I must be dreaming. I really must have been dreaming i told myself. Nevertheless, your charm was surely beaming throughout that 30 minutes we spent staring at each other. I fell in love. We smiled, laughed, like we knew one another for years. I told you i was shaking, nervousness probably, and you said why are you shaking..? Those words... made me calm my nerves down.
I am not trying to deny my emotions for you. I was pretty open with my feelings and thoughts of you that i made it almost quite clear i liked you.
Is it fate that we met? I feel it is so, somehow.
I always await smses from you. You're busy at work, i feel like you are over stressing. I try my best to help, but i always seem to fail in doing so. You wait for me to come online on msn and vice versa. I can tear up just thinking of you. I have never been that sensitive to love.
I could not sleep the whole of yesterday until the last few minutes of desperation to catch some sleep which was around 5am. I was thinking, thinking and thinking.. Mind in a mess, totally troubled, tossing and turning in bed. Then today, you told you too also had trouble sleeping. Maybe you were caught up with work in mind, maybe you were also "troubled" with what i was troubling with. I believe what you told me, and it had me saying to myself, maybe there is something occurring..
Ok, im trying hard to hold back tears right now.. wtfreak
Anyway. Time for up-to-date blog. I went out today with dearest Wes. I just needed to get out of the house, because being at home was somehow stressing me. Mind is filled. So whatever. I went to ask my mom if i could go out. Then off i went to meet him at dover station, to Douby Ghaut. We had at least 3 hours to catch up with our lives. I think this time we were really spontaneous. I had many juicy news for him, and i was eager to let it all go.
Chatted. Subway sandwiches for dinner ( awesome ). I missed him. Its like, we get to meet once every so often. Really intimate talks this time round. HAHA.
G-force was supposedly the choice of movie to watch. So yea. I wanted to catch the "Final Destination 3D" but i was told it was not good and nothing special, and i also could find the movie online, although the quality sucks! "G-Force" turned into our word today:D
*Oh yea, i saw one my school's lecturers at Cathay.. Dont know who he was, so didnt say hello:I*
Same situation i had when watching 3D movies. I wear 2 glasses. Other people also had 2 on, so i didnt feel im alone.
Overall, movie was rather a 6.5/6 out of 10.. Am i being too harsh? Ok, maybe a 8/8.5 out of 10 for the graphics. The movie was just simply guinea pigs trying to save the world, along that line one way or another. The Guinea pigs are rather very cute.
After the movie, Wes and i headed back to plaza singapura, because he was hungry, due to the early dinner of subway.
Top floor, food court. We just so happened to be sitting a few meters away from " Pepper Lunch Express" .. and you know they have those big BIG Tvs showing how to cook the food..
then someone came to settle down a table next to us, with his hot plate from Pepper Lunch....
Imagine this.. The sizzling sound from the Tv, smell from the guy's late dinner, made our mouth water. =.=
We only had dessert from there..
*OMG. Thanks WESLEY! I wasnt expecting you to give me a gift! Gaahh! Im so surprized! OMGOMGOMGOMG. Thankyousomuch! <3
Im currently stuck with nothing to write. All i can think of is you! I hope i can rest well today/tonight. Is badminton still on tomorrow?
Anyway. I REALLY LIKE YOU SO MUCH. Gosh. tearing up again! :'-I
Byee
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