Phobia on CHINESE new year.

What does the word Phobia mean in the English dictionary?

Phobia - Abnormal fear or great dislike. 

I believe majority of us have phobias be it a fear of heights, spiders, tight spaces or even clowns and pickles. 

What does phobia got to do with CHINESE new year you ask? 

Im fearful of having to speak chinese, knowing my chinese is lower than the backside. 

My chinese background isn't rock hard, and neither have i ever passed any major chinese exams - PSLE, N levels, O levels- maybe once or twice during school papers, thats all! 

Thus, i have developed chinese-tro-phobia (my own creation), it only occurs in 1 000 000 000 000 people and that someone is ME.. 

(Is there that many people on Earth even?)LOL..

Some more, majority of my cousins speak chinese. Those among their 20s, they speak English to me, because they know Chinese and I do not mix well. HAHAHA

Then there was this China dude, one of my cousins' husband, came over to speak to me.. 

(this where the fun begins.. :P).

During the whole conversation with him, i was literally struggling with my chinese pronunciation and my answers. So part of the conversation, you may hear like English words inserted in my sentences.. Thank god he understand A bit of English, because he also a businessman.. 

Then there was this particular question he asked, and i found hilarious. 

Him : So, what type sports you like?

Me : Oh, i like to play Basketball 

( i said this because it is the commonly used and easiest to say. " Lan Qiu".. )

Him : Orh, Ah, "Lan Qiu". I like tennis ( he said tennis in chinese and i didnt understand)

Me : What?

Him : Tennis ( this time in English )

Me : Orrh.. Yes yes.. 

~~~ ( he paused for a while.. )

Him : So, what other sports you also like to play? 

Me : ( I wanted to say Badminton in Chinese, but epic failure, and a total different meaning) So i mumbled "mei mao qiu", cos i didnt know the exact name. 

Him : "shen Ma?"  ( what in English ) 

Me : Saying a bit louder this time, "mei mao qiu" ... 

( "mei mao qiu" means like "no hair ball"... )

~~~ ( some more conversation inserted here, which i cant recall )

So after a while he left to eat.. And i was left alone, relieved. 

~~~

The same day, went home, and asked myself what Badminton was in Chinese, and i finally figured it out!! 

Badminton = "yu mao qiu!" ..

Hahahaha! YES YES YES!!!! 

So thats my Chinese-tro-phobia moment, where i thought i would be slammed for not knowing how to speak chinese. Phew. 

Yay!! 

( But i can tell you that i can read better than i speak or write.. :P )

My heart aches.

Awwww man!!! 

The above cropped photo depict what i wrote on 11 november 2008! 

The Exact day O level officially ended for majority of us. 

come to think of it, time REALLY REALLY REALLY do fly by fast.. 

Would believe we all went by 2 months just like that, to arrive to today. 

On that day, i was of course over the moon, but the results retrieved was nothing over the rainbow. 

Sigh. 

Thinking of the past. 

O LEVEL WAS BLOODY EASY. 

So U bloody asses out there dont say you're stressed and you think O level is going to so tough.. 

LOL..

ssәupɹɐʍʞʍɐ әɹnd

ƃuıdʎʇ ʎɹʇ plnoɥs ı `ʎɐpoʇ ǝqʎɐɯ

(= uʍop ǝpısdn

Jeez, didn't know it would look so weird.

Anyway, my day started pretty EARLY..

Woke up at 530 am with a filled bladder.

-->Toilet.

Then after tried tried returning to sleep, my dog started to whine..

He also a full bladder, and had to pee.

Tsk

Here i am, still in my morning breathe, posting.

-.-"

That information was totally unnecessary

Never had i taken a photo in the morning. 

This morning was kinda special, and weird all put together..

So, as you can see the photo above. 

It is actually the sun's first rays that spilled over the East side of Singapore at around 645 am or earlier. 

The right side of the pic is East.. LOL 

You can see below that the lights by the roads are still switched on. 

Although i didnt get shots of the sun actually rising, at least its the view from my room.. 

^-^

First time in ages, woke even before sunrise, and staying awake till the now.. 

(ps : my camera settings were hay wire. Cant capture a more stable clearer picture.)

Anyway, my burden to update is done.. Wuahahahaaaaaaah

*update*

CNY '09 came and went, but it actually last for 15 days. 

What i experienced was somewhat different from other years. Almost every year, without fail, my sis and i would stay over at my Grandma's house till the next day, the second day of CNY. First day is Reunion, day after is gathering. And so on. 

This year was different though. As we grew older, our minds and body develop. And through that period of time, i somehow didnt "like" staying over. Simply because, it isn't LIKE home! The cable TV subscriptions are lacking, internet, our beds and the list goes on for a while. Maybe it was because the fact, i hate sleeping, cramped up, and the environment is totally awkward. I remember once, when we were sleeping over, i woke up in the mids of my sleep approximately 3am, and there was these weird voices i hear, and it scared the hack out of me. It sounded like ghosts..! Some more, there was this eerie soft lighting, that poured into the room. Making it more Ghostly.. 

Anyway, it was a tradition you know. Every year, we would reluctantly pack our clothes and head for Grandma's house. This year was not the same. We just did not want to stay. Of course, it was a change of settings. 

Feeling extremely sluggish after watching LOTRs on DVD, i was SO tired.. My mom made us wake up at like 8 am just to get ready. Phew. Got there 1130 am. Almost everyone had arrived.. 

I loved this year's way. 

Oh well. What was surprisingly strange was how my grandma behaved. She was like not as Excited as previous years. Was it because........

This year was unlike many other years. I am the youngest of my generation, im becoming a young UNCLE!! Wtfzzzzzzz.

I finally graduated. Almost finished with schooling so to speak. Awwww.

Now a whole new generation of youth has seen its light. There were so many children la.. Keep effing till so many babies.. 

Wa lau.. And i have a feeling my young cousins are going to be DAMN smart!! 

The parents are like teaching them all sort of things.. 

Sigh. I just feel empty. Like there was nothing special, not that burst of live we usually had.. Tsk.

No one even snapped a single photo! Maybe i should have, but i didnt bring along my camera. 

Omg, today i suddenly felt the feeling of being "lonely". Awww man.. 

Its so sad.. 

I cant explain it all. And im Ever more lazy to type and describe. 

Its finally over. The crowdedness down at chinatown is ceasing!! YES!

Damn, chinatown is bloody busy when it draws closer to CNY. So silly. 

Make me dont have the mood to even shop.. Except i wouldn't mind buying "red bean mochi".

So sticky to rub and squeeze your way through.. Wa seh, it is one those time of the year i really dislike most. =.="

Makes the CNY spirit drop. 

Thank god its over! 

Oh yes! before i forget. I ate like a $6 abalone today la! I dont believe its so EX....! 

My aunt cooked some for us, and i went over to pick it up.. Thank goodness no one rob me for the abalone! That was simply the BEST tasting Abalone ever!!! 

Even the abalone on the reunion dinner wasn't that great.

My aunt is such a good cook.. 

Cant believe the abalone each costed $6.. Its like zzzZZzzz.. 

This, i can say, liven my spirit.. 

One more thing. My cousin was also talking to me regarding the poly course etc. 

I got to say it is kind of weird to be talking about that. Because like i was also the small and young boy, and never did they talk to me about school stuff. I mean, last time, it all seemed so unimportant. But now, it is involving my life! 

Alrighty then. I can't recall much right now. Really tired. 

Oh, yesterday( or maybe the day before?), i spent almost like freaking 5 hours trying to download AudtionSEA! 

F**K. 

Stayed up till like 4 in the morning. 

Wasted my bloody ass time! 

So it didnt work during that time, so i planned to get up at 8am to re-try downlaoding. 

YES.. Was downloading till 48% when i itching hand go want to try download MSN live!

Then After i realised that the download for AuditionSEA disappeared.. OMFGZ

Made me so furious!! Waited for so LONG!!! Oh well, the windows experience SUCKED..! Mac is way way way better! Much easier to use, without having to fiddle around, trying to make sure i get it right.. ARGH.. 

Sold the windows, and im happy with the old mac :) 

Im so emo-tional recent-ly. Won-der why.. 

Mc(Mac) fun with family+1 x)

Have fun LOL-ing. x)

Mutated doggie :o

OMFG, didnt know we had a RAT for a DOG!!

Do not mind my face.. But my mom looks the best=)

Long tongued and our genius god(dog)

Out to GET YOU!!!!!!!!

Simply LOL. 

O.o ? 

Had fun? 

Want more? 

A deer probably?

Cyclops!!!!! and what long claws... o.O

Monkey-bat? 

Feeling Extremely free today.

I decided to pull out my Sec 2 science textbook. 

I wanted to see what i learnt during those days, and how much i have matured.

Hahaa!

Well, i think it is not wise to speak of on here. So ill make the long story short.

Whatever i saw back in 2005, didnt really made a lot of sense to until when i was sec 3?

All i knew that it was part the syllabus, and i had to study it in order to get top in Science..!

LOL

So its really amazing how time and thinking really comes hand in hand. 

The older we get, the more we know, the more we experience.. 

:)

Privacy diminishing.. Literally.

Its funny how i allowed my mother to view my phone, looking through all my photos, occasionally asking me who that person is in certain pictures.

Thank god it stopped right there. 

My mom didn't go further, by watching my home made and some really PRIVATE videos. 

^^

And yes, the moment someone takes your phone, and start browsing the contents within, be sure, when you try to snatch it back from them, you will always fail, unless you decide to use force.

Anyway, dont you sometimes hate when people dig through your stuff? I certainly did. However, being self assured, i thought i had disposed photos which i found would make my mom ask many personal questions 

*winks winks.. I think of one close friends would know why..*

So, after my mom had finished her "monthly" inspection on my phone.. ( im just exaggerating on the monthly thing ), i got back my phone, went to the pictures folder, trying to see if my mom saw something. 

And yep, i assume my mom did see some "stuff".. 

Dang it. 

Keep in mind, it isn't anything dirty, and to be curious about. Just some "random" snap shots using my phone's camera. 

No wonder the Army doesnt allow any usage of camera phones within the vicinity.. :P

( I hate the 2769 .. )

Fuck 2769!! 

Although you may say im contradicting myself, by posting this post to the public, i have a reason.

Contrary to what you may think, people KNOW when to publicize and when not to. Its really common sense if you think about. 

Dooms day aka results day. 

Strolling down memory lane. 

Recalling how i met Sakeena, anna and cai xia. 

Though it is hard to remember, but i vividly recall how i met sakee.. 

( funny how we cant seem to remember how we met each other.. )

( Even alex, i just know him.. How? Dont know.. )

HAHA.

I miss the times so badly.

Wanted to take many more photos, but i guess i was there too late.. 

After, almost everyone disappeared..

soo... 

There are other times right?

Dont tell me no? 

Btw, the bleeding toe photo is not upright.. So, i may not post it after all. 

Unless someone can teach me to rotate it? 

Cos every time i rotate it, blogger will flip it back the other way.. =.="

Gtg.. 

IT's 2 bloody am!!!!!!

OUCH!!!!!

Ever had situations when you suddenly rolled up into a ball, grasping hard onto your foot, eyes tightly shut, trying to focus the pain away from the toe that had just banged into some stationary object?

Thats Pain right there.

And i experienced it, the weird way. Somehow, after i knocked my toe against the wooden leg of a table.

And before i know it, i was sitting on the floor, squeezing the life out of my feet's tiny toe.

Whats funny was, i kept laughing. 

I was literally laughing while crying out in pain.

Clutching to my poor, bloody little toe, i slowly manoeuvred on my ASS, to quickly take a snapshot of the bloody toe.. :(

I mean, u may say its only a TINY matter.. 

Well, its not.

I hate Bumping my toes into stupid objects. Damn, really got to look where i walk..

Plus, i was over at my grandma's house for a visit, which meant, i had to wear my socks, then put on my shoes. 

And thats when the pain came back.. I bundled my tiny toe with soft tissue, but later found that it was a tight fit, and when i tried to walk - because it was so tight-, the shoe kept rubbing the toe, and it hurt real bad!

-.-

Whimper in pain. 

Then, had to take of my shoe slowly, and carefully remove the shoe.. Sigh.. untied the shoe lace, etc..

That was it. 

I was asking for a slipper so i can walk home with.. But i asked for a plaster.

Thats the end of the so called story..

I didnt go into detail, because i am EXTREMELY lazy to type it all out.

I also have a photo of the bloody toe.. But i guess ill wait till next time to post it.. 

But you know what. 

It isn't so much to complaint about, other people are also much more in pain..

:)

BYe now..

I love this song SO much!! 

The recent updated playlist.

OMG..

Im in love. That song is from a movie called "Blood Diamond".

I love that movie to hell. 

REally touched my heart, and yes, i cried when i watched the first time. 

:P

Anyway, i finally found the soundtrack.

Listen through it. 

I really wish u did.. 

ENJOY :)

It is the time to move on. 

Weeping about the past only makes one sad, miserable, almost impossible to drag him/her out from the deep hole called depression. 

I sit down and sometimes wonder.

"How my life, in the future, will turn out?"

Or do we just go with the flow, and somehow, stumble upon wealth, happiness, and what have you. 

 I am hoping, 20 years down the road, i wont turn back, reading my blog, and come to a regretful thinking, "oh man, what have done with my life?" By then i would be 37.. 

I can not imagine myself, being a 17 year old, still in his child-like ways, suddenly turning 37. 

Seems surreal, scary and bizarre when zooming past life, ahead of time. 

( OMG, maybe i just stumbled onto a time machine? ) 

Sounds like the movie click. 

"Click".

And there goes 10 years. 

Anyway, thinking of life really saddens me for some reason. 

I feel as though, as we travel along time, which very much resemble a roller coaster from start to end.. Right now, maybe my life is somewhere near to one of the climax of the ride. MAYBE.

Or maybe its a slow, enjoyable ride, where i am still fresh, still near the start, and many up and downs to come along- Obstacles -.

Wonder where the peak may come. 

But anyway, nonetheless, i think we all should take the time to register the thoughts that suddenly pop into our minds. 

It is a sign, indeed, a moment so rare, to just simply brainstorm. On what i do not have a clue. 

Haha. 

Argh.. My mom.. ARGH.. She caused me to forget what i wanted to type.. ƒreankz.. 

Disturbed.. I hate people disturbing me when im so focused.. It breaks, shatter the peace in one's mind. 

Im digging deep to convey my thoughts in words. It is so rare i get to do this. 

Anyway, im lost.. 

BYe. 

The love calculator?

Ever heard of the Love Calculator? 

Ever tried it?

Well, obviously, if alex were to read this, he would already know. 

LOL

Is it a fake or is it really genuine? 

Does it really calculate the exact percentage?

How does it function?

But, surely, the result i saw, blew my mind. 

Was it possible.. 

Hahaa

Wanna check it out? Short-cut below.. 

http://www.lovecalculator.com/

Have fun=)

A dedication to my friends...

- Mr Ho. ( the one who nags, punish us by sitting outside class.... etc ) 

- Sakeena  ( helped pretended she was my mom, " hello, mummy ah?" )

- Joanne ( was there to nag at me.. LOL)

- Wei Chuan ( Gave great life advices, however, i was naive, and didnt take it seriously )

- Chee Yong ( he also wanted to punch me in the face.. :o )

- Cai Xia 

- Samuel 

- Yani (though he threatened me by wanting to punch me in the face), 

- Nyssa ( helped pretended she was my mom )

- Wei Da ( only tsk tsked at me for not doing my art..)

- My mom, sister. ( Family )

- My Dog ( for being my stress reliever )

Thanks to above people for i may not have even managed to hand up my Art coursework on time!

Thank you all for the constant scaring that i would not complete my coursework if i had not started. 

Thanks.

Those taunts, encouragements, and friendly advice, made me realized that i had caring friends that cared, not only for their future but of others.

If it wasn't for you guys, my art grade would not have existed. 

The B3 has all ur names written on it.

The entire journey, especially a month before submission date, you all pushed me. 

With ur consistent pressurizing, i slowly did it bit by bit. 

Of course, there were times i still slacked.

However as time drew closer, i started panicking, and some were caring to ask, have i done my 8 mounting boards yet?

Have you started colouring ur Board?!? 

Ahhh, those times; 

Surely flew by fast and furious. 

But, it will forever be buried deep down in my heart/or mind. 

I cant describe my gratitude in words. 

I just wanna say a BIG Thank You. 

Thank you Mr Ho. ( i wont say anything, just in case MOE reads my blog for some reason. )

Im glad.

And for the rest of you.

I wish you all the best in the future. 

Stay in contact on MSN, facebook and whatever "stay in touch websites".. 

LOL

May this photo hold the Greatest memorizes of our lives. :)

How outrageously disappointing. 

Im eating chocolates till i simply can no longer move.

One point for comfort food.

Anyway, today was results day.

I was wishing, praying for points less than 15. 

LESS THAN 15~!

Turns out, i achieved 15 points on the dot :(

Some may say its GOOD.

But honestly, i wanted better.

Greedy.

Never study harder.

Blame that factor for my number of points... 

Its sickening. 

Although my name was one of the "top students".

I felt so humiliated, just because, before the NA, results were given to the Express.

And our results really pale in comparison. 

Those Express top students had ALL distinctions~~!!! 

Crazy.

Ouwen was top student, which i find, its better him than someone that did not deserve it.

He had 5 As? 

Dont know how many, but it was a lot. 

LOL

*im not happy:(*

My name was like the last of the top students list, which is so lousy. 

Why complain, and feel unhappy about it.

Its my fault. 

Oh well. 

This year had more NA top students compared to only 2 last year. 

I didnt bring my specs, so i really did miss a lot of things.

As i walked up to collect my slip, i could tell that the principal was not satisfactory. 

Even when it reached the last few names on the list, Mrs cheong just exposed all the names without even reading them out. LOL.

Maybe its just wasn't so Exciting news. 

The Express ones were much MUCH more exciting. 

^^

Here's what i actually achieved.

English : C6

Maths: A2

A.maths : B3

Science : A1

Art : B3

˙˙˙˙˙˙˙˙˙˙˙˙

15 points total.

Honestly speaking, my results look good, without the D7 i had for H.C.. 

My English~! C6!!!

OMFG

 Cant it be like B4 or at least C5.

then my results would have looked a lot better. At least i can say, i had As and Bs.. 

Was SO confident that my maths would be a A1. 

Sigh. 

Why?!!?!?!?!?!?!??!

My art, was ok. I am actually happy for that grade. 

It was all last minute. 

Phew. 

Additional maths on the other hand, i could have had an A2. 

Just because of the mix up.. But WHATEVER!!!!!!

ITs OVER...

No more nightmares. 

No more fear. 

^^

OH my poor maths.. Why couldn't i get an A1 !?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! 

HUH???

I practiced every question, the entire book. 

And did papers on it. 

WHY?!?!?!?!

I feel so miserable!!! 

My maths was always A1 in school. 

KICK SOME AZZ

Oh gosh!!

Do you believe its finally results day tomorrow- 12th Jan -.

Months back, i was eagerly looking forward to this day.

And just a week ago, i started to feel all weird and uneasy.

Coincidentally, i had another one of those horrible dreams.

I was crying in my sleep. 

I was so upset by the whole dream, that even when i was already awake, i refused to believe that it was a dream. 

Only because it felt terrible realistic!

O level nightmare, i call it.

Its funny how real and scary it really feels.

I assume many of us, awaiting for the O level results, have dreams that haunt them, and make one feel so miserable.

I rather not go further into detail, just because i prefer not to make it REAL. 

Let it be in my mind, locked up safely, so that particular dream wont come true.

=.="

Im so afraid!

PLEASE GOD. 

~

Oh jeez! 

The pain from the sun burn has subsided. 

And now, my skin is peeling.

Its a gruesome sight. 

As though someone had physically peeled the skin off.

leatherback;burn victim; dried lasagne layers.

HEHEHEHE.. 

Dilemma!!

Singapore poly

OR

Ngee Ann poly? 

It was really hard to decide which poly i wanted to go to. 

SP has its fair share of benefits, and so does NP.

I wish that NP and SP could merge and form some big ass poly.

Because, when i visited NP open house, i fell head over heels for its relaxing environment. 

But, environment is not the main factor for me choosing a poly you may say, but i rather study in a school that i feel i can be, so to speak. Besides, SP, is right beside New Town Secondary. Which means i have to walk the same old path to and fro, just like what i did when i was in NTSS..

Anyway, im not going to complain. 

The courses in both schools are kinda the same, but SP has MORE.

I mean, whatever NP has, SP do too. 

Its a hard decision. 

Maybe ill choose SP? Then ill take interior design in SP. 

Either way, i still have not fully made my mind up. 

Thought i was sure NP was the right choice, until today. 

SP really made me change my mind set. 

 AWWWWWWWW...!

This really sucks. 

There is at least a week to finish the 12 courses form. 

Its going to be tedious. 

~~

Anyway, went to SP, met anna, sakeena, alex, cai xia and her sis, cai hong?

It was so F.U.N

Went touring the design and science courses. 

Was impressed by the interior design, but i feel like its not very good, meaning that i think NP would do a much better job teaching interior design. 

In the end, i want to exit poly bursting with knowledge, dont wanna just come out and have nothing installed for me. 

I'll just await my results. :-l

~ 

Planning to go swimming was such a waste. 

We reached the complex, and there was a sign saying it is closed due to "spring cleaning"./

LOL

~

Disappointed, we just went home, and before i know it, we were heading out again, to EAT!!

HAHA!

* my door just slammed*

...

Ill update more soon. Am tired:)

Stupid popcorn at SP was bloody long. TSK.

Did not manage to get any, because i didnt even line up. 

But it was really ridiculous. 

The lady kept popping a few corn at time!!!

She could have just filled the "metal bucket" more, so MORE popcorn could be popped...!!!

DAMN.. HAHAHA

Amigos para Siempre!

Means

Friends for life.

This song made me teared.

When i was in primary 6.

They played it.

And there was a sing-along.

I was so emotional listening to this song!!

Friends forever!

For life!

^^

*sniffs

what a dream!?

Strange 

Dream 

I 

Had

...

I kept drifting in and out of my dream, and every time, i dozed, the dream was different, but on the same thing.

My mind's flooded with odd situations that seemed so nonsensical. 

Really.

Like just this morning, i had this weird O level results collection dream. 

It was intense, but how we all had to collection our results were so odd. 

Cant remember any of the dream, but i know it was awkward!

...

Is anyone scared? 

Comment. 

Anyone having weird/frightening dreams recently?

Comment also. 

Some one please console me. 

Tears well up in my eyes;

As though they had appeared out of nowhere.

Dap them dry with kleenex.

News Flash!!

Maybe you got to squint to read the words. 

Sorry.

OMGzxzxzxzzxzxzxzfxczxgzhzx!

It's REALLY official!

~Holy macaroni cheese with lots of chili flakes...!~

Ahhh.. 

I admit, somehow, inside, i feel so panicky. 

Its finally here, i got to say. 

Im excited, speechless altogether. 

All jumbled up in a ball of emotions, ready to let lose into colour threaded strings. 

The day is edging forward day by day. 

Time is Infinite. 

===

I pray with all hearts, we all do well.

Peace

Fun filled day

According to my mind and body language, i was really reluctant in having to go for the open house. Being morning and all, i wanted to sleep. 

BUT, i know it would be fun! As im touring NP with friends!!! 

Whoooo!

Yes, it was really fun. 

Wanted to call along many others, but some how, i didnt do so. 

Managed to pull Linda along. :P

So, Yoke meng, Nyssa, linda and i were just walking around the entire campus. 

Went exploring the places there;

went into some course's exhibition.

Some were really enjoyable. But others were kinda not what i really wanted to find out more of.

Anyway, we just followed the map. 

And coincidentally, on our way to the convention centre.

A familiar face appears. 

Chloe.

Damn. She just isn't the "same" person i knew years back.. 

Of course people do change. 

Just that, i do not feel a connection. Like it was only "hi"... 

And "bye"

-.-"

So off we went to the CC, went to hear first hand about some of the courses there. 

Interesting. 

However, i noticed something. Those lecturers in accountancy are more well dressed, in a sense that compared to other courses' lecturers, they look more professional.

Maybe its because, they are business people. 

HAHA

~~

Oh, another coincidence, while at the nursing course area. We stumbled upon kim, shi hui, and many others that always hanged out together. 

Lol

Oh yes. One of the person in-charged of nursing was asking us what organ is used when a lady is in pregnancy?

Guess what my answer was.

V...........A

( someone heard me say that word.. :P )

So PS.

The correct answer was uterus. 

:-@

~~

( and yes, i found my phone last night on the dog cage..! )

Creepiness. 

Can u spot the spider located in the centre of the pic?

SHITz. 

It was so huge. 

Well

I rarely see BIG spiders.

So.. 

Itchy shoulders; and a hair cut...

So, today, went together with my mom to her hairstylist at god knows where. 

I think its Yishun Ave 5??

Wow. I first thought it was the same salon i was at ages ago, but surprisingly, her "salon" at like in her house! :o

So first thing that greeting us at the gate was the hairstylist's son's baby boy.. 

He is so power at day dreaming. He is able to stand at one spot and stare into nothingness. LOL

At first, he was really reluctant to play with me, but soon, we started to play, giggle; though sometimes he was so ANNOYING.. =.=", while my mom had her hair dyed! =D

Thats him!.. 

He doesn't look chinese, kind of eurasian-look-alike. 

Some more he has double eye lid. 

Amazing. 

He is so blurrrrrrrrr... 

~~~

I never knew that sun burns could be so ITCHY!!

Not until today, that is. 

~~

OMG. 

Many of my friends on Facebook, have posted on their status about the release of the O level results on 12th Jan.

And i begin to feel bloody hell scared. 

*prays*

Oh No!

It is OFFICIAL. 

Which means, in a couple of days - 4 days time- , results..!

AHHHHHHHH.

I have faith ill do well. 

PLEASE!

GOD

~

(wait. i misplaced my phone!) 

(still cant find phone!)

SHITz.

Ill update tomorrow. 

-.-

Oooouch! Sun burns. 

Man, i have not experienced sun burns for ages, and now i know how it feels like. :@

And i look like a lobster.. 

My skin feel so "hard" and stiff, feels as though my skin will literally tear, if i were to stretch.. :0

It was funny how i could forget where i placed the letter regarding my collection of bursary. 

I vividly recalled seeing the date 3rd of Jan 2oo9 clearly on the letter, and its venue, however i needed to show it to register before i could be escorted to my seat for the ceremony. 

Thank god i found it within some poly booklet. :-@

If not i may not have been able to receive the cash voucher. 

*Phew.

I recall something Mr Arthur Fong ( guest of honor ) said.

He said, our parents used to blog even before there were computers and internet. 

He was referring to dairies. Thereafter, he touched on a news in straits time today, saying that young children now have public blogs. <>

He also stated about the danger etc. Ok, maybe not DANGER, but rather, we are allowing strangers on the net to read about private lives, which makes me wonder. 

It is our choice to do so though, i mean, we blog about stuff that we do during that day, and how days/life have been and the list goes, however, i doubt i read many personal posts. Mostly personal data are kept within themselves. Or even they have separate blogs - dairy and blogger -. 

In the end of the day, how can writing our stuff online will directly affect us? I do not see the link. Ok, maybe it does some how. Its helps people be it, reading or writing. It may not be by some popular writer, but somehow, it also allow us to spot one's mistake in their writing and learn from it.. 

~~~

Oh my gosh.. What a load of bull crap!

Ill move on to what i initial had in mind.

~~~

So i went to the airport to pick/meet my mom's long time friend.

Really got me excited because i wanted to see T3 finally. 

LOL

Took pictures, however i found out that many did not make sense. 

And some were so random.

Here goes:  

The angel ring

The photo below this "no GST" is actually the escalator up to the shops. 

The ceiling is so interesting. :P

The wall covered in vines. 

Looks really nice. 

But the reflection of the glass panels are @#%$#@#$

Another view from dont know where.

Its christmas down there.

(and it looks so EMPTY!!)

The exact recycling bin Alex.c took

Looks damn slick and stylish. 

WOW

Why is T3 so empty huh?

(but T1 and T2 are buzzing with people)

Look at that spectacular foreshortening view man..

Breath-taking.

The ceiling is so NICE.. 

~~~

Yes, i find little tiny stuff so fanciful. 

Kekeke.. 

Really wanted to go to the spot where u can see the planes take off. 

Take me there one day.

Anyway, i tried uploading like last 3 photos, but seems like blogger just did not want to do so. 

My mom's friend, bought us a load of chewing gum. OMG.

My jaws are going to fall apart after chewing all that gums. 

Im so grateful. 

Ill share with you all if u want some. Just got to tell me. 

Nights.

Its 1:40 am... 

As the day for release of O level results draw nearer. 

I suddenly feel as though i may not excel. * Touch wood*

I cite from a blog " No point thinking about it, since its already over."

Those few words, kind of mended my fear. However, i could not help feeling scared..!

I recently received countless of poly ads. 

And opening them, there were courses and its COP ( cut-off point ).

I had several choices already made up, went to look at the COP, and many were like so low. Meaning, the points required to enter the course is like 10, 12 point. 

Goodness. 

Im scared la. 

REALLY.

Of course it doesn't mean the end of the world, but i don't want to end up taking some course that i have no interest in. 

Thats my only fear.

( ok, maybe not my ONLY

 fear. )

It's really making me panic.

And i know for a fact that, i have not placed my fullest efforts into studying for each paper. 

OMFG.

Thats another factor that is causing to behave weirdly. :-@

In a few days, my "fate" will come.

*Prays*

~~~

Anyway, It is the 2nd day of 2oo9, and i didnt had school today. Haha..

Poor souls that had to wake up early this morning. 

Oh well, their turn will eventually come when they do not have to get up so early. 

In fact, i rather be in school studying new stuff. 

I miss school, although it has only been 2 months ago that i was in school. 

I just cant stand staying at home lazing. 

( if only i can find a suitable job )

Nvm, no worries. 

Once i get my O level results, ill go start looking for work again.

For now. 

Let me REST. 

~HAH~

~~~

Oh yes. 

My sis have been in malaysia since last year. 

Coming back next monday. ^^

Thats the first time she wasn't at home during the New Year. 

:P

But i kinda like the space when im in the room alone. 

Can dump my stuff anywhere, without having it pushed aside. 

~~~

Its time to sleep. 

SnoreZ!

Oh, before i go, tomorrow going to be collecting bursary. 

So lucky to be getting money.. :P 

well i want to leave now. 

~BYe~

Tagged... tagged... tagged....

Anyway~ I have been tagged by ALEX to do this. So, here goes.


A. People who have been tagged must write their answer in their blog.

B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person who they were tagged by.

C. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people;
Shihui, Kimberly, Mclyne, Yiwen,

and samuel, welly, Joanne and Nyssa
( I doubt majority would not do this )

Question one :What have youbeen doing recently?

- I feel so guilty by saying this, but im slacking my ass off recently.. Argh, constant game playing and computer. O.O" 

Question two : Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

Yes. Of course. Poor phone got to be turned on 24/7.. Tsk tsk. :P

But of course, i defy my words, and no, my phone is always on, unless my phone "dies" .. 

Question three : What happen at 10am today?

Shit.. Another guilty answer.. I was sleeping.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHaa

Question four :When did you last cry?

Gosh! That was so recent. 

Was watching Titantic on cable TV. 

Yes yes. 

I know its old.. 

But seriously, when the older you become, you seem to enjoy the movie much better. And thats why i cried.. :P

Cried like a baby!!

Question five : believe in fate/destiny?
Well, definitely. 

Honestly, to a certain extent. It depends.. 

Question six : What do you want in your life now?
Must i answer? 

Like come one man.. LOL

Question seven : Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
Never had a relationship.. :P 

hahahahahaha

Question eight : Are you wearing anything you borrowed for someone?
Borrowed? 

Nope. 

Question nine : What was the last movie you caught?
Bolt. 

Speak bolt " WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!"

Question ten : Does the person you like knows that you like him/her?
What a Question!! 

DUH.. I personally admitted it! 

Siao.. 

Question 11 : Who always makes you laugh?
Lol.. My sis and i. 

Simply Love it. 

Question 12 :Do you speak languages other than english?
Hmmmm, let's see. 

I speak english, chinese, malay, tamil, spanish, german, french, turkish..... 

Lol.. Well, maybe some day ill learn them all. 

Question 13 : Favourite website(s)?
Favourite websites.. hmm, Facebook is surely one of them.

Youtube, like everyday go see for recent uploaded videos. 

Pssssssssssssshhhh, My life is so boring ( whats the chim word that starts with 'm' ?, cant seem to spell it right...! )

Question 14 :What are you doing tommorow?
Not decided. 

Question 15 : What do you think you are like ?
Wow.. Cool question, but i cant think of anything now.. 

Question 16 : Who would you choose to die with?
Two in a coffin? 

Going to be squeeze-z!

Well, i do not have a someone to choose from, but i would not want to die alone?

Does that make sense? LOL

Question 17 : Where have you been today?
Home, cleaning dog pee off floor, watched countdown, watched TRANSFORMER ( fcuking nice!!, i want to watch it again!), watched part of mr bean holiday which is playing right ( will be going back to watch it)..

Tried sending SMSes wishing my friends a HNY, however sending failed... :-@

Question 18 : What game do you play often?
Pet society? Does that count? 

Hahaha..

My psp shooting game. 

Question 19 : Who you missing right now?
Well, i dont miss anyone RIGHT now, but i do miss many ( NOT specifying who! ) 

HAHAHahahahahahaa

Question 20 : If you have to choose between a friend and a lover, who will you choose?
Friends, because i know i wont be getting married. (that is until i have a change of mind set.)

Question 21 : What are you doing right now?
Doing this "survey".. 

Question 22 : Which primary school were you from?
Ghim Moh PS

Question 23 : name 3 colours you like?
3 colours.. Wow.. 

Most probably black, blue,green..

Ewww. those colour selection reminds me of bruises. 

Question 24 : What emotion do you like to show?

I do not have A emotion that i like to show.. What the.. Question so strict!!

It all depends on the situation im in.. 

Just riding with the flow. 

Question 25 : What is life to you?

Ani said"The only game you cant respawn, no 3 lives & no restart button."

i agree and i add "Life is life, i take whatever comes, and let everything go."

thast why i hate answering "What do you want to do nexTime"

Question 26 : If you have something troubling you, what would you do?

Keep it inside me;

Or maybe talk to myself.. 

HEY HEYY! Dont think im nuts k.

Admit that you do so sometimes!

Question 27 : Who did you last chat with on msn ?
Well, was just chatting with joanne on MSN. 

Was also chatting with myself on msn just now also.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Question 28 : Who do you admire the most?
Wow.. Another strict question. 

Definitely all the smart people that have mould our world into what it has become today. 

Question 29 : Which month you born in?
Alex, u're born in APRiL??????

Two months before december, 5 months before that month, 4 months before that month. AND add 8 months after that month..

There you go.. 

Question 30 : How you feeling right now?
Well, its 1am, and yes its past my normal bedtime. AND IM SLEEPY.. 

CAnt i continue this tomorrow???

Question 31 : What's the time now?
WHAT THE... Refer to Qn 30... 

Question 32 :Your opinion on the person who tagged you.
Open and sweet and COOL~

Question 33 :What color do you like to dye your hair?
HAven't tried.. 

Question 34 : Why you doing this quiz?

Because i was forced to.... *sniffs..*

HAHAHA.. kidding.

This is sort of a replacement for another tag which was also by ALex.

And one of the rules is that i cant refuse not doing it.. LOL

Question 35 : What do you do when you are moody?
Play my shooting games.. Im aggressive huh?

Lol.. 

Question 36 : At which stage do you wish to get married?

LOL.. Didnt know there was a STAGE to get married on.. 

Maybe the stage at botanic gardens..? I dont know.. See which stage looks the BEST..

I think this question is asking what stage in my life i wish to get married. 

Hmm, Like i said. I wouldn't want to get married. 

Question 37 : Who is closest to you?

Family.

Question 38 : Who is/are the people/person you trust the most?
Well. i am extremely gullible. 

Like what ALEX did to me that time, when i asked him who Sora tan was!! 

The reply was so eye-rolling. HAHAHAHAHAHA

Question 39 : Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
Erh, yes. But sometimes i dont see a rainbow after rain though.. wonder why. 

Question 40 :If can you have a dream come true, what would it be?
Well, i would have more dreams that WILL come true.. Lol

Question 41 : What is your goal for this year?

2oo8 or 2oo9? 

Im already in year 2oo9.. 

Well, ill have to wait for O level result release before i make any goals.

Question 42 :Do you believe in eternity love?
ERh.. no.

Well, it really depends on individual relationship, not all are a bed of sweet smelling roses you know. 

Question 43 : What feeling do you love the most?
I feel as though the questions asked are repeating, except asked in a different way. 

...

" I AM A ROBOT... Bzzzzzzzz bzzzzzzzzz" .. LOL

Kidding.

Question 44 : Do you really think it is global warming now?
OMFG.. OF COURSE..

Question 45 : Do you like quizzes?
depends on the TYPE and difficulties of the quizzes.. LOL

I hate cracking my mind over a HARD quiz.. 

But an easy one would make me look like a genius.. 

Question 46 : Do you believe in gods?
Well. sometimes. But i have to specify, I BELIEVE IN GOD....... Not GODSSSSSSS

Question 47 : Who cares you the most?
The english for this question sucks. 

Family

Question 48 :What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

friends and family and technology ( without it, i cant imagine)

Question 49 : What will you bring when you fight?
What will bring  when i fight?

Cuts and bruises.. And the satisfaction of winning.. HAHA :P

Question 50 : What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
 Do i have to list them all? 

Lol

Countless, cant count them within my fingers and toes. 

Question 51 : What do you do if nobody cared for you any longer?
Wahhhhhhhhhhh.. Ill cry. 

Question 52 : What will you do if you boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
Im not sure..

Dont let me start thinking.. 

Question 53 : How you feel now?
I dozing off at the desk already.. 

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!! 

Whooooo hooooooo!!! 

Omfg, my brain.. after highlighting all the Questions.. ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH