O level maths.. diao!!!!!

O level maths.. first thing that enters my mind is difficulty.. well not so after i looked at the paper.. both paper 1 and 2 are relatively simple, just an upgrade of N level maths.. sian, i was so worried-sick about the fact that i would not know anything when i sit for the paper.. but not to let myself get to confident.. i felt it was a simple paper though i left some blanks, but overall, it made me think differently of Cambridge Exams.. hopefully they do not see this, or else they'll make it tougher .. :P

paper was almost a stroll in the park but some questions got me trap.. some question are so easy that its almost like a give-away marks, but like what i said, being too high-up could lead to one's downfall.. anyway, i am not really confident of scoring good grades for paper, but i think im able to pass..

whereas for paper 2, its kind of easy-hard, the way they ask the questions are really tricky and u have to spot it right, or else the marks are lost.. well, i got tricked a couple of times, but at least it made me open my eyes to spot MORE.. lol

monday and tuesday, were just mainly spent on maths, and guessed what, i found the interest in doing maths and to study again, guess its just a moments thing..

anyway, today i sort of met up with wesley.. and we chat, took pictures with his other friends whom i find rather funny.. but whats funnier is the fact that wesley gave me all his O level maths assessment books.. i was so shocked, followed by wesley's friend-sandy- who willingly gave me her book.. thats sweet, but you know, my bag actually weighted a tonne.. seriously, those books were really heavy, feels like im carrying rocks on my shoulder.. lol

but the fact is that i find it so awesome for someone to actually give me their books.. i felt i was a garung-guni man, but who cares, its free and it still looks good, not as if the covers are falling apart or anything like that..

after eating lunch with wesley and his group of friends, i left to meet up with an primary school friend.. sweet.. we talked about maths, and i felt kind of stupid after dicussing the answers we had for the maths exam.. though many were the same, i felt stupid for leaving out easy questions... that sucks..!!

well, if i do not get at least a B3 or an A2, i will have to retake meaning more money spent on that subject.. sigh, i just pray i can get the grade i want- A2 - ... thats a wish i wish to come through..

ok, love ya'll
Brendon

the 26th of october..

ok, i didnt go school today, cos number one, i could not be bothered.. two, i dont want to know what im gonna get from mr goh for being late again for the third time this week.. lastly, my uniform cannot be used (for some reason, i cant say)..

well, my mom is going to work, which also means that i have to stay home with the dog.. there's nothing wrong with that, but i am going to be alone with it for more than approx. 3 hours... ARGH.. i just played with the dog, and looks as though it wanted to bite my hand!!!!!!!!! i was so scared la, i kept on moving my hand away.. the dog's mouth was open, in way it looks as though it was gonna bite me.. so what should i do?? i feel evil by not playing with it, but at the same time afraid he would shit/pee anytime when he is out of its cage.. im scared of dog's cannine teeth.. u know those sharp teeth which they use to rip apart stuff.. (could be my hand next) LOL

anyway, im half chatting, half typing thos post, cos i wanted to find out how the day went in school today.. so, yup the same-o-same-o things were happening, O level maths lesson.. sigh.. next week is the actually O level maths paper and im still even prepared, or should i say, have not even started preparing..!!! well, im lazy after 3 weeks of fun.. JEEz.. hehehe

im just letting time pass by, seems fast i should say.. lol, the dog is wining ( wine ), i dont really know how to spell, and it seems as though the dictionary doesnt even have it.. so maybe there is no such of a word.. lol..

i still cant accuratelly tell what the dog really wants, sometimes he wines because he's a lone, other times he wines because he eagerly needs to pee/shit.. so its kind of hard to read dog minds.. haha,

i am pretty digusted at the fact that the dog pee and shit any where he wants, i mean, its gross ( dont u all think so? ) so, for this weekend, i guess i would be studying and practising my maths, and im hoping to at least score an A on the maths paper.. seems hard if u ask me, but its do-able..

for your information, i cant tell if the dog is happy or not.. lol

anyway, love
Brendon

well, its kind of a blurr....... .......

ok, the 24th of october is definitely a date to remember for us(meaning my family and i). well, its the dog we purchased this month.. and today we went to coolect him.. yea, he's cute and all, but when we went to pick him up, he must have really scared/afraid by the injection he just got that he peed, and yup, you guessed it right, it really did stink.. but throughout the day, he got better..

we brought him home, played with him for 2 hours approx. and still he wants to play.. he kept wanting more play.. but i guessed he had a bad tummy ache, 'cos he shat (past tense of shit), its not the normal shit where its hard, instead it was soft and smelly, smelt something like human diarrhoea.. YUP, thats how it really look-smelt like.. jeeez, i was so shock, never in my life have i clean after someone, especially cleaning after someone's shit !!!! well, its a real life experience, meaning that it is like taking care of a baby.. -.- lol

i feel stress knowing that he keeps on staring at you.. its cute, but it somewhat gets on my nerves.. LOL, nah, not to that extent where im pissed.. sigh, its what i call a learning experiance..

but i think gradually it gets better right? haha..

additional info----- birth date: 9 august 2007, breed: chihuahua, colour: Brown

haha, its birthday also falls on singapore's national day, isn't that just so wonderful..?

FINALLY the dog is sleeping.. hahaha, thanks god..

ok ill stop here for today, and will update more on the dog tomorrow.. =P

love,
Brendon

great day.. with a little of mishap

ok,ok, i woke up late again today, about 7:20 am, a minute later compared to yesterday.. LOL, anyway, i was caught by Mr. Goh again for being late, and he told me to report to the General Office, which i didnt, phew, thank god he did not come looking for me, unless i would have gotten hell from him.. sigh

i was in class praying that he wouldn't pop by.. thankfull he didnt, but still i had to avoid him for the rest of the day, even fell down la!! so embarrassing.. >< walked by the long way, and ended up tripping, scraped my knee and injured my palms.. so i guess, the moral of the story, dont take long routes, unless u see the need to OR there is not short cuts..

anyway, i had a fun time after O level maths lesson.. friends and i played UNO and poker cards.. kept laughing uncontrollably.. today was really unlike any other, had the high and lows.. LOL, but hopefully Mr. Goh would not question me why i didnt report to the Office..

but there's a situation i cant seem to figure.. even though exams may have been over for us, i still dont see the need for Mr. Goh being so un-forgiving.. i mean, couldn't he have closed one eye? he's always saying this praticular phrase to me " if u come school late, mind as well dont come? " huh, doesnt that have no meaning? u want to learn (go to school to learn) even if you're late.. doesn't that somewhat makes me a 'good' student? LOL.. i made the effort to come though.. i have always leant that coming to school even if u have woken up late, is still better than you missing out on a day's lessons.. doesn't this makes more sense??

anyway, enough on the Mr. Goh topic, making me sick.. lol

love,
Brendon

PS, additonal info

IM TAKING THE O LEVEL MATHS PAPER NEXT MONDAY... WHHHHHOOOOOOOO, cant wait.. lol , but i know i am scared but i dont seem to even show.. lol

extra lessons.. sigh

let me first begin by saying that, i hate the fact that even my N levels are over, i still have to follow school rules and stuff. i mean, yea, im still in school uniform, but whats the point.. i hate that i still have to arrive in school on time, and even arriving just a few minutes late has caused me a stupid bad remark.. JEEEEEEZZ.. which also brings me to another point-normal-day lessons-. ugh, i came to school late-by like 5 minutes or so- and i overheard that a teacher is going to teach and relief us.. DAMN was i not in the mood.. still having normal-day lessons even after the Cambridge Examinations.. sian.. but on top of that, the day really went fine, much more enjoyable then the last few times i came to school..

hmm, and then played basketball.. it was so hot, as in the sun was directly directing its UV rays at us.. and i guess i got sun burn, my face and arms are slightly red..lol..

i kind of felt as though i didnt play my best, i felt as though i caused my team to lose... lol.. but factors like my shoes were falling apart, could have made me slow in reacting, the sole of my shoes kept on being stepped on, think my shoe now is busted..! think i can sandles to school?? still deciding though..

anyway, today wasnt that bad, but i ended up getting all sweaty, and thats my first day of the week.. sigh, and its smelly i should say..

oh, yea, today was O level Additional maths paper.. OMG, i was so nervous for some reason.. lol.. maybe its just the same feeling like on the day i sat for my N level Additional maths paper..

scared it will be very hard, ..etc

i guess ill stop here then, im really tired, came home and slept from 3 to 7.. haha, must have been the basketball..

ok, anway, i wanna wish all my friends taking the O levels this year good luck(break a leg), even goes out to those whom i am not close to..

love, good luck
Brendon

where do i start?

ok, the past few days were really weird.. firstly, i had dreams about my friends, and PS, its not a good thing.. in a way that affects me.. but you know, sometimes dreams really are the truth, maybe they can predict the future.. i dont know.. im just being kind of unrealistic, but hey, i felt the same way in my dreams.. -it may have been true-

anyway, i have have been busy playing the past few days, that is why i hadn't blog, but i have great news.. WE GOT A DOG .. cool eh? well for me it is, and im pretty excited :P cant wait to train it and have fun with the dog.. i have longed to have a dog,. so its kind of a dream come true, but dont get me wrong, i was not dreaming about dogs..

still haven't have a name for the dog yet though, still debating on names, some rather ridiculous.. anyway, i was hoping that i would push myself to go to school for O level maths lessons, but im just too lazy!! DAMN>< the O level math exam is somewhere around the end of october and i still have topics i am not sure of-probability- ugh, well i didnt go for the first lesson, so i kind of missed the part on that topic..

SO, i need motivation now!! lol, im so focused on gaming that now my mind and body wants to stay home and play..

BUT, on the contrary, going to school for O level maths can be a drag, and an awful waste of time after the lesson.. all of sitting around, waiting for time to pass.. one seems like an hour.. -unbelievable- its that boring after the lesson..

but during the lesson, i feel sleepy, my body keeps wanting to doze off.. its so hard to get back on track after slacking for so long.. cant believe that BTYX can do it everyday.. crazy.

im so lazy i realised, in a way that i do nothing but play.. stupid isn't it?

i have got to return school tomorrow, and see the teachers faces.. hopefully i'll make it tomorrow.. LOL, dont "pon tang" haha, thats what people say when u dont come to school.. lol, k then i have got to go, wish me luck.. =P

love C.S, Wes
Brendon

im bored; really bored

ok, ever since the day my N level ended, i have stated to feel bored... JEEE, that feeling sucks..

yes,yes, even though u may think "oh he's so lucky to have finished his exams" , but honestly the feeling of the exams ending really sucks.. it made me want to study for some reason..

sigh, anyway, today's the wednesday - am i right? - anyway, i found a new way to entertain myself, and that is to play online game using my PSP, yes i said it- PSP..-

the PSP is so advanced that now it allows people to play against people from around the world.. oh BOy, am i having lots of fun.. so far, i found it addicting, and it's making me tired!!!!!

i was up till 2 am almost everyday playing the game - socom US navy seals - and now i find myself so dumb!!!!! seriously, i feel so stupid after playing, i could literally feel my brain shrinking to the size of a pea.. i cant even concerntrate on what i want to do next- for example, reading.. - i just cant stop myself now..

i am even failing to go school.. lol, but hey, its only the first day that i didnt go school.. i promise i'll return school tomorrow.. im bored at home, as in, the only thing i do is play games non-stop until my mom asks me to..

since im going to school tomorrow, guess ill bring my UNO cards and my rubik's cube since now we do not have normal lessons.. i kind of miss school alot, but not to worry, if i make it to sec 5 next year, the whole process will restart- go to school, study............... do my art coursework- ugh, the thought of having to the art coursework again kills me.. lol

but anyway, hopefully i can revive myself for next year.. sigh, time passes so fast when u play...

talk about last week, hmmm, last week, well wesley had another BIG breakdown again, and geeeeeeez, i like "what happened??? " and he was like i wanna kill myself, and i trying to persuade him not to kill himself or do anything dumb.. well, in the end, THANK goodness man, he didnt.. lol ...

and on 7 october, i wished wesley a HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. and hah i was the first.. well i didnt expect it.. i messaged at about like afternoon, so you know.... ... and yes , i accept ur belated birthday wish to me.. THANKS wes ..

anyway, i have said enough for this post.. will save the rest for the next one.. im currently brain-dead at the moment.. lol

i cant seem to think..

anyway, bye..

love,
Brendon

N level daze

haha, i can finally laugh, my art N level exam is over.. yes, its only art, but seriously speaking, art has taken the toll on me.. i cant stand it anymore.. and my artpiece was so shitty, dont even think i can achieve 2, 3 points for art... sianz, i really regret opting for art, its too hectic to keep thinking and worrying about art.. and some more, the art question paper is given like 3 weeks before the art exam, its like, we still have other subjects to study, and things to prepare.. and the time limit is only 3 weeks, i feel its not even enough, at least a month before the exam date would be better.. more spaced out..

today had art and maths paper 2, and damn it, was surprised that the maths was easy la, but only got one or 2 questions i dont understand, but other than that, i think its possible for me to get A1.. heh, but art? no way, my course work was good, but to include paper 2 of art, it would literally kill me... probably will get like 5 points..?

anyway, after tomorrow, i can finally rest, meaning that, i can get back to my normal routines.. :P but the drag is that, i still have next yr..-sec 5-, which is so stupid..

sigh, well... ... ... i have nothing to say..

phew,
bee