OMFG. Never have i ever felt so DEMORALIZED!!

Ok, i was just downstairs, and was making my way to this "Yong Tau Fu" restaurant, and i kept hearing someone calling my name. 

Whipped my head around, only to see my aunt's husband! 

I was like " OMG, what does he wants?"

Then he questioned me what i was doing downstairs. WTF.

I mean, what else. Then he added, you playing a fool downstairs ah?

HUH? Me playing a fool. Please lor..

Then thinking he was chinese, i spoke in chinese too. 

Then he asked me about where im going, not buying for my sister food? (she's in thailand), then came the reply that anyone of us in NA would feel insulted!

Ok, before that i said "my sis, graduate already from NUS, and is now in Thailand"

Then he asked what I was doing.

Then i said taking my O levels this year.

Then he said " express? normal?

"normal" i replying in guilt. ( cos all my cousins are FUCKING smart!!!!! )

Then he said in chinese! """ Why u so stupid?""" 

WHAT!! 

STUPID? STUPID for making for this far, just because i have an extra year compared to the Express students?? 

Does it really mean we are STUPID if we belong in the normal academic Or the normal technical?

I was in total shock, dismay and disbelief that something would ever come out of his mouth that was so demoralizing. 

At least a sign of encourage would boost one's confidence, wont it? 

Then rather compared to a disappointing remark that may affect one's results. 

I am stunned by it. And i hope, never would such insensitive judgement be said . . . 

I really hope that these people know that ITS not the end of the world if IM in NA or NT.. 

Be it a retard.. It still doesnt give the green light to insult someone mentally.. 

Oh well, why retain hatred? 

:) smiles..