im bored; really bored

ok, ever since the day my N level ended, i have stated to feel bored... JEEE, that feeling sucks..

yes,yes, even though u may think "oh he's so lucky to have finished his exams" , but honestly the feeling of the exams ending really sucks.. it made me want to study for some reason..

sigh, anyway, today's the wednesday - am i right? - anyway, i found a new way to entertain myself, and that is to play online game using my PSP, yes i said it- PSP..-

the PSP is so advanced that now it allows people to play against people from around the world.. oh BOy, am i having lots of fun.. so far, i found it addicting, and it's making me tired!!!!!

i was up till 2 am almost everyday playing the game - socom US navy seals - and now i find myself so dumb!!!!! seriously, i feel so stupid after playing, i could literally feel my brain shrinking to the size of a pea.. i cant even concerntrate on what i want to do next- for example, reading.. - i just cant stop myself now..

i am even failing to go school.. lol, but hey, its only the first day that i didnt go school.. i promise i'll return school tomorrow.. im bored at home, as in, the only thing i do is play games non-stop until my mom asks me to..

since im going to school tomorrow, guess ill bring my UNO cards and my rubik's cube since now we do not have normal lessons.. i kind of miss school alot, but not to worry, if i make it to sec 5 next year, the whole process will restart- go to school, study............... do my art coursework- ugh, the thought of having to the art coursework again kills me.. lol

but anyway, hopefully i can revive myself for next year.. sigh, time passes so fast when u play...

talk about last week, hmmm, last week, well wesley had another BIG breakdown again, and geeeeeeez, i like "what happened??? " and he was like i wanna kill myself, and i trying to persuade him not to kill himself or do anything dumb.. well, in the end, THANK goodness man, he didnt.. lol ...

and on 7 october, i wished wesley a HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. and hah i was the first.. well i didnt expect it.. i messaged at about like afternoon, so you know.... ... and yes , i accept ur belated birthday wish to me.. THANKS wes ..

anyway, i have said enough for this post.. will save the rest for the next one.. im currently brain-dead at the moment.. lol

i cant seem to think..

anyway, bye..

love,
Brendon