a guy??

I this has really bothered me since the day my eyes fell upon him. It was love at first sight i suppose. I never realised i would be so crazily mad over over him! Its driving me nuts; up the wall. I cant stand it no more.

We have never spoken in person before, ok, maybe a few words, but never a proper conversation. It never occurred to me that i was emotionally and physically attracted to him. I cant explain it. Isnt it the girls are suppose to fall for a guy so SEXY? I mean, i didnt fall for his SEXINESS, but mainly i fell in love with his looks. Maybe one ill transform into a lady and who knows, be his love of his life..

I hate the feeling of having to escape every single time i see him. I hate not talking to him. I like talking to friends, but why in the hack does he not want to talk to me? It bothers me a lot. Its makes me think too much, MAKING my friends think im weird..

It is not me. I am regarded as one of his "school work" friends.. Which somehow doesn't make sense.. (( ill get to his name later)) I would post a photo, but it would be far too OBVIOUS.

Anyway, he is literally taking over my brain. Like a virus infecting a hard-drive of a computer. I find it really really tedious just trying to forget him.. I have tried. Tried where i mentally cant focus on my work!

HOW? someone please suggest a way i can solve my overly obsession of this guy!

I have thoughts where i think of trading bodies with him.. Isnt that too much? You tell me..

HOW??

Beg of you..

His name? > XYTB... Sigh..

I am his so called virtual online friend.. REALITY? I guess not. just want to know what he thinks.

Im addicted.. I need help, urgently.. help..




This post is the FIRST ONE THIS YEAR 2008. ;)

Anyway, i have no relationship, or any sort with him, i just want to befriend with him.

Well, thanks, if you can help advise me.! that would be great!!

With LOve.

PLS, its extremely PRIVATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!