I think IM psychic. Maybe.

reading my blog dated 17 december 2007, i had a shock.

I dreamt i did well, a 4 point aggregate.( for best three subjects)

And BINGO! i was right. Spot on.

Im happy (ecstatic). I never would have thought i get an A1 for art. I mean, come on, i hate art since the day i started it to be honest. I hated the stress of having to think of ways to elaborate my drawings, shortage of time to complete an artwork, and... ( pauses to think) colouring. I hated colouring, because it always meant that i had to be perfect from the start. My art had to be perfect otherwise its shit to me.

Not only did i thought i chose the wrong decision back in sec 3, i wanted desperately to switch to POA. But i just seemed to go along with the 'art' flow. doing what i had to do. I was unhappy. Until sec 4, my teacher Mr Ho, advised me to take up creative drawing instead of batik. Which i did. My first time drawing on such an ENORMOUS board! But i guess Mr Ho knew what he was doing. He was helping me achieve my A1. And he did.

And For that. I THANK YOU SO MUCH MR HO!!

My Paper 1 for art ( coursework ) was well done, but i screwed up Paper 2 for art. Fortunately, i still prevail.

Thanks god.

I am happy with my results. At least i believed myself and did my best.

Well, im glad my friends will make it next year.

Coolness.

Bye.

OMG, most nerve-wrecking moment i have ever experienced!!!

18 dec 2007, knowing ma results for N level.

Had dreams ( nightmares? ) that i fail and doing well, it felt so realistic for goodness sake.

Today, i dreamt of myself doing so well. 4 points. FANTASTIC, i even cried when i was going to collect my result.

I was ecstatic. But then i woke up, and slept again. And then i had another dream; of the same topic!

This time it was >5 points and i felt disappointed. AHHHHHHH, talk about scary.

HOPEFULLY I DO EXTREMELY WELL, AND PROMOTE.

Sigh, tomorrow's the actual day. I'll finally know the truth damn it.

I noticed something, as the day comes nearer, i feel more scared.

this was what i wanted to finish and post a few weeks back. And i still haven't finish. ( part one )

The you in my previous post is ME. Me writing the story, Get it? lol

Continued from : Thinking hard; you finally recalled that its the first day in a new school and environment, everything about it is new, even the teachers and students. It was to be a brand new day in New Town Secondary School. Not knowing what was to come, you headed to school just like what you did back in primary school.

Strange looking students stare at you as you enter the hall, and you peer back into their black-beady eyes, trying to show them that you're just any normal kid they see. Nonetheless, you feel a bit isolated because people all around seem to be happily chatting except you.

Introduction of teachers and ice-breaking sessions for students were conducted in the hall. So there's you feeling a little shy around the crowd of people, not knowing what to say about yourself, you suddenly feel the confidence to speak, and there, everyone there knows about you.

Heading on towards class, a gangsterish-looking, tall (wesley, thats U) student came up to you and ask for your PSLE score, and timidly you gave the answer. Well, maybe not that kind of description.. LOL

Although the gangsterish-looking guy had higher PSLE score than you, you both still managed to befriends.

That was how the story started.

Me (Brendon) recalling what i saw about wesley. Wesley was an extremely focused person, knowing his aims in life and so on.
Wesley sat in the front, where the teacher table was, listening so attentively, making sure every single detail went in, and there was me, sitting behind Alex ( i think ), maybe Huan Wei.

Anyway, Wesley was not really opened to me at first, and he used to prank me by calling me and making that silly but scary voice ( i dont know how to discribe it, but dude, you really scared the hell out of me )

Im serious about that being very scared. I still remember my heart was beating so rapidly, DAMN YOU.. LOL

I think the story part is over. Need more reality on blogs mah.

I could still remember Wesley didnt even want to tell me his chinese name, er, not sure why though. lol

Sec 1, hmm, i definitely remember the after chases we had Wesley, running in and out of the classrooms was fun.

And not forgetting the times when you suddenly turn zombie-like to scare me, and some more the classroom lights were OFF.
EeeeeK, i was so freaked out that i snatched my bag and ran out of the class, if you still can remember.

Secret corner in the library, wow, thats definitely something to remember for the rest of our lifes. Nothing happened okay, just mutual friendship and plain young minds. We were very young that time.

TO BE CONTINUED IN PART 2.

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BYE .

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I love A maths lesson, especially with mrs ng teaching us.

Something bummer i heard from my teacher was that next year on, we'll be taking the new syllabus. -.- sucks

Then something i heard today really totally burst my bubble. Sets going to be in E-maths. BUT circular measure is going to be in E-maths too. So cool.

Not 100% sure about that, but i just hate sets. Hate sets because i cant do it. Ugh. LOL

Anyway, im still thinking whether im going to post what i wrote the past two-three weeks.
We'll see.

It has been raining everyday. I mean EVERYDAY. And imagine, Singapore actually flooded.(that was days ago.)

My post is gradually getting boring. Im stopping okay. FINE

Bye.

Wooot

YAY!, i have been well for two days so far. YAY, im so happy.

You wouldn't know what its like when you're finally able to eat a proper meal, when you could not when you were sick before.

So, but one advantage i find being sick helped me was that it'll make me skinny. lol
Well, at least to an extent where i lost 1 kg.
But the most i ever lost for being sick was i think 4 kg? Which includes tonnes of vomitting.

Anyway, i was hoping to finish something i started like two weeks back. Hopefully.

I just want to finish it!!!

Ok, not much newsy today. So im stopping here.

Bye, sigh for the short posty.

ugh, im feeling miserable!

Just as my dry throat, and pounding head ache seem to disappear into thin air, another ache come along.

And this time, i feel pain with every deep breathe i take, every turn i take to my left ! Even laughing is a torture.

Yup, you may have gotten it right, but some my not.

I HAVE THIS STUPID LEFT SHOULDER ACHE!!!!!!!!!!

Speak of BAD luck.

LOL

I may have slept so wrongly the night before.

Anyway, i hope that stupid, sickening and not forgetting painful ache runs out of my body before i use a butter and dig it out!

Sounds so gruesome. lol

Im just not going to laugh for the whole day. Maybe i cant forever. Damn, then Earth would really miss my charm.

Bye. :P

nightmares

I just had a nightmare, 2nd december 2007, and i woke up at 730am, talk about body alarm clock. LOL

And for the pst few days, i hadn't been feeling my greatest, because i am sick.
My throats dry, my eyeball hurts when i try to look up, down, left, and right, my head had this weird pain as though someone was pounding my head with a hammer and lastly my body seems to hurt whenever i turn.

My back hurts but its getting better.
The worst part was that 3 days ago, i felt so cold. My foot was freezing, and i could barely squeeze my hand into a fist.

Anyway, i think im feeling better after that stupid nightmare i had earlier on.

I think i was moaning in my sleep just now. LOL

Anyway, i hope to recover soon enough, and what a drag, i have to go school tomorrow for A-maths lessons.

Ok, ill still haven't finish on one of my post. That post is long.

Ok then. guess i'll just walk around my house, im afraid that when i go sleep, ill dream about it AGAIN.

The dream is kind of hard to describe, but DAMN was i panicking .

Im sleepy.

Bye.