Is it that HOT!

OMG, this few days so bloody hot. GLOBAL WARMING?

I know, change ur light bulbs to energy-saving ones NOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmm, Stop reading my blog and shut the computer off. save ELECTRICITY !!!!!!!

Haha. Do ur part in recycling, reducing and reusing!

Damn, this is my 4th post today !!!

Gotta stop..

ok bye

Oh my..

I just realized i can change the GMT. Therefore i dont need to manually change the time date!!! woot hoooooo!

And here i continue! I LOVE BiG BuTTs AnD i CANnoT LiE

Okok. getting lamer as i keep continuing.

But i still like failing is the process of learning!

=D

With zillions of sincerity. I admit i do!

like

F.I.T.P.L ( guess it urself! ) Links to something which i keep repeating!

Wooooot hoooooo...

Failing is the process of learning.

I like big butts and i cannot lie! And blah blah blah blah blah!

Can't remember the lyrics.

And here i go! I LIKE BiG BUTTS AND I CANNOT LIE!

i like failing is the process of learning!

Cos i like big butts and i cannot lie.

I cant lie!

Science Practical.

Hmm, what can i say?

Practical was messy. The test were so not obvious. Had to look around for people's result on chemistry ppt colour change.

Well, i did the second of the question of the chemistry one, and was doing the last part, when i looked up and saw one of my classmates getting a BLUE ppt!

I was shocked, cos i was like wondering where in the world did the BLUE ppt occurred.

Then when back to question 1, then did the experiment again. First time i did it, The solution itself was CLEAR.

Then i did it the second time round, and i actually achieved BLUE ppt! I was like, WTF. How come just now cant get it at all?
Then had to cancel all my answers and rewrite what i observed! My paper so messy.. Argh!!

Then another part that made me RETEST like freakin' 3 times. The stupid solid that i strongly heated turned yellow. OK, that one was ok. Then when i tried to test using lime water. Nothing happened. No WHITE ppt at all..

Then i asked my partner, he said there was carbon dioxide.

Then here i go again. Turn on the bunsen burner, reheat till yellow, and tested it again.

I did the same routine over and over, until i finally gave up. But in the end? I still didnt get the CHALKY lime water result. -.-"

Overall, the experience was great! I had my own side of the table and chemistry apparatus. :)

Then came to physics practical. It wasn't that bad. Quite easy. But im not sure if its all correct or not.

Sigh, the chemistry practical really sucked. Trying to focus, but everything come out like shit. LOL

Failing is the process of learning.

I really like u!

LOL

With sincere, love and respect. Brendon!

Adore the puppy eyes.

Omg, Chinese PAPER 1 and 2! I will most probably fail. Thats for sure.

I could barely read any of the words. But for the paper 1, i manage to read partially. Although i could read the information given, i had a hard time doing it. i just wrote random stuff, trying really had to make my letter writing and letter long. Hmmm, i wrote about one page and a half... Sigh.. Sure die for the chinese paper. Did i mention that xytb was directly across, two column away. Hahaha, nothing special..

Anyway, after the exam, W.C , sak and i went for keefe's help on organic chemistry. Haha, and he sat beside me. Holy. His eyes were so sparkly.. Just like puppies eyes.

He did a good job explaining, but after he left we had a hard time reading what he wrote on the paper, cos his writing was like of a doctor.

In the end, he left at about 2:15pm, then soon after W.C left, leaving behind sak and me. Haha..

To round it all off, i had a great time today. I revised my past year topic with the help of keefe. I actually love his teaching. Dont know la. LOL.. But the feeling of sitting beside was really cool. Feels so warm. :P

-.-" i know, i know.

Here's a picture. I think He's love-sick. Wish i could help.. Sigh..



LOL

I did fun stuff today!!!! Woot.

I posted random videos on my previous post. Realised Video itself is ok, but the sad thing is that its jerky. The buffering on its own is ok, but the playback sucks.. LOL.. Maybe its my phone video quality. But the video on my com is perfect. Dont know la. maybe because its on the web?




^^ This video not for the faint-hearted. ;)

Success can also be spelled as sak-cess. Jk

Anyway, since i SUCCESSFULLY post pictures on my blog. Guess ill post more.. lol.. Maybe now ill try VIDEO uploading?



^^ SH chasing kim! LOL.
Ok, now got to wait for the video to process...




^^ haha, Guess what? He was trying to get ready for my camera, guess he didn't know i was video taping him!
Kekeke, so funny..

testing testing for photo uploads.

Thats me, holding IPODs.. a photo with our wonderful sculpture made by wesley and me back in 2006, when i was in 3/8 and he was in 3/4... SIGH, the good times..



Thats the ALMOST finished sculpture. We had smack tiny stones at the base to make PRETTIER. LOL.

Anyway, we were just letting out to dry? I suppose. Do u even believe that sculpture was so heavy?



Next, this photo taken when i was at Death Valley in 2005.Hmmm, based on that pic of me, it looks like im throwing rocks.. LOL.. DAmn hot la, but it is not that sticky compared to SINGAPORE. Down there still cool lor.

SO, this post is just random pics of the past few years. Just testing it out, cos i never tried uploading photos on my blog before.. SAD case sia..

OK then. Enjoy.. Ill post more..

Update on 24 April's post.

Yes, so i was messaging xytb using Sak's phone. Ok, no good news at all.

Kept trying to use Sak's phone to help me get closer to ben. No use man. Got one part i asked him " hey, if u bored you can chat with Brendon(me) hahahahaha"

His reply was " pls dont include him into OUR conversation".

LOL.. The only UNKNOWN part was that, he doesn't know it is me on the other end sending him those sms-es.

Haha, i asked Sak's permission if i could tell him that its ME smsing him, but she said no...

Overall, the conversation was different. I mean, nothing compared to me talking to him before.

Update on 25th April 2008

Hmm, i chat with xytb on MSN yesterday. One comment. BORING..

He kept saying to me " if you got anything important to say, just say. OR else go find some1 else " .. -.-""

OK. then after a while later he signed off, then like 10 minutes later, he came online again.

Thats when i took my chances. I talked to him again.. JEEEZ, guessed he didnt want to chat.. LOL . cos he didnt even reply..

HAHA.. He's so funny-weird-bizarre-freakishly-awkward guy i have EVER met. Damn, first person that i actually found so hard to have a conversation with.


Ok, bye


LOVe. gtg buy dinner...

Studying....... Daze...

Got woken up at 8:30 by my mom. She yelling cos our dog peed on the floor.. LOL. But seriously, does any one know how to prevent or train a dog from peeing on the floor?

Anyway, my mom was quite furious his morning. But she went back to sleep soon after, which i took advantage of. I used the computer till 11:30am, then went to sleep. Then woke up again at 1:30pm to eat lunch.. Ok, today wasn' that productive. But i tried reading up on Physics topic on transformer......... I didnt get a single thing. I just could't understand anything in that topic.!

OMG.. Then i was so sick of reading Physics that i went to use the com again.. AS usual, went to the normal websites. NOT PORN HOR.... LOL

Hmm, I plan to do my art today. So most probably i would do it right after dinner.. HAH, then if i rest can go watch TV!!!

Nothing to report on today. Oh yea, i couldn't recall what i wanted to continue on my previous post.. LOL

Ill go brain-storm.. Bye

LOve...

Failing is the process of learning.

LOL. Such funny phrase. =D

Today was English paper 1 and 2. Wouldn't say it was easy because i didn't think i wrote well for my compo and letter writing.

Paper 2 - passage A was so hard to read and understand! Damn, had a hard time trying to read and understand the passage..

Overall, i am confident of achieving B3? HAhaha.

But im serious!

OK, stayed back in school today, studied with sak and wei chuan.

Hmm, it was fun, cos that was actually the first time i studied in school.!! But anna keep interrupting.. LOL, then i indirectly "scolded" her.. I feel bad.

Woot, new record set!

Then after-wards. i we played Catching till 5..

GTG. sis bugging AGAIN...

LOve..

Choking on Spicy food?

Like what the title says. Yes, i choked on chilli again. But today wasn't that bad.. LOL

Anyway, i just watched finished a two part documentary on ARMY. I just clicking about on YOUTUBE when i stumbled upon this Video called - the first hundred days -. Ok, i got to admit, i was definitely not prepared for what i was suppose to watch. The training itself is so vigorous.. HOLY.. Based on certain parts of the documentary, i found some parts fun, while some parts were kind of un-comfortable.

Ok, heading over to school. Today, i think i had an argument with art teacher Mr ho. Well i considered it an argument as i was like retaliating and talking back.. Cos i was trying to reason with him that i do do my art, only that i never complete. LOL.

Anyway, today i wasn;t really happy with the spraying of the board... so er, ugly as it didn't have sufficient water effect on it.. Sian, i was hoping samuel would help me, but instead he only offered to splash the water and i do the spraying.. SIGH..

Anyway, i used sakeena's phone to sms xytb. Haha, kept asking him why not he go chat with Brendon(me).. hahaha.

Will blog another part another time.. -.-" sis bugging me..!

LOve..

Starting of my process.

Lets me start of with, I ALMOST CHOKED TO DEATH ON TOM YAM NOODLES TODAY!!!!!!!!! OMG, so spicy, then i suddenly choke while drinking the soup. What the HELL.. My reaction must have too exaggerated. But SERIOUSLY, it burnt my throat, then for a while i couldn't speak.

But anyway, the Main Subject is about "it". Somehow,today whenever i walked over to 5/2, i see him exiting the main door of 5/2. And obviously, being made to forget everything about him, i just turned back and returned to my class. This happened after Chinese during recess.. and EVEN after school. But i couldn't be bothered looking and noticing "it".

I refer him as "it", because i am just trying to brainwash myself, by using IT, instead of his name.. Which i Think is working.

One problem seems to lie in the fact that i simply cannot take my mind of "it". Sak aka my close friend , preferred not letting me what "it" said about me. But i am so eager to know... LOL...

The reason is censored. ( ______________________________________________) for i am a Extremely good friend



And im called a hamster.. AWWWWWW, so adorable.

:) Thanks sak for doing me a favour.

With LOve.

Miserable as ever before.

What a day! It seems like everything's going hay-wire. Unbelievable.

I was practically feeling moody from Physics period onwards. Nonetheless, i had fun after school. We laughed, chatted and even went to look at some friends' blog! LOL.

I cant explain why i felt miserably-talkative as always-in a bubbly mood- feel. Its really annoying. Well, most probably it was during maths period when i somehow felt myself sipping away into darkness- the silent mode i call it - But its really frustrating enough.

Anyway, this post is another update on my day. Dont wanna talk more or even start about detailing my way into my miserable "world".

DAMNIT. my mom saw the letter mr ho sent. Damn, i received a text message VIA my phone, as my mom must have opened the letter box when she was on her way to see my grandma. ! ARGH. Shit, better start doing..

I am Miserably sorry i caused any uneasiness on any of my friends today. Its none of you guys fault.

LOve. Shitty life..

No logic.. None what so ever.

Ok, lets start off with the same topic which i have touched on with. XYTB. It is the same old, what do you expect topic. But this is time it is not on my feelings but rather his pathetic reply when one of my close friends asked him why he never talks to me. Well, being inquisitive to find out the reason, i went along with the plan to investigate further.

And holy BULLSHIT ( sorry ), the reply from him was. Norband (he) has no frequency with me. WHAT THE HELL.. So what the.. Whats that type of reply. Anyone get it.. ? maybe he meant mode? I dont know..

Anyway, i just want to chat with him. Is that so HARD? jeeeeeeez.. So weird ass one.

Crap shit on his stupid-retardedly-ridiculars-BLOODY-ass-freaking reply!

HAHA, too much Vulgarities already.. I have POTTY mouth.. ugh, JUST WANNA CHAT.. THATS ALL, not asking you to die or anything.

:) LOve..

im opening up..? (a bit)

Ok, i have mention my likings for xytb to a couple of my friends. Some acknowledged it, well mostly my close friends did. I have yet to open up. I may not your typical boy boy you see loitering streets glancing at girls walking by or any of those sort for your information. I dont show any bias thinking between any gender or religion, but i think we should accept people who were born like this. I could myself as an example. I liking xytb doesn't proof a whole lot. But now i do, kind of, accept when poeple say i do. I cant change or bluff my way through my whole life can i? I lived in shadows for too long of a time.

Anyway, Introduction OVER. TOday so funny. It was my turn to do the standing board jump test.

I stood at the line, somehow my legs felt unready to jump. I was aiming like 210cm ++

I jump and SHIT i BLOODY hell managed to jump 185+, and i bounced over to 270cm+ lol.... I actually made double jumps.. SIAN. then the class was like laughing, but at least it wasnt THAT embarrassing.. I tried again, the same old numb feeling filled my leg. then jump like 190cm +

So lame lor.. last time i managed to jump 214cm..

Phew, at least mr YEE, was kind. he allowed me to take the 214cm result.. lol

Then moving on to sit reach.. SO STUPID.. kept reaching for 46( for 5 points) but keep getting 44, 45, 43......!!!!!!!

Finally!!! 46.5cm.. LOL what the. Had to reach my arms so far out, it almost dislocated. -.- the PE instructor kept saying"" u want to try again?, u want to try again?, only 45 cm... need 46 to get 5 points..""

Then came the sit ups.. I used to be able to do 40++++++. SHIT, grew fatter, now also can barely do 40./.... WHAT THE SHIT MAN>..

I did manage 34... but HW made it 35, the thiru edited it to 36cm... -.-

Well, better than nothing..

Last of all.. Shuttle Run.. I did 10.88 seconds...YAY.

But only to be put down when i saw i only have 1 STUPID ASS POINT!!!!!!!!! SHIT THAT TEST LA... I thought i could at least get 3 points of id not 5 points!!!

BLOODY HELL. OH, well. i guess my physical condition is slowly declining..!!

FROM gold award on primary school to LIKE BRONZE!!!!!!!!! what the asssssss..(xytb likes someone's assssss)

OH YEA....ms christine tan wanted me and a few friends form 5/2 to stay back to write a report as we were late for the STUPID after recess assembly ..!! BUT thankfully, she gave a chance..

SO shitty, i didnt even realised we were late. didnt hear the bell, COS our class is like situated in the corner, where one block bloacks most of the sound waves!!!! SO hard to hear the ring LA..

went for A maths, kept on laughing and laughing with sak.. ""aiya, u're so stupid la u" ... LOL

Then we had great, enjoying and overall relaxing time playing poker cards...!! My favourite year by far...

Anyway. i have toched bottoms of matters that went on today..

DAY: fun!! :)

LOve. Buh bye... DUHHHHHHH, im a silly stupiddddd boiiii!!!! DUHHHHHHHHHHHHH,,, errrrrrrrr.. bye

Eye to eye?

Today was really weird. i went down late, as i was waiting and staring at mrs cheong. For some reason, i just wanted her to say that she wanted to teach our class.. But, haha, i guess she doesn't want to make 5/2 jealous. Also students from 5/1 were practically fighting and arguing about wantting mrs cheong back. Dang, but i dont find it necessary to do so, as we all should get a chance in getting taught by mrs cheong..

Oh yea. We had science practical this monday.. Mr Chan (keefe) took us as mrs chia didnt come today. Damn, i feel weird.. Keep having eye contact with him. Felt a connection there.. ^^ love him.. Dont know what kind/type of feeling that is.

Anyway, the main topic just so happens to be on XYTB. I made it through one day without mentioning his name. BUT! after school, when i was looking in XYTB's direction, he somehow stared at me. =o Holy. Bless me. We somehow look at each other. But obviously i looked away, trying not to be over the top. But i stared at him!! So cool.. haha lol.

Oh, one more thing. Walking to school when i realised i forgot about my art file. LOL. I was cursing and swearing.. ;P


this is getting a bit too dry. better stop.

LOve xytb. :)

a guy??

I this has really bothered me since the day my eyes fell upon him. It was love at first sight i suppose. I never realised i would be so crazily mad over over him! Its driving me nuts; up the wall. I cant stand it no more.

We have never spoken in person before, ok, maybe a few words, but never a proper conversation. It never occurred to me that i was emotionally and physically attracted to him. I cant explain it. Isnt it the girls are suppose to fall for a guy so SEXY? I mean, i didnt fall for his SEXINESS, but mainly i fell in love with his looks. Maybe one ill transform into a lady and who knows, be his love of his life..

I hate the feeling of having to escape every single time i see him. I hate not talking to him. I like talking to friends, but why in the hack does he not want to talk to me? It bothers me a lot. Its makes me think too much, MAKING my friends think im weird..

It is not me. I am regarded as one of his "school work" friends.. Which somehow doesn't make sense.. (( ill get to his name later)) I would post a photo, but it would be far too OBVIOUS.

Anyway, he is literally taking over my brain. Like a virus infecting a hard-drive of a computer. I find it really really tedious just trying to forget him.. I have tried. Tried where i mentally cant focus on my work!

HOW? someone please suggest a way i can solve my overly obsession of this guy!

I have thoughts where i think of trading bodies with him.. Isnt that too much? You tell me..

HOW??

Beg of you..

His name? > XYTB... Sigh..

I am his so called virtual online friend.. REALITY? I guess not. just want to know what he thinks.

Im addicted.. I need help, urgently.. help..




This post is the FIRST ONE THIS YEAR 2008. ;)

Anyway, i have no relationship, or any sort with him, i just want to befriend with him.

Well, thanks, if you can help advise me.! that would be great!!

With LOve.

PLS, its extremely PRIVATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!