where do i start?

ok, the past few days were really weird.. firstly, i had dreams about my friends, and PS, its not a good thing.. in a way that affects me.. but you know, sometimes dreams really are the truth, maybe they can predict the future.. i dont know.. im just being kind of unrealistic, but hey, i felt the same way in my dreams.. -it may have been true-

anyway, i have have been busy playing the past few days, that is why i hadn't blog, but i have great news.. WE GOT A DOG .. cool eh? well for me it is, and im pretty excited :P cant wait to train it and have fun with the dog.. i have longed to have a dog,. so its kind of a dream come true, but dont get me wrong, i was not dreaming about dogs..

still haven't have a name for the dog yet though, still debating on names, some rather ridiculous.. anyway, i was hoping that i would push myself to go to school for O level maths lessons, but im just too lazy!! DAMN>< the O level math exam is somewhere around the end of october and i still have topics i am not sure of-probability- ugh, well i didnt go for the first lesson, so i kind of missed the part on that topic..

SO, i need motivation now!! lol, im so focused on gaming that now my mind and body wants to stay home and play..

BUT, on the contrary, going to school for O level maths can be a drag, and an awful waste of time after the lesson.. all of sitting around, waiting for time to pass.. one seems like an hour.. -unbelievable- its that boring after the lesson..

but during the lesson, i feel sleepy, my body keeps wanting to doze off.. its so hard to get back on track after slacking for so long.. cant believe that BTYX can do it everyday.. crazy.

im so lazy i realised, in a way that i do nothing but play.. stupid isn't it?

i have got to return school tomorrow, and see the teachers faces.. hopefully i'll make it tomorrow.. LOL, dont "pon tang" haha, thats what people say when u dont come to school.. lol, k then i have got to go, wish me luck.. =P

love C.S, Wes
Brendon