im having second thoughts..

Ever since i started this blog, i was trying to improvise some of my thoughts and feelings into it, but it somehow turns away form my goal.. i have read interesting blogs-many-and i have found mine~ boring~ , yes, i feel that way... My blog seems simple, simple to the fact that it doesnt store any fun, enjoyable readable stuff.. i felt i failed in this blog for some reason.. whenever i read people's blog on what they accomplished, i just ponder on why in the world am i writing and even creating a blog, seems like a waste of time to me.. people including their thoughts into good ideas, making the reader love their writing, but on my side, its bleak.. it doesnt have the juice, not even the spine.. my posts seemed jelly-like.. wesley may have boost my confidence back a few weeks ago, but now, i feel worse than ever before, feel as though the posts i published aren't good enough.. and thus i have seconds tohughts on whether i should continue or not..

sometimes, whenever i published a post, i expect someone would be reading it, and u know commenting on it.. but this case seems so far away.. no one have ever entered this blog of mine i suppose, only except those who bother to care.. but i realise, blogs are just "onine diaries" where u write and someone on the other end of the globe reading it.. its indeed, an open diary..

by the way, i am not being grumpy or anything, but its just kind of weird that no one clicks on the link on friendster..

ugh, anyway, i have said enough.. im going off to watch tv, then study...

N's around the corner, or should i say, next week, the first of October..

i pray that i will promote to sec 5, please god!!

love,
Brendon

i finally solved the RUBIK's cube

YES, indeed, i have solved the 3 by 3 rubik's cube

and yes, i was excited, cos i didnt have to break it apart to solve it

but anyways, this post here about my successful rubik cube soling .. YAY!!

but not to provoke the reader in any way, i have solved it 7 times!!!

and yup, im getting used to it already... and now im trying my own ways to solve it

SO, if anyone needs any help in solving a rubik's cube, im available..

hehe, here goes, the end!!

love all,
Brendon

Rubik's Cube.. 3 by 3

i have to admit that i suck in trying to solve the rubik's cube

ugh, talk about being too addicted to it

even when im sleeping, my mind is still working on how the hell to solve it

anyway, i've turned to youtube videos for help

i suck, i know.. well, not everyone is able to do it at first try.. LOL

well, i have learnt some algorithms.. its quite fun though

hehe, after solving the 3 by 3, im thinking of getting the rubik's revenge.. which is the 4 by 4

thats cool....

anyway, i have said what i have said, so ill stop here... (ps, school was still the same, everyday, classmates and i will be talking..

ugh, thats fun though, but u can keep talking everyday...)

ok, bye

Love,
Brendon

erm, making up for detention.. ugh

i didnt know detention was so boring until today
seriously, i felt as though i wasted 3 hours of my life.
but the worst thing that happened was my name
being called by Mr. John Lim- ugh - how pai seh

classmates of mine were like, what did Brendon do??
haha, i knew what happened.. lol.. damn, skipped
the detention last friday.. haha..

well, moral of the story, never end up in detention
again!!! its not worth the time at all...

i slept for the entire detention, so u should know
how freakin' boring it really was..

and today, i made a promise to teach Ken nie maths
at his house, and yes, i didnt mind doing it, but what
really worries me is the fact that, i still my art to
complete.. sigh...

im having headache just thinking about it..

and worst still, i flunk my A- maths prelim exam..!!
its worst then i thought.. 40/140 .. sigh.. so pathetic
la... but no worries, im gonna buck up on it soon...
haha, my N levels are like next week and im still here
typing a post... am i not worried one bit?!? ..

anyway, i have said what i wanted to say, so i guess
i'll stop here..

with love,
Brendon..

hope the people from 4/5, 4/6 and 4/7 pass their N..
Good Luck people.!!

news about me prolonging my posting on my blog

ok, let me first begin that, since my N's nearing, i may have to stop blogging for the time being.. most probably because i wont
free and will bemost probably busy with studying, anyways,
with this, i guess ill stop for today, nothing else to talk about
though.. i'll gonna isit my grandma later, so ya know, that will
probably take up half of the day.. but i'll do that for my grandma
who is already 92+ - im not too sure to be honest -
anyway. yea, i'll stop here..



love,
Brendon

PS, someone read my BLOG..!! ugh

not airport bound ..

ok, since i had to wait for my sis to some back, i didnt and could not fetched my mom's boyfriend to the airport

its a sad moment when he has to leave for work, i mean, the feeling of having him around and away is totally different..

when he's back, we talk and laugh and the house is always noisy-which my mom finds it annyoing-

anyway, when he's away for work, the house becomes quite, but obviously quiter than he was around..

i do miss him at times though, but hey, at least he'll come back in the next few months...

well, there will always be a next time to bring to the airport.. :P

Damn, i just realised something while typing this, i have my N levels next month- 1st of october 2007 -
argh, and i have not even prepared completing... but u know what, i scored 2 aces in my prelims.. WEEEE!!
but of course i wanted to score better than that.. -.-"
anyway, im gonna go watch the TV, and sleep later.. hhehehe... still not nervous about the N levels.. BUT MY ART!!!!!!!
anyway, no use complaining...

tata, love
Brendon

this rude prefect..

this was suppose to be last friday 21st september 2007

ok, i was woken up by my mom, she came in yelling..(time- 7:20- school starts 7:45)

and i pretended to be sick.. serious!! and the next thing i realise was that i was in the bathroom doing my normal school's day

business, showering, brushing of teeth.. but in a rush though, and was not in a good mood..!!

and soon, walking to school, my face was so loong... incredible.. -.-" hell, bullshit ..



REached school , and was met with this F*cking prefect... before i reached the foyer, to sign in for being late, she confidently

say i know him-me-.. i was taken by surprise la, 'cos i was not late for over a month.. and of course u would be surprise if

someone who is of different level to even know and even still recall who you are.. ..

but that was not the thing that made my day a bad start....

she was like" he's from 4/5, ""O.O""" , i was like WHAT THE... and this girl also a prefect sitting beside her was scrolling

through

a list of names, and this B*tch even saw the wrong name and she assume that name she chose was correct... which was not!!!

and worst still i had to stand there like a jerk listening to them arguing about my name when they could have just asked me..

DAMN THAT PREFECT WAS SO THICK HEADED!!!! ugh.. anyway, its over, i got through it already...

but hey, i skipped dentention haha, and hey, i had fun in class with all my friends :) i love them!!!!

love,
Brendon

love my friends forever.. especially wesley, and my other friends from 4/5, 4/6 and 4/7 ...

my decision to continue...thanks to my closest friend-wesley-

ok, the heading and title says it, and yes! i do agree with what he said.."""""""""""""""so here's a comment for you:

after reading this post, it seems that your aim of creating a blog is to attract people from all around the world to stop by to look at your blog. here are some ways to "attract" people:

+ UPDATE your blog EVERYDAY- with INTERESTING stuff!

+ have LINKS! you need them so that people can LINK from your friends' blogs to YOUR BLOG!

+ CHANGE your blog's BACKGROUND or something to a more attractive one!

+ upload PHOTOS- cause' they work like magic; sometimes words bore people!

+ "ADVERTIZE" your blog somewhere!

+ USE your BRAIN!!!"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""


and yes, it truelly works, but well until i try it.. and so i guess i should give it a try..

well, maybe updating my blog daily would help, not obviously, not every day there would be something interesting....

next, have links? ..well, i guess so.. what like what? lol

ok this step i have done.. changing my blog background and font colour... >_*

uploading of photos? maybe, still not sure yet...

hmm, advertising mui blog, hmm, maybe on friendster? how about that?

haha, use my brain, yeah true, but heck, its a blog... (but obviously the reader wants something interesting to read.) duh

anyway, for this blog, i guess ill stop here, gotta accompany my mom's boyfriend to the airport... !! :) weeee, to the airport i

go!!!


regards , brendon..(writing my name for people to know me)

love u guys..