictionary.com" into the URL, and then you realize, what?, why the hell am i even on the website?!?, i cant even spell the word for goodness sake.

All hopes have evaporated into hell knows what, and then an idea flashes into your head. Ah HAH, i got it, i'll just give up trying to spell the word i want and come up with another!

Phew- a sigh of relief -, then came stress, brain cells working as hard as they can trying to fit another word into that sentence, but all effort seems to be useless because your vocabulary SUCKS.

Knowing this, you fall to your knees begging and whining"" WHY AM I SO STUPID "" and before you even notice, the word magically appears in your mind/head.

Phew, that was hard work, at least i tried..

You throw your pen down, and start to relax, AHhhhh, at least now i know its possible..

Then came this annoying buzzing sound that never seemed to go away. You try to fight it off, as though there was an irritating bug flying beside your ear.

" THUD!!! "

You woke up, and realized you're on the floor beside your bed, saliva dripping off your side of your cheeks, when you suddenly realized you're late for school.

Thinking back in time on what you did the day before, you recalled nothing.

Thinking hard; you....

Hmm, you seem to have a writers' block..

What?!?, i was writing a story? ,.. shit. I better go..

Dang, back to reality, Wesley's going, sobs :'-( .. at least he is not going forever, right wesley.. :)

I missed the memories spent. Why do time seems to be zipping by when we look back at the past?

Shit.. im feeling down at the moment yo, ... ...

Ps, wesley, if you're in Hong Kong reading this blog, be sure not to worry so much about accents.. try being your self, but be the cooler self. Okay? we'll keep in touch Wesley.. even if it means i have to fly to Hong Kong.. LOL

Okay, heard HK dim sum are very delicious.. lol nah, just want you to enjoy yourself back in HK..

Bye,
Brendon