Thursday, July 10, 2008

Ahhh, graduation ceremony!

Hours before i have to wake up dead early, here i am, using the laptop, with a blanket over my screen, trying to shield any visible light emitting from the screen just like the scene in one of the "Harry Potter" movies. 

Everyone right now is probably asleep. I regretted sleeping earlier on, cos now i have a hard time sleeping.. So wide awake la. And so restless, feel like doing my work, but afraid mom and sis will be awaken by the blinding light. Sigh, dont know what to do. 

I planned to sleep at 3 am though, cos i know if i hadn't sleep, ill feel extremely sleepy the next morning.. 

Long story short. I am nervous about attending the ceremony.. Can u imagine me wearing a formal attire? Jeeez. Ill snap some photos of me wearing nice looking clothes, which i borrowed from my cousin, cos i NEVER and DONT own any formal clothes.. 
Pants Tight like no body's business. Right up to my PP. Then my bulging blubber . . . . . . sigh, the horrendous sight.. 

Bad news? YEs there is.. My mom wanted me to pass this letter informing my form teacher that i would be absent on Thursday 10 July 2008. However, stupid brain keeps forgetting to remind my body to do so.. So i lied to my mom saying, " yea, i passed it to my teacher liao, then she say okay . . . "  (see the power of lying yet?) haha. 

And i feel terribly guilty for doing so.. Cos she told me to do so on tuesday, which i also forgotten.. Then it happened again. So silly. 

Believe or not, today i slept throughout the listening comprehension practice paper.. Maybe not all, but half. Face pressed down on my paper, i slowly went to la-la land. 

Then HW nudge me.. Scare me seh, thought principal was outside class.. By the time he woke me up, the radio has already stopped playing, and the chinese teacher was going through the answers. Which i only 1 out of 5 questions correct, plus 5 question that i didnt do.. 

So double the guilt today. 

Totally miserable today. Why must life be so treacherous? BTYX kept appearing out of no where. Then during morning assembly, i was "forced" to sit infront of BTYX, cos there wasn't space for me when i arrived.. So poor thing.. HAHA.. 

I sat so still for the half an hour we were there. Got up feeling numbness in both my legs, and back for sitting hunched-back for so long.. the horrible things i have to endure when he is around.. Shit him.. ( but i adore him )

Then it was maths period. Got back math test paper. Ok not bad, had 19/20  (A1) haha, rub it in!

Then another bad news came after 2 periods of maths and double periods of PE, where the STUPID teacher didn't come, so we ended up sitting in class for a whole hour doing NOTHING.. 

Then it was chemistry after. Got back test? yes. 
Pass? yes
A1? NO!!!!!!!!!
A2? NOOOO!!!!!
okok, B4?  *yea* *sobs*

Sickening results for being so complacent and over confident! 

Well, i wasn't complacent hor! I did study, but i left out important words in my answers, hence the low STUPID marks.. Sian.

Down in the dumps i tell u. 

Total guilt?? 3 in total.

Unbelievable day i had. 

Then got home around 5:30 PM, and before i know it. I was butt naked using the com.. ( ok, i was wrapped in a towel, k! )

Used the internet for a while before heading to the showers. Then came both my mom and sis from the salon? ( salon = place where people cut hair????? )

****sis woke up while i was using the com**** hahaha
Then had no choice but to sleep then. So here i am, skipping school- for good reason-. And just now, few minutes ago, HW called.. Phew thought it was my form teacher calling me.. Thankgod.

Anyway, i have forgotten what i wanted to mention about yesterday. So ill Just stop here! 
So long!!

Brendon =D loves h(im)


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