How outrageously disappointing. 

Im eating chocolates till i simply can no longer move.

One point for comfort food.

Anyway, today was results day.

I was wishing, praying for points less than 15. 

LESS THAN 15~!

Turns out, i achieved 15 points on the dot :(

Some may say its GOOD.

But honestly, i wanted better.

Greedy.

Never study harder.

Blame that factor for my number of points... 

Its sickening. 

Although my name was one of the "top students".

I felt so humiliated, just because, before the NA, results were given to the Express.

And our results really pale in comparison. 

Those Express top students had ALL distinctions~~!!! 

Crazy.

Ouwen was top student, which i find, its better him than someone that did not deserve it.

He had 5 As? 

Dont know how many, but it was a lot. 

LOL

*im not happy:(*

My name was like the last of the top students list, which is so lousy. 

Why complain, and feel unhappy about it.

Its my fault. 

Oh well. 

This year had more NA top students compared to only 2 last year. 

I didnt bring my specs, so i really did miss a lot of things.

As i walked up to collect my slip, i could tell that the principal was not satisfactory. 

Even when it reached the last few names on the list, Mrs cheong just exposed all the names without even reading them out. LOL.

Maybe its just wasn't so Exciting news. 

The Express ones were much MUCH more exciting. 

^^

Here's what i actually achieved.

English : C6

Maths: A2

A.maths : B3

Science : A1

Art : B3

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15 points total.

Honestly speaking, my results look good, without the D7 i had for H.C.. 

My English~! C6!!!

OMFG

 Cant it be like B4 or at least C5.

then my results would have looked a lot better. At least i can say, i had As and Bs.. 

Was SO confident that my maths would be a A1. 

Sigh. 

Why?!!?!?!?!?!?!??!

My art, was ok. I am actually happy for that grade. 

It was all last minute. 

Phew. 

Additional maths on the other hand, i could have had an A2. 

Just because of the mix up.. But WHATEVER!!!!!!

ITs OVER...

No more nightmares. 

No more fear. 

^^

OH my poor maths.. Why couldn't i get an A1 !?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! 

HUH???

I practiced every question, the entire book. 

And did papers on it. 

WHY?!?!?!?!

I feel so miserable!!! 

My maths was always A1 in school.