OMFG. Never have i ever felt so DEMORALIZED!!

Ok, i was just downstairs, and was making my way to this "Yong Tau Fu" restaurant, and i kept hearing someone calling my name. 

Whipped my head around, only to see my aunt's husband! 

I was like " OMG, what does he wants?"

Then he questioned me what i was doing downstairs. WTF.

I mean, what else. Then he added, you playing a fool downstairs ah?

HUH? Me playing a fool. Please lor..

Then thinking he was chinese, i spoke in chinese too. 

Then he asked me about where im going, not buying for my sister food? (she's in thailand), then came the reply that anyone of us in NA would feel insulted!

Ok, before that i said "my sis, graduate already from NUS, and is now in Thailand"

Then he asked what I was doing.

Then i said taking my O levels this year.

Then he said " express? normal?

"normal" i replying in guilt. ( cos all my cousins are FUCKING smart!!!!! )

Then he said in chinese! """ Why u so stupid?""" 

WHAT!! 

STUPID? STUPID for making for this far, just because i have an extra year compared to the Express students?? 

Does it really mean we are STUPID if we belong in the normal academic Or the normal technical?

I was in total shock, dismay and disbelief that something would ever come out of his mouth that was so demoralizing. 

At least a sign of encourage would boost one's confidence, wont it? 

Then rather compared to a disappointing remark that may affect one's results. 

I am stunned by it. And i hope, never would such insensitive judgement be said . . . 

I really hope that these people know that ITS not the end of the world if IM in NA or NT.. 

Be it a retard.. It still doesnt give the green light to insult someone mentally.. 

Oh well, why retain hatred? 

:) smiles..

OMFG. Never have i ever felt so DEMORALIZED!!

Jumpstyle!

Let me just start by saying this.

Ever since i watched "The Gold inferno" on "So You Think You Can Dance".

A dancer DANCING, made me looked twice. 

I was amazed with the dance moves!!

WOW

Its called "JumpStyle" originated ( Damn, i cant find where it was from )

Anyway, it caught my eye, and pretty fun to look.

Music wise, Pretty hip.

Sounds Techno.

I now got engrossed that i actually feel like learning it.. LOL

Dont laugh.

Hmm, its pretty easy, but i haven't tried it out yet.. 

Sure to sweat like mad.

This Dance is no longer as popular, maybe cause there isn't that people taking interest.

Oh well. Every trend may experience a sudden drip in population. 

YAY. I finally got 1 Best Answer on Yahoo's Answer.. Feels great. I never actually thought i could even get nominated. LOL

But the question posted had little answers. So i guess i was lucky.. HAHA..

Overall, i have been able to concentrate on my work, ever since my sis went over to Thailand

Strange.

Maybe, because i have the whole room to myself.. But its lonely to be the only one sleeping inside.

Hope to from her more.. HEH, just received an E mail from my sis today or yesterday. 

Dont know when la, i dont checking mails everyday.

Ok, i "pang seh" ( correct spelling? ) sak two days.. OMG. SRY..

Monday was suppose to go for art, ended up i over-slept..

Tuesday? Dont want to talk about it.

Wednesday? Dont know if i will wake up or not.. 

Oh yea. I had a FANTASTIC dream on monday. 

Dreamt that i was on my own at the movies.

But before that, dont know how i ended up in 

Some Indian Town.

The train ride, similar to riding a ROLLER COASTER LOR.

SO fun. haha.

In my dream, i was going to watch " KungFu Panda" le.

Then i bought popcorn and coke> $10.50.. so EXPENSIVE..

Then i asked the person behind the counter--

--""what time the  movie start ah""--

He said- started already.-

I was like WTF. Then waste my money.. 

But anyway, i ended walking up the steps to the cinema.

The before i know it, i heard my mom opening the main door.

YEa. i was sleeping til like noon.. HAHa.. 

OK. FREAKzz.. My mom is on my nerves.. Nagging!!!!!!!!!! ARGH..

Sis in Thailand!!

Well, my sis is - i presume - in thailand now.

Gonna miss her lots.. lol

Anyway, she'll be back in 3 weeks time!

Woot, hope she buys some great stuff back haha.. 

Ok i gtg sleep liao. mom getting angry..

NIGHTZzzz..

OMG. Ill smelling shit. 

From where?

I DONT KNOW

UGH.. SMells bad.. Maybe from WAtching too many "2 girls, one cup" videos! 

2 girls one cup

Holy shit! I laughed my head off by the reaction videos of "2 girls, one cup"

I have not watched it myself yet, but im ready to take on the worse.

LOL

Seriously, Go watch the reaction videos, EXTREMELY hilarious.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-bsP04dyjY&feature=related

Watch this one. The sound of the person puking is SO funny. HAHA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3SNz8LmInNg&feature=related

This one is the footage of a whole family watching "2 girls, one cup".

My favourite reaction would be the second sister! 

BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, BLAHHHHHH....

Go and watch it.

And BTW, if anyone knows where to find this video, TELL ME.. I wanna watch it.. hahaha

Oh well, nothing much to elaborate on. Just the videos.

Oh. I think i found the website for these DISGUSTING videos.. Need to sign up.

Sian.. haha.. 

Thought can watch for free. 

Aiyo, one more thing.

Im stuck with art for whole of June.

Got to do art every single day.

But ill do it for myself. 

Not for anyone.

 

Be gone. Bye.

LOves. 

The Internet aka the boring world filled with Nothing much to do.

Makes me wonder : why am i doing it still, if its that boring.

Oh well, thats life.

Worse comes to worse, i see myself hooked onto "YouTube".

Anyway, i have been deep in thought about ONE subject. 

Not studies.

BUT, him!

I just cant seem to keep my mind off him. Somehow, it keeps flowing back, like a ball on a sloped 

floor.

Why am i so into him?

Are we related one way or another?

Thats seems to quite true, at times, when i think about it.

I feel im just LIKE him.

Am i?

Some says yes.

I do agree.

But is it that hard to befriend him.

HOW? How will i ever overcome the "fear" in talking to him?

LOL

Anyway, im really troubled with thoughts about him. 

IM trying my hardest to stop.

But there is something i have that wont let me stop, cos i have faith.

And something something special i hold. 

HAHAHAHA

Anyway. i wanna stop here.. 

LOve.. U