Awwww, miss my friends back in GMPS..

Recently, im so elated to say that i added a number of My ex-gmps friends man!!

Those memorable times of our lives, where everyone was equally childish! Haha

Just so nice to finally find them on FB. 

But i reckon there is a difference.

I was the sort of wild kid back in those primary days. 

Always heading out to nearby playgrounds playing friends til heart's content!

Those meaningful past of my life seem to have flatter away, ever since secondary. 

*sniffs

Im crying inside, dont worry. Lol

Cant believe soon we'll all be separated again, heading in our own paths further and further into oblivion. 

Then it'll be once more, we'll experience the same old thing. Ex-secondary schoolmates that you have not seen in years adds you on FB. And the cycle repeats itself. 

I have to admit that, whenever i recall such wonderful past, i never fail to feel odd.

Its like a heartbreak? Lol

I dont have the ability to express feelings in words. Seems numb, empty emotions. 

But you know, i feel the time gap (eg, 5 years apart), and its somewhat different and harder to talk to the person. Its not like before, we chat face to face, but now, virtually over the internet. guess thats how the future will hold, virtual internet friends.

*keeping myself busy with pet society too* =P

I really MISS my friends Atiqah, Ira, nyssa, Reyner, yoke meng,........etc

They were like my so called Besty friends, cos it was so fun mingling with them!! Damn. 

And here i am, writing on their walls, however, the so lost feeling i once had, just isnt there. Just that it is only the same two people, writing back and forth. 

updating one another about how the 5-6 years have been in just two words " i'm fine!"

Its certainly going to feel weird at first meeting friends which have long lost their connection. Its like my BF in pri. Now i feel all weird and somewhat shy, even when i know its the same person i met so long back! 

It aches.. Anyway, im just going to be more courageous and hide my aching heart.. I wont cry out loud..

cheers man.. =D (of course those who are in Ntss, i had fun too!!) 

Love ya guys!!