... out of words ..

Wesley's leaving for Hong Kong. Yes, he is. Not happy-happy, but sad-weird-happy, its undescribeable( whats with the red dots) DID I JUST SPELL UNDESCRIBEABLE WRONGLY..! Dang, i've been playing so much game, that i even lost my ability to spell, gee, whats up with that..

I've just checked the Dictionary, and i am still not able to find that word - im serious - Dont you just hate it when u cant find the words you want in the dictionary, thus leading to this misleading thinking that the Dictionary sucks. Yes, that occurs to me most oftenly that i have lost count.

Argh. You start getting angry, and frustrated, mixture of anxiety, knowing that any moment now you will start ripping the pages of the Dictionary, ok ok, calm down now, no point getting all worked up right?

Then you enter "Dictionary.com" into the URL, and then you realize, what?, why the hell am i even on the website?!?, i cant even spell the word for goodness sake.

All hopes have evaporated into hell knows what, and then an idea flashes into your head. Ah HAH, i got it, i'll just give up trying to spell the word i want and come up with another!

Phew- a sigh of relief -, then came stress, brain cells working as hard as they can trying to fit another word into that sentence, but all effort seems to be useless because your vocabulary SUCKS.

Knowing this, you fall to your knees begging and whining"" WHY AM I SO STUPID "" and before you even notice, the word magically appears in your mind/head.

Phew, that was hard work, at least i tried..

You throw your pen down, and start to relax, AHhhhh, at least now i know its possible..

Then came this annoying buzzing sound that never seemed to go away. You try to fight it off, as though there was an irritating bug flying beside your ear.

" THUD!!! "

You woke up, and realized you're on the floor beside your bed, saliva dripping off your side of your cheeks, when you suddenly realized you're late for school.

Thinking back in time on what you did the day before, you recalled nothing.

Thinking hard; you....

Hmm, you seem to have a writers' block..

What?!?, i was writing a story? ,.. shit. I better go..

Dang, back to reality, Wesley's going, sobs :'-( .. at least he is not going forever, right wesley.. :)

I missed the memories spent. Why do time seems to be zipping by when we look back at the past?

Shit.. im feeling down at the moment yo, ... ...

Ps, wesley, if you're in Hong Kong reading this blog, be sure not to worry so much about accents.. try being your self, but be the cooler self. Okay? we'll keep in touch Wesley.. even if it means i have to fly to Hong Kong.. LOL

Okay, heard HK dim sum are very delicious.. lol nah, just want you to enjoy yourself back in HK..

Bye,
Brendon

22 november 2007

Ahh, the 22nd of november 2007 can go down in history of what's fun in my life.. lol

We, namely, nat, nat's bro, joan, wes, sandy, yipeng, royce, huijuan, lastly not forgetting me, lol

Wes came about this gathering on Thanksgiving day- i suppose - well, i would have regretted not going..

Anyway, wes and i arrived at nat's place, but before that we were out shoppin' for gifts to exchange.. Well, he and i bought this keychain which was freakin' ex, based that that keychain was small in size, smaller than my palm.. Anyway, its not a biggy deal, the special will remember me that way.. lol I wont go into details where we went to buy it, but its somewhere in Jurong East.

Next we headed for Nat's house.. we were the first to arrive, haha, and guess what greeted and welcomed us, Nat's RABBIT!! talk about cute, fur was so soft, as though i was touching cashmere (is that how u spell it??) and not forgetting her big, spacious house..

Soon, the guest were arrivin' one by one.. maybe not literally one at a time, but they came in groups..

I have to admit that i was really shy at first, seriously lor, but i sort of tried to ignore my shyness.

Anyway, since we all had gifts, we all decided to hide them in Nat's living room (Hall) but somehow, Nat's brother spilled where i hid my present.. argh, lol

Then we had dinner on her balcony, WOW, its big, never have i seen such a big and long, that stretch from from one side of the hall to the other side..! And the food was great, long time since i had home-cooked food. YUMM !

But i ate like the same old thing each time, only taking the potato. califlower and the egg grenched in tomato sauce and i tried one of those meat, not sure how to spell..

Yes,i forgot, just before dinner, we sat in a circle outside on her balcony, and we went round in a circle(clockwise) on a thank you message to someone u want to thank.

we exchanged meaningful messages of each other, although i am new in that group, i sort of feel welcomed and warm.

Then after dinner we talked about the nightmares we had, some were scary, but some were really interesting, made me want to dream of that particular dream.. lol

To elaborate further, we HJ introduced this story-telling like game where each person would say a paragraph that links to what the person said.

And on the first round, it finally came to my turn, well, i felt really damn it freakin' shy, and i was getting my brain juices to work and try to come up with something, and finally i DID, wooooooooot.

i think it made people laugh at what i said, it felt great.. it was my first time doing something that involves me speaking in public..

But that was getting old because all of us were like tired and hate to think.. so it was 1030, people had to leave and so did i..

Yawn, i reached home about 1120ish phew thank god my mom didnt scold me for coming after 11 . lol .

So, summarizing everthing, i had a great day..

Im now watchin' "" The Devil Wears Prada "" on cable so i want to leave.. lol

so maybe i will elaborate more some other day..

Bye, love
Bredon
(Ps, joan fell) i wanted to burst out laughing, but i know it was a harsh fall that she took.. so i had to be sensitive

i dont even know where to start!!..

YOUTUBE.. wesley called asking me what i felt about him on his video blog that he recently posted on YOUTUBE..

Things didnt turn out what i expected..

Wesley made a second video with me in it, well not my body but my voice..

Kind of like ' you hear him, but u dont see type ' and yes, i was FREAKIN' NERVOUS, my mind went blank, and i just could not start a conversation all of a sudden..

I mean, its weird having to heard 'world-wide' for the first time in my life, and it kind of made me FAKE. I was not the real me, meaning i was trying too hard to sound good on he's video.. LOL

Just didnt turn out the way i wanted..

Anyway, wesley will be posting the video on YOUTUBE, and i promise ( eagerly ) want to see how it turned out.. :P

Im shocked, even now, i cant express how i really felt at that moment..!

DAMN< wesley!! why.. WHY.. lol

No worries, ill get over it, unless the video receives bad comments.. My name was even said on video.. ARGH

Sigh, im gonna kill myself..

Lol, not that drastic though..

Anyway, ill see how wesley edited the video.. Hopefully it turned out great.. hahaha

for now,
BYE
Brendon

im back, with new and exciting stuff that involves me..( mostly )

Ever wondered how the Universe was created? ever wondered how each and everyone of us are related to one another?

Well, this questions could almost be answered, but a lot of researches has to be done..

The universe was somewhat created by what scientist call it " The Big Bang ". I believed it was so. To what seemed the impossible, it has been finally made( or somewhat proven ) that universe was indeed created by the Big Bang..

Cool.. The universe was only a 'bubble-like' shaped, ant that was knowed to be the 'universe'. As the universe expanded, gravity split up the four 'atoms' which includes the weak and stronge nuclear forces, electromagnetism, and lastly gravity.. It must have made the 'bubble-like' universe unstable or some sort, because it made the what know now-the Big Bang-. from the documentary telecast on The History Channel ( channel 8 on starhub cable ) It took billions of years to form today's universe which is 1500+ billion light years wide ( or maybe wider than that, im just recalling what i watched on TV ) .. Just amazing

One particular person in the show, really made everything as clear as seeing things under the microscope.. Anyway, he said, everyone on earth are biologically common, and are part of the Earth chemically, and are part the universe atomically.. WOW.. i wont go further into details partly 'cos i do not really understand how, and i have yet to..

Besides these, i had almost fell and banged my 'jimmy neutron-like head' against the bathroom wall, phew, thanks god and jesus.. that happened three times on the same day.. Imagine.. Slippin' and sliding on the wet bathroom tiled floor.. But i giggled at it.. I mean, dont we all love to see people in mishap, especailly at occasion where u just could not see anything worse the person could get and than it happens.. haha, i love it..!!

sigh, im having hard times at home, my mom cant stand the sight of me playing games or even using the computer..

IM waiting for my results on 17 december.. Oh yeah..

time to sign off before my mom starts nagging at me for using the com for too long..( its only have been 2 hours ) pfffffff..

bye
Brendon

long time no post..

hey ya'll, im back after a prolonged period of time.. LOL, well, i haven't really been busy, but i just couldn't be bothered..( shhh )
im just lazy, we'll just stick to that shall we..

our dog has really GROWN, well not really in size( a bit though ) , but in character wise.. he has been biting, nibbling, chewing, and the list goes on for stuff describing the mouth feature.. and that really bothers me- a lot -.. perhaps i have not had anyone biting or even nipping me, especially with SHARP teeth.. we'll i just try not getting my hand in chewing-distance with the dog's mouth (teeth)..

the dog even learnt how to growl.. WOW, thats a new one-indeed-.. lol, and i get scared and wild thoughts keeps flashing back, wondering if the dog would suddenly turn his head back, with eyes piercing into mine, body in the pouncing position ready for attack.. it really do scares me, i think u would too if you were the only one at home at night trying to play with the dog..

anyway, enough of scary and imaginative doggy stories, and time to get down to business.. well, keefe chan finally accpeted me friends request on friendster- sent him one like a week back or so-.. anyway, its not that i know him well enough to do that, but i thought it was fun to add him.. but after i clicked the sendy button, i came back to my senses, and realised " OMFG, what have i done!!! " mind the 'F', its freakin'.. =P i started feeling so guilty, as though i did something wrong- its nothing wrong -, but u know, whats sent on the internet, you cannot retrieve it... thats what i thought at the moment, but as days pass, i didnt get the accept email, and so i gave up wating, until today (8 november 2007), opened my hotmail inbox and there it was, the top of the list stating " keefe is now your friend on friendster " OMG, its nothing, but i feel kind of weird adding a teacher as a friends on friendster.. o.O

well i have one more friend, hahaha.

now for some silly info on what i did the past week, well NOTHING, NOTHING AT ALL.. ok not literally nothing, but it felt like nothing.. lol.. okay, i played games, i mean when did i ever had so much fun playing a game.. i mean, everyone should know that u get sick of something from time to time right? but in this situation, i dont ever ( maybe not ever ) feel sick of it.. and yup, my moms' nagging for playing the game all day.. hehehe.. i fell bad, but at least the game is free, meaning no money needed to pay to play the game.. unless its the internet- thats a different story - ..

well, i have mainly rubbish in this post, should go continue the gaming.. WOOOOOOH... ...

and not to forget, even after my O level maths exams were over, i am still doing maths.. ( wesley's O level maths book ) thanks to you wes, i wont spend the whole day playing.. :)

ok, im going, byyeee... ... ...

love,
Brendon.. PS, ( i keep typing my name as breodon most of the time ) lol , im so used to typing the 'o'

hahaha