NASA

My dream place!

Thats where i want to fine myself at for the my career!

OMG.

Initially, i wanted to transform my blog into a new chapter of my life, however, because of Blog skin mishap, i have let you guys wait for it.. 

Sigh. It was a great idea! Damn HTML and mac's.. =.="

Arh... 

I just love NASA (National Aeronautics and Space Administration)

Honestly, i didnt know what NASA meant .. I feel so PS. Some more it was what i really liked!! 

Wtf.. -.-" 

Wow, this font is the bomb man..

I think its the time to record/convey my entire sec 1 to sec 5's life,experience,feelings and thoughts in most probably the most detail way possible :)\

OMFG. O level results are released on 12 jan '09 . . .

Awesome..

Hope everyone does to their expectations.

Awwww, miss my friends back in GMPS..

Recently, im so elated to say that i added a number of My ex-gmps friends man!!

Those memorable times of our lives, where everyone was equally childish! Haha

Just so nice to finally find them on FB. 

But i reckon there is a difference.

I was the sort of wild kid back in those primary days. 

Always heading out to nearby playgrounds playing friends til heart's content!

Those meaningful past of my life seem to have flatter away, ever since secondary. 

*sniffs

Im crying inside, dont worry. Lol

Cant believe soon we'll all be separated again, heading in our own paths further and further into oblivion. 

Then it'll be once more, we'll experience the same old thing. Ex-secondary schoolmates that you have not seen in years adds you on FB. And the cycle repeats itself. 

I have to admit that, whenever i recall such wonderful past, i never fail to feel odd.

Its like a heartbreak? Lol

I dont have the ability to express feelings in words. Seems numb, empty emotions. 

But you know, i feel the time gap (eg, 5 years apart), and its somewhat different and harder to talk to the person. Its not like before, we chat face to face, but now, virtually over the internet. guess thats how the future will hold, virtual internet friends.

*keeping myself busy with pet society too* =P

I really MISS my friends Atiqah, Ira, nyssa, Reyner, yoke meng,........etc

They were like my so called Besty friends, cos it was so fun mingling with them!! Damn. 

And here i am, writing on their walls, however, the so lost feeling i once had, just isnt there. Just that it is only the same two people, writing back and forth. 

updating one another about how the 5-6 years have been in just two words " i'm fine!"

Its certainly going to feel weird at first meeting friends which have long lost their connection. Its like my BF in pri. Now i feel all weird and somewhat shy, even when i know its the same person i met so long back! 

It aches.. Anyway, im just going to be more courageous and hide my aching heart.. I wont cry out loud..

cheers man.. =D (of course those who are in Ntss, i had fun too!!) 

Love ya guys!!

Awwww, miss my friends back GMPS..

Let it speak for itself...

I just love the World

I just realized that we start working now, during our holidays, we are literally wasting our youth.. I mean, during this time, we go out, hang with peers, etc

And if you start working, part of your time would be spent working, and the other half spent sleeping cos we are tired of the long hours... No more internal time for oneself. We'll just blend in with every people in the working society, be it young or elderly.. 

But you know, its for the experience. And we youths want the latest gizmos, and our parents are not always willing to spent big bucks on stuff. 

There's just so little time... By the time we start working, luxurious time just poof into oblivion, like it never existed.. Where in fact, it did.. 

I just want more child days... Lol 

So much things, so little time.. We only live to a limit.

Sigh

Bad Boi, you bad boi for biting me.. :P

Im like posting all past incidence now.. Lol..

Picture above is actually the bite mark left over after my ass dog angrily bit my hand..

Mind the language, i forgive you boy..

Anyway, it doesn't look that bad, but a few days back, it was Purple in colour.. not funny

Bet you can see his teeth mark, if you rotate the photo to the left.. Literally a chomp. Thank goodness he didn't use his "sharper" teeth.. Phew, if not, part of my skin would be missing.

My dog is so weird.. Barks at "people" even when there is no one... OMG... 

Growls angrily for god knows what reason, wish he could speak English... 

Arhh . . . Cant wait for that day to arrive man...!

Ma-ta (police in malay) come put you in jail ah..

This may have happened many days ago, Sunday 7 december 2008 precisely, but i got to post it man.. 

It was a day out visiting my grandmother, and sort of a "meeting" place for all, and on that particular day, all my aunts were present. 

You know we all love our musics. Cant live a day without it. 

And some of you know, my phone's mainly occupied by music (those who dont, now you know :P), anyway, most of my songs are downloaded off the net. Yes, it is illegal, i admit, but Millions and Billions of people are breaking laws every second i presume, and here comes the comment that really me unhappy. 

One of my aunts ( translated to english from chinese ) : 

" wah, you download so many music, mata come catch, put you in jail, ..." 

Repeats several times, as though i didnt hear it the first time.. I mean, come on..

I have stopped downloading music since like months ago, ever since i stopped listening music on my phone after my O levels.. 

But wont you feel that the comment said was SO to the extreme.. Its not like i committed an inhuman activity.. Why the need for such harsh reaction and such total intolerance? Its like  so to the society of the some communities.. I rather not name any. Eg; LGBT

So narrow-minded.. 

Many would both agree and disagree, ... but in the end of the day, everyone's built differently, with different thinking ..  

Its like a war out at my grandmother's house, where i got to face stories and insults. Just MYOB please.. >.< 

 

Rejection in Disguise

Went with joanne to Vivocity earlier today to go for a job interview, but i guess the person had no interest in hiring us.

Went to the place, got questioned : "how old?" 

"Any working experience?"

=.= 

What a let down....

He told us to write our names and HP no., 

Says he'll call us... Doubt so.

Joanne was saying its 0% chance they'll hire because firstly, it is our first job. Secondly, we are only 17 of age. Just the right recipe for not getting the job . . .

Well, we walked around including her brother, after which, instead of looking for a job, we went to the arcade..  ._.

How determined are we in finding a job.. Lol

We even pour all our money into this game machine, that we knew our chances of winning were so narrow. Arcades are such money-drainers. Soak people's money in just a few blinks of the eye! It was ridiculous how much one game cost- $1.40.-

By then, we (i only chip in $5) had spent close to $35... Tsk..

What a waste...

Sigh.. Soon, we left, and it was only joanne and me. Walked the entire ground within and external of vivo, both of us complaining our legs were sore, maybe due to age-ing. O.O

Anyway, today wasnt productive, was really hoping we could strike and finally land ourselves in a job. Made me all worked up, planning in my head, trying to predict what the person would ask during the interview.. -.-"

Oh yes, we bump into kennie today.. I didnt know it was him initially, however his posture, and the way he walks made it obvious.. I was like asking joanne " is that kennie?"..... 

Tomorrow another day hunting.. Please hire ... 

I loved the cruise ........ Ahhhh.. 

I mean the cruise ship... 

I just found out that 

 other Mac users are also encountering the same problem with the hmtl at blogskins.com

It doesnt just appear the HTML needed like the windows com, it shows a preview of the blogskin you have choosen.. 

Argh..

So, i have tried changing my blogskin at Blogskins.com

It suppose to be effortless, but somehow i find myself struggling and frustrated just trying to get hold of the HTML of the blogskin i want. 

Because my com is a Mac, which works differently from windows, its simply so much harder, as many help lines/website all uses Windows computers to help, and not with a Mac. 

And beginning to lose my patience. Lol

I had looked up a number of Extremely cool blogskins, but i cant get the HTML...

Yes, i downloaded it, and it suppose to open up, so that you can see a long chain of weird collection of numbers, letters and signs. 

But instead when i open the downloaded file, i get the preview of the template i want. And i have not a single idea how i am going to get the HTML, but if someone could advice.. It would help. 

I also recently found out my com is so slow to react. Seriously.

You know, when you try changing the fonts and colour of your blog, above would be the wide selection of colours to choose from, and just below, you see your blog page. 

Yes, i realised when you click on a particular colour, it CAN be also seen on the blog itself, so you can mix and match.. But surprisingly!, mine doesnt!!!!!!! 

So thats why the colour combinations on my blog are all off balance.. -.-

Oh well. . . Hahaha.. maybe next time go someone's house improve my blog.. :P

Help please

Can someone please teach me/give my some knowledge about HTML.. 

Argh.. hard time trying to put this this stupid tag box thingy! 

Fed up..

>.<

Parkour!

Heard of it?

Ill summarize what it means.. I encyclopedia-ed it. 

Here is what it says : 

Parkour

is an activity with the aim of moving from one point to another as efficiently and quickly as possible, using principally the abilities of the human body. It is meant to help one overcome obstacles, which can be anything in the surrounding environment—from branches and rocks to rails and concrete walls—and can be practiced in both rural and urban areas. 

Founded by David Belle in France, parkour focuses on practicing efficient movements to develop one's body and mind to be able to overcome obstacles in an emergency.

Overview

Parkour has no set of rules, team work, formal hierarchy, or competitiveness. It is an art or discipline that resembles self-defense in the ancient martial arts.

According to David Belle, "the physical aspect of parkour is getting over all the obstacles in your path as you would in an emergency. You want to move in such a way, with any movement, as to help you gain the most ground on someone or something, whether escaping from it or chasing toward it." Thus, when faced with a hostile confrontation with a person, one will be able to speak, fight, or flee. As martial arts are a form of training for the fight, parkour is a form of training for the flight. Because of its unique nature, it is often said that parkour is in its own category.

An important characteristic of parkour is efficiency.

Ok back to myself typing. The rest of the Boring details are really not necessary.. LOL

But you check out yourself http://www.reference.com/browse/parkour

The movements involved in Parkour really really really inspire me to move and jump about, but maybe i can blame it on my sudden brain wave of activities, where i just dont see myself even performing such stunts. LOL 

But, trust me, i watched "casino royale", there was a scene in the movie of this african american guy running away from "james bond". 

What wow-ed me was how the guy managed to jump right through a gapping hole! Totally amazing...... here's the link if you wish to watch it.. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=56mZAPBgjAY

Its the entire scene.

I kind of tried doing parkour at the playground we were at today. LOL..

Like today we were playing crocodile, and after i was not the crocodile, i tried "pretending" i had the ability to climb high up, to prevent myself from being tagged during the game. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IjQxIRWZu0c

Above is another video of Parkour.. 

Argh, i hate it when i cant find the exact Video i saw yesterday on YouTube. =.=

Ok, i just found another video which is bloody eye-catching, entertaining and really, in this video, there are like parts where to go " wtf, how did he do that? "

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6qhgIdP3l3I&feature=related

I really wish i can accomplish such feat in the near future. Looks awesome! 

Its so brilliant, so dazzling, so grand, so impressive, so outstanding. Haha, you must be dumbfounded by my wide range of vocab, But if you check the dictionary, its all under the word splendid.. LOL.. *gotcha*

Hahaha. I think i did enough research on Parkour. 

Oh yes, before i stop, here is also something for the Madonna fans!!! Yes, you read it rightly, Madonna.. HAHAHAHAHA

Also includes Parkour in her music video! 

Simply awesome huh?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pSW0l4LeQkk

Weee.. my time fully filled with this research! =D

Lovin' it. ©    <--- my tag line.. McDonalds stole it.. :(

Kidding.. ! 

 

Bis wieder (see you again in German)

As usual, i was trying to look for the exact phrase used in project runway, whenever a person is eliminated.. Argh.. Shitty.. 

Over doing.

You get my meaning.

Over-doing..

Met Alex, anna, sak and joanne in school for SEVERAL games of badminton.. LOL

I agree with them that i was indeed rough. Smacking at everyone's chest and PP. =.=

Im honestly sorry. But i get all hyped up playing badminton, or should i say, stuff i enjoy playing/doing. I cant help it, cos i get a lot of fun out of smacking! 

I was like, " one more time, one more game!! ".. Then poor anna kept complaining that she's hungry.. And i had to sympathize. Unbelievable, she eats A LOT, but is still thin.. WTH. 

Oh well, its not everyday i get to play games/sport/hang out with friends. 

But i think i over did myself today. Went home, feeling Extremely uncomfortable, especially my head.. Maybe its dehydration, or maybe im not use to such vigorous outdoors play.. LOL

But im much better now.

In fact, today, joanne and i were supposedly going on job hunts. We had since made like more than 2 dates to meet go hunt, but because of me ( i think ), cos i either had to go somewhere else, or like today, which is a special case, had to miss hunting with joanne. ** we are cave people, we go out hunting **

Hopefully, tomorrow would prove to be a productive day,because its once again another job hunting day.

I cant say im OVERLY-excited about working... But seeing my friends around me having jobs, makes me jealous.. HAHAHAHA.. 

Does anyone have job offers? Decent jobs please.. But it would GREAt if there's accompany of friends. 

Pause for a sec.

Yes, today we all walked over to some rich rich households, You know, those bungalows, terrace house, semi-d etc to this Playground. I was expecting some kind of BIG ass playground. Hahaha, but was disappointed.. But the fun thing there was this tilted chair, where when you sit on it, and give yourself a little spin, and the chair just continues to spin and spin and spin and spin and spin . . . . . . . and eventually you puke from the dizziness and scream and beg for mercy that someone would stop the chair.. Wahahahahahaa

All of us got a chance on the chair. Anna's turn was so funny. She actually screamed.. so cute.. 

Guess alex was the more seasoned one.. Cos he kept laughing and laughing.. haha.. 

Then the chair would spin even faster. 

Being sort of a scaredy-cat and lover of thriller rides, but always very tensed up. 

I gripped hold of the chair, and eyes closely shut. And i was like "so fun! so fun!" , but secretly inside i was like ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Hahahaha.. 

Oh btw, (almost wrote btyx .. =.=) the food at SP's hawker centre was surprisingly GOOD.. OMG, mine was fried dumpling noodle. Wa. shiok. The presentation of the food was great, dumpling size were HUGE. Unlike our school's one, where its only like ... Our school's one is small ok compared to SP's. And at $2.50, the price is just right? 

WEeeeeeee, i just loved the noodle i had today..  =D

Seriously, if i were to enroll myself into SP, ill go there everyday to order from that store man. To me, it was simply delicious. :P 

*licking lips*

Yum..

Today's post kinds dry huh? no Pics.... nothing new, all words.. 

But i really had a magnificent time today. 

*pray that blogger can publish my post... argh, hate it when it says error*

My favourite artwork that i did in Sec 1...

Look at it. Its so artistic from one's point of view, especially from my perspective.

Though it is entirely 2-dimensional, it conveys an overall, good art.

From this, you can see the moon (bright yellow) against the dark gloomy sky that somehow has no stars that day.

Below is a hill ( no idea why a hill..), with sand and the water, portraying a scene of the beach. 

Isnt it just so spectacular? ... Its A* for a sec 1 student, but stingy art teacher - mr. ho - gave me a low 69.

Tsk. =.=

Ahh...

Helping out with the house chores today, i stumbled upon something that made me cringe. >.<

In fact, i was surprised to what i still had, and the amount of improvement i made.. 

Look at it for yourselves :

Would you believe this art work.. So cute right! Haha.. 

Thats in Sec 2. 

And i managed a 74/100. 

O.O Wow.. 

Virgo!

Lets 101? No way!

Hahaha..

Quote phrase "Easy to talk to"...

Hmm, i wonder whats stopping that someone from talking to me?!? 

OMFG..

Ok, if my life isnt as miserable as it is.. 

I accidentally refreshed the page, and lost what i wrote! 

I was previously saying i missed my Listening Comprehension <-----CLB

I had no idea it was on the 11 november 2008!! 

Oh well, i ranted too much before i bloody hell refreshed the page! 

ARGH.. 

OMFG.......! ( extremely old post . . . )

Read the title!

Freak la!

Tomorrow's CLB exam. La deeda deeda...

Yea right. I just pulled out my entry proof, and to my horror, Listening Comprehension was TODAY!!!!!!! 11 november 2008!!!!!

OMFG. 

So here's what happened. 

Overjoyed that O levels were finally over, with a little joy in my stride, i joyfully strolled home, without knowing that today was paper 2 of CLB.... WTH

In total, i skipped oral for art, and i missed LC for i thought it was on 12 november 2008....

ARGH. What am i going to do..

I mean, i know i literally failed the paper already, but knowing that today was actually LC, omg.. Just OMG... 

Thats just too much man. CLB has ruined my life man, although it is not counted as an subject for my L1R4. But, man! That just shitty

Ugh, im just in disbelief. 

Oh man, whatever. I cant simply wind the clock back 9 hours. 

O levels

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Oli oli oli levels are finally OVER.. Hellya..

Big O overcome-d

Never ever have i ever even thought to myself that i'll experience this roller coaster ride of my life. Its just mind boggling. 

I mean, come to think of it, i was only in primary school 5 years back, and here i am, almost in my adulthood, having to decide which path im going to take, entering the world of 'evil', where all sorts of characteristics, personality and faces we have to face. It almost like being in foreign land. Although the thought of freedom comes to one's mind, i still cant bare to, not yet that is, live on my own. This "day" is long ahead, but surely its arriving! And in three years after poly or which ever i opt for? NS? Oh man. the shaving of heads, tough workouts.... ..... Argh, dont get me complaining. 

All im thinking at this moment, is what the hack am i going to do this 2 months...?

I DO have plans to hang with peers, and meeting of ex-primary schoolmates. Oah, ah...

Pleasure mixed in a cauldron with regrets. 

What is done is already Bygones. (NOT baygone <---- bug spray)

Just overhears my mom's phone's music, and i just realized i have not tune in to the music on my phone for almost a week! Thats incredible. Haha..

PSP???

I sacrificed, but i liked it, my psp for the upcoming O's which ENDS TODAY, for more than 2 months! Damn, now, when i recently dug it out of its coffin (not exactly its coffin, just an expression for which i may not have used it right), i was once again in love.. But for a moment of playing, i suddenly felt " Dumber". 

Dont go giving the look "HUH?????, what talking you?"..

Maybe this reaction i had, was in fact my brain actually shrinking in size, where some say its our brain cells dying! Oh poor cells.. 

So, its 11:27 pm, some of my friends had gone to celebrate the closure of this O level exams, and i, at home, bored to the core... guess ill go sleep now. :)

Bye...

Dots..... LOL

Lets just say, unfortunate unexpected incidents took place during my O levels. 

And lets just say, we let bygones be bygones?!

Hell no!

O levels journey had its up and downs.. I believe majority sure did!

No doubt it was a fun ride, but the undulating path really took its toll on me. I must say that i have not been FULLY prepared for O's. Neither was i not prepared.. Thats the problem. I was lingering the middle, half way there, almost there but not there situation.. Lets go through what i went through, shall we? NOT...

Well ok, here goes.. 

English : Damnit, the paper itself was ok, but the passage... How dreadful! Cant they have much                  interesting passages...? On top of that, the paper being held at like 5pm, made the more harder to concentrate..  Sianz... Paper 1 : not bad, but i think i could do better.. Minimum expectation : B4

Maths : Having my last paper for maths tomorrow, so no point even summarizing yet.. But                        paper 1 at least 60++ outta 80 :0

Amaths : Dont wan talk about it.

Geo : More or less able to do, however im afraid of my answers not answering the question.. -.-

Art : Like shit.. I wanted to start earlier this time after my disastrous paper 1 coursework, guess the laziness of me got hold of me..!

Science (phy/chem) : well, i got to say, chem was ok.. Able to do the questions!

                                       Physics was kind of disappointing because i didnt study because i was busy doing art the last minute... And i just found out i made the worst careless mistake ever, which could result a almost 5 marks lost....... OMFG.... PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE     ..... noooooo

Ohwells.. i have gots to go... Bye for now... :(

Tick tock tick tock... ... 6:00PM, monday 22nd september 2oo8

A day to never forget.. I stared at the clock, body covered in eeeky grim, frustrated that the only available glue was a almost used to the core glue stick. I have been to hell, well, almost hell. I was on the brink of falling apart...

My O levels Art submission time raced towards the finish mark - 6 pm. Ran in and out of the stupid art room, asking around if anyone had glue, NO reply.. Like i was in some zombie land, where the other art students were the walking dead.. It make me realised the reality that me, submitting my art was never happening.. 

The minute hand finally made its way round, 5 changed to 6. What to do?

No glue, with boards still not prepared, coursework still in process of completion, How was i going to submit such low graded art.. Even i couldn't bear to hand in.. but still . . . . I was desperate, maybe i could have been in the show "the desperate housewives".  

I was literally rushed out of my manageable wits.. I was like an insane kid.. I almost cried!

Such amounts of pressure! OMFG.. But do you believe i did my prep and coursework within 2/3 weeks.. 

Anyway, i passed up half-done coursework, my mounting board were from good to bad, my hand writing went hay wire.. Wow.. At least a B3?????????????? 0r A2>?????? only the markers at cambridge will determine my future as an artist! ... Sai ah... No more art i tell u!!!!

Ok,, better getting going.. 

OH,. scored A1 for maths! woot.. LOL... ok, be humble. ill help those that need my help.... :) free tutor lehs

OMFG! Im grossed out!

Lying on the floor beside my dog's cage, i went into comfort mode. Nicely laid out my huge body in the restricted area. Not that i was being stupid, but honestly, its more comfortable lying on the floor where the Tv is directly opposite.

Anyway, while watching the Olympics on TV, my dog kept biting it's 'cock'.. YES, U heard/read it right.. BITE! 

So anyway, just seconds after biting he's cock, "WATER" magically rained on my right arm. 

I was like in extreme shock loh.. Was like WTF was that. 

I think it was semen if im not wrong, cos he bends over and starts chewing his cock.. Damn..

So i got up, went to wet some tissue to wipe up the mess.. Surprisingly no smell one... 

Ok, so after cleaning -god knows what-, i settled down beside the cage again.. 

AND HOLY SHIT.... Believe it or not, "WATER" started raining on my arm again. This time MORE... Im going to kill the dog, man! 

So i went toilet clean my upper arm, took wet tissue and had to clean up the stupid mess the dog made... CANT AIM MEH??????? Like water gun sia.. Sqaurt squart...............

Enough of stupid dog, hungry until want to bite cock.. Sick..

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Had my O levels English oral today.. It was alright.. Passage had no hard words, except i stumbled once twice.. 

Picture description on some people cleaning the hawker centre.. Sigh.. I did my best, i think.. 

 MALE TEACHER KEPT FALLING ASLEEP.. Ok, i know the teacher has gone through a long day, just like the students, however, my marks are dependent on both teachers.. Crap.. So no choice, my eyes were mainly focused on the female teacher, occasionally ill just glance over to the male teacher.. LIKE SHIT..

Want me bring pillow???????? in exchange for FULL marks???? LOL

Anyway, i hope to repeat what i did for my mid-year prelim english oral.. Sigh.. 

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Woot, today Basketball was fun!!!!!! Jump here jump there... But all the balls i shot were only a meter from the rim.. 

PlayStation Portable (PSP)

The hidden power of PSP. 

Engages anyone who touches, plays or even glance at it.

Even the Phat (fat) PSP still wows people although a slimmer version of it has come out.

PSP rules, and u know thats a FACT!

Anyway, i brought my baby darling PSP to school today. Initially, my main purpose was actually finding people to play against in Djmax. But the PSP was such a crowd-gatherer. Within the few minutes of it appearing before their eyes, classmates of mine were eagerly awaiting for their chance to play! And yes, it was great seeing them having fun, enjoying themselves.. Apparently, some got ADDICTED..  LOL

Yea, and so did i.. I played with bryan today. Wa seh, tell u, it is the next stage of FUN when playing with other people. But of course, i lost like 10 consecutively. Ok maybe once or twice i won in between, but he owned me.. He didnt even break lor.. 

Anyway, im thinking of bringing my PSP to school more often. And yea, i just registered for CLB (basic chinese). Well, its for my chinese friend's good, cos i dont want to be the one pulling down the MSG.. Hopefully a distinction in CLB???

Ah, ok, i shan't boast.. But i finally beat Naz in English chess... wa............... Kinda shocked, cos i seemingly lose to Naz, and Val whenever i play with them.. Hehe.. 

Well, PSP is fully charged, and polished.. Speaking of polish.. My psp was covered in finger prints la.. -.-

LOL

ARGH... Why cant i do something GREAT?!?

Fcuk..

Thats the only word worth describing my day. Damit.. 

Lets me just cut to chase.. I failed my O level Chinese paper!! F9 leh... WTH..

Even how much (not that much) effort i channel into Chinese? And the Chinese Oral?

Damn.. I feel like no matter how much effort i put in, whatever outcomes, comes out like crap.. LOL..

Serious loh... Like sai.. Hmm, anyway, im not affected by the outcome, cos i already predicted, and was welcoming any UN-expected results. I knew for sure i could not have pass my Oral and L.C, cos on the day itself, oral was considered hard compared to other days after mine. L.C was easy to understand, but because of my hesitant mind, i ended up changing three of my answers, where i think i may have passed if i hadn't made the change..

Sian to the core..

Wa, tell u.. I felt really bad that some of my classmates cried, i mean, i feel sorry that they didn't achieve their wanted grades. I would rather see my friends happy.. Damn, wished i could console them.. 

Ahhhhhh,the sound of relief.. The weather somehow turned to suit the mood today. Rain clouds gather up above, wind blowing against my face, trees rustling and dead leaves flung off their branches, where it cant defy Earth's gravitational pull, and falls to the ground eventually.

And i was hoping to change a leaf. Someone once told me catching a leaf when it falls, it will bring luck?

Yea.. Close friends of mine waved good-bye and i was off- home bound-. 

And talk about coincidental.. A leaf blown from a across the road, SMACK me right in the face! 

WTH,... HAHAHAHAHA. So funny.. I was laughing to myself.. Probably some passer-by spotted me laughing to myself, thought i was retarded.. Anyway, i doubt by far, any one would have been smack in the face by a LEAF..

Oh yea.. Got one tiny green thingy that fell on my phone screen.. Thought it was some leafy object.. To my horror, IT WAS A FREAKING GREEN SPIDEr.. 

HAHAHA..

LOL..

Nice comment A.C.. 

And thanks.....

Anyway, today, family went over to grandma's house.. Wasn't anything special, ONLY after we left grandma's house.. Wa, tell u, i had never had such close bonding time with my family! Went to eat at some Mexican restaurant, I think its called "Cha Cha Cha", kind of remind me of my chemistry teacher.. Ok never mind, im deviating from what im suppose to write.

Wa, the food was ok-good la, not say extravagant or anything fancy.. Sorry no pics though, wasn't thinking of snapping any photos at that time.. 

Its kind of like, make ur own Burito kind of thing.. So fun, but hate the portions they gave.. So cheap on the ingredients. Want more salad got to pay another $6 . WTH.... No way!

My mom and sis, kind of ate the same dish except one was mushroom and the other beef.. 

Salsa was GREAT.. Loved it.  (:P)

OOoooooooo. Here comes the icing.. ICE freakin' CREAM.. OK, let me first tell you that we were at Holland Village.. And u know there is like many restaurants etc to eat and shop.. YEA?

Ok, then we stopped over at Haagen Dazs (H-D).. Bought what my mom LOVEs, so do i, macadamia nuts... Woot, go nuts over it.. I know i am..

But the main fun part of going to H-D is because of the dry ice... LOL.. I know i know.. I am excited about the ice cream, but the dry ice is cool too..  (place one piece of dry ice in water.. ) and u get a water fountain of smoke?... 

see how beautiful it looks.. Mind the container, thats the only one i could find in at that time.. 

Go try it.. Or maybe u have... But i think its cool..

NEw updates on datas

Tuesday (5th August 2008), was when i got a so called nic-name! And its all because of Mrs Chia... Damn her... LOL

Anyway, it was the last 2 periods of the day, and it had to be chemistry.. So here's the story of my newly CREATED nic-name ( but not for u guys to play around with it!)

Time to clean up the used apparatus, and i was waiting in line to use the tap, cos my other bench partners were using the tap.. AND coincidentally i was holding on to 2 LARGE test tube.. Fcuk sia.. Then i was just holding it, and checking out the test tubes, when mrs CHIA, from the front of the Lab, using her MIC, saying " Brendon, dont "dance" with my test tubes..." 

WA kua! Tell you man.. I was FREAKING paiseh lor.. Some more, i was sitting at the back bench, and my class mates turned and looked at me.. Wa... Sian.. 

Mrs Chia's doesn't think before she speaks one lor.. 

But anyway, i dont bear grudges.. Whats over is over.. LOL

So far that ass sam is making fun of me because of that! 

And for ya'lls info, i was not dancing.. It just so happen i was holding 2 large test tubes, when  mrs chia caught me!

ARGH

Bye

Im back!

Ok, so for the past week or so, i changed the URL to my blog, so it means, no one could read my blog for that time being. Well, i had to change it due to the fact that i had something PRIVATE to write on my blog.. Hence the change.. Anyway, i didnt really update on anything to be honest, just some random information etc..

Without dragging further on my dreadful story of BLAH BLAH BLAH.. 

I am back! 

Thats the good news! Haha.

Ill go change the Url now.. Bye

Forks.. disgusting forks! ( Chop sticks much better )

Ever been to a hawker centre or even the school canteen and find yourself holding to a fork that you have taken, has bits and pieces of food remaining on it that has not been washed off thoroughly?

Well, you're not the only one ( thanks A.C for the correction... HAHAHA ). 

Recalling one incident, the fork i took from my school's stall 8, to my extreme horrifying shock, there was a grain of rice stuck in between the tines! OMFG. Just imagine, food from the pervious eater, and seeing it still intact to the fork... Damn, the hair on my back literally stood on its ends.. But being the lazy me, i reluctantly used the spoon to dig out the rice grain trapped in the tines. Grossed out? You would better be. 

Lesson to learn : always see your utensils before taking them, you'll never know what disgusting left-overs you might see on your next visit to any food stall/restaurants. Beware, you would not like what i saw. 

One more thing, if possible, train to use chopsticks be it ordering noodles, rice or soup(haha), use chopsticks for your safety. XD

BUSY...

OK, let me be frank...  (sarcastic remark : "Hi, Frank... How are you?")

LAMe

Anyway, i have been BUSY working my fingers on this game called "Djmax". 

LOVE to nuts.. But it pales in complexion when compared to someone.. uh hmp.... 

So, yes, i love the game so much.. Damnit fun. Thanks to Ai Xin for she allowed my game-craving-soul to some new games! Ugh.. 

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Mmmmmmm, just finished dinner of SUSHI.. Wa, tell u. The prawns was marvelous sia. Although it was SO EXPENSIVE, its worth it. (4 and a half stars ****1/2)

Hehe.. 

Today went over to Grandmas' today. Hor! Then when we reached the entrance, my mom and i saw another maid standing there.. She must had been so Paiseh.. But anyway, when my Grandmas' maid came to answer the door, she was SINGing/shouting, oblivious that my mom and i were standing there. Cos she must have thought only her friend (maid standing outside ) was the only visitor.. HAHAHAHA.. 

Ai..! Oh yea, then after eating lunch at grandma's, went to watch TV... Damn man.. Tell u, one of the commercials was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO x 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000

stupid... It wasn't a commercial per-say (how i spell it.. per-say?).. But it was an advertisement about this ring tone that u can receive on ur phone after smsing to the number on screen. Damn, it was these baby singing ring-tones that really made it one of the WORST ever ring-tone ever!!!!!! 

Shit.. It was really unbearable to watch.. Thankfully it only aired twice, with different baby singing to different songs.. Tsk tsk.. Dont even think of wasting the money on such intolerant tones.. 

The baby's only had their lips moving to the lyrics.. SO FAKE!..

Must be some photo/video editing involved! 

Anyway. Im heading back to my PSP.. Tas.. 

With sincere and constant blogging- ©Bren©   XD

Outing with Aunt

Talk about FUN. 

F - Family

U - United

N - (ok, whatever this word is)

Anyway, Sunday 20th july 2008 was one of those rare occasion. Went Ghim Moh market to buy the "Johnson Duck" herbal chicken for my grandma, my mom, sis, and i to eat.. YUM. 

Then off to Granny's house BY TAXI.. Wooot.. ( see, i told u it was rare )

Then just nice, met our aunty when we reacher out destination. Together we went up.. Believe it or not. My grandma's house is on the 24th storey. Double the height of where i stay. 

Guess what. It has always been an extremely rare sight to see all my aunts gathering, but miracle happened, all my aunts were there! WOW.. 

After eating wholesome lunch, we settle down in the living room, then all of a sudden so noisy.. 

( ps ps.. my story damn draggy de.. Cos its like pass midnight! )

Anyway, after spending time chit chatting, i went into my uncle's room to sleep.. I tell u, the bed is so firm and BIG. Can fit my gigantic body and still have space for someone! Damn comfortable. So i dozed off.. 

After an hour or so, my uncle suddenly came in.. With me and my double-chin, he walked into the toilet to get something. ( this is the masterbed room.. ) 

** note, i was actually awake when he came in, that is how im actually able to tell u what happen**

After he got what he wanted he went back into the living room, then i over heard him saying to my aunties that i look DAMN big sleeping on his bed..! 

WHAT THE..

Ok, nvm, i know i damn big size.. 

About 6pm or so, we had to leave.

( and sooooooo sorry, i think i hear my mom moving outside the room, better off com now..!) 

BYe..

Update later.

Notification.

Notice to all my blog readers. I have been advised to close this blog down, hence which i will do so. Ad no one will know what or where this blog has gone to. =D

Will have thorough plans first before doing so.

Just today, Sam almost told my friend of many years that i was (***), thankfully he wasn't too quick to assume i was. I was lucky i didn't lose my friend.. Or maybe . . .  (PHEW)

PS, this blog will be removed ASAP.. Take note

Wee hours of Saturday.

Thinking about it, im alone in the dark, with the laptop on posting on my blog... Cant believe im actually still awake and possibly still using the com at this hour of the morning! (2:30 am)

Sigh. I did what my mom wanted both my sis and i to do. Well, my sis didnt even help! So, no choice have to do it all on my own. 

Cleaned the hamster cage, cleaned the shoe rack, washed my shoes and even took a shower after. Ok, maybe not shower after, but i washed my shoes then took the shower... Damn, and im not even tired! Which i think is good, cos a day like this, my mom wont be back till VERY late, and i have the com all to myself! Actually quite self sacrificing. Kept thinking about the people who knows my secret admirer. Thats a lot man...

Anyway, im just going to stand in front of the fan before i go sleep, damn hot sia.. Especially after doing all the cleaning all on my own. Dont think majority of GUYS EVEN DO THAT LOR. Unless u're speaking of those really hardworking ones, but the rest are SO...

Im just bored. Bored to the core man. 

I keep having this urge to talk about xytb, but it seems as though no one is interested.. LOL Maybe it's just my obsession...!

*pause*... my tummy growling......  ok la.

Enough of my constant blabbering..

Oh, today/yesterday, got back my physics paper. Got A2 sia. HAHa, thought i could get even higher.. But shit like this happens.. Anyway, classmates "hate" me for scoring so well. LOL

Im like... U got to be kidding me. Its only an A2. Im humble de lor. Hehehehe.. 

Think ill better go sleep now then. BYE........................ 

Oh, today i showed Sak something i wrote on the table in Com Lab 3( want to read what i wrote, go find it! Its among the tables...) ... Haha.. Sak so eager to read it.. HAHAHA...  **=P**

Ok, i sense my mom is back coming soon..  

Wooot, did it finally stop?

OF COURSE NOT. 

It is not easy i tell u. 

Ever since schoolmates have been reading my blog, so often, i realised i lost my thoughts in writing. Perhaps im afraid something else might happen.  (++ u people reading my PRIVATE blog should know what im mentioning about!) HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

What u people think. (post a comment?)

 

Anyway, i recently cant control my anger! Been mad with my family. Yesterday, (dont know what got me) i felt irritated when my mom walked in the room, while i was holding my MYE paper. Then she question what's that im holding, but instead, i got angry? For what? i dont know......... But i feel so guilty for doing SO!!!

Then just an hour ago, i threw a flare with my sis.. Raised my voice.. Stupid la.. My retarded dog poo-ed on the mat. Then i lost MY ASS COOL. F**K was i ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!

Then after that, i confronted my ass dog, then he piss in the ass cage! Wa, i tell u.. My mood turned sour after that. 

Now feeling a little better. Here i am posting. And chatting with SLKJ.. HAha. He keeps saying "LOL" .. what the.

~NEXT SCENE~

Today A maths was FUN lor. So little people, and miss liang was GREAt. She taught so well, and i knew everything!! Woooot. Then kept laughing.. Wa, the whole lesson ended with smiles across my face SIA.. Damn fun la!!

Ok la.. Im busy chatting already.. SO long!!

BYE

  

Sam!!!!!

U, u, u!!! haha, always kept updated my recent post eh?

Glad u know.. =D 

Haha.. Well, gotta go do my art.. 

Keep u up on ANYTHING happening.. If u want to, that is.

XD

Double the knowledge, triple the confidence!

Let me begin my grandfather story.

Seated on one side of the table observing how my classmates played this game called "Taxes holder?" Something like that. Out of no where, appeared Sam (name in short to protect him) HAHa. Anyway, he walked towards, told me he knew my "secret", where i was like "SECRET?, what secret?" LOL

Then he proceeded to tell me i like somebody. I was taken aback! 

Believe my shock when i heard that. To be more specific, Sam said " so obvious lor, BTYX" 

I could feel my blood taking a pause in the middle of my throat. OMFG. I was like, "oh shit, what to do/say?" (in my head of course)

Then he went on saying that he was "WOWed" by the fact that i actually confessed to BTYX. He kept his eyes trained on me. But i just "acted" as though it was no big deal.

Then he asked "how it felt to be uh-hmp (***)?"

I wiggled my head from side to side, with no words escaping my tightly sealed lips. 

Sigh. Kind of self-assurance feeling that i sensed from Sam. He didnt make a fuss about it. Phew. I am grateful man. Thank you you..!

I feel more confident now. I feel GREAt to be 100% honest. The feeling is AWESOME, indescribable.. 

And u know what made my day. During recess assemble, BTYX moved and settled down beside me.. But not for long la.. Just a minute or so. 

Hope more people finds out about me and XY.. haha

=D smile, be ecstatic, be fun. . . (ps, really do like btyx to death..) XD

Proud-ness.

Wow, auditorium was filled with anxious faces of both family members and their child.

Teeth gleaming through their "proud" smiles, trying to convey that their child/children is/are graduating from NUS ( National University of  Singapore ). Here's a Hand phone tag my mom got for me! I like it!

Insert is a FREE nus collar pin where I just had to fill-up  a slip so that NUS can send us upcoming activities, like dramas etc..

Hmm, took a video, but i think its so blur that it embarrassing to upload.. LOL.

Overall experience? Fun, but i really hated those snobbish-looking people. Act so high class!

Why hate? When i can spread love!  XD

Spread the love...!!

The ceremony started at 10 am, ended at about 12 i think. Wasn't paying attention to the time. 

Then after was BUFFET.. Okay, honestly, i was expecting tasty-filled cuisine to be available, turned out only had pasta, and some fried cabbage dish, which by the time we decided to eat, was all gone. Haha, so kaisu, we go take so many chicken drum sticks.. HAHAHAHAHA

And i really have to go shit now.. Feeling "it" creeping it's way towards the nearest and only exit.. Quote from Terminator movie.. " i'll be back"...

DAMNIT, my shit got scared.. 

Ok la.. I think i go visit my SecretGarden©, then ill REALLy be back.. 

For now.. I'll better sign off. 

Brendon©

Hehehe.. YL knows my secret about me liking XYTB ... . . . . . which i feel is so cool, cos she isn't too freaked about by it, which boost my confidence alot. On the other hand, yesterday, i went for art ATP, and i was telling CY and SAK  that no one could annoy me. Guess i was wrong. CY shot back at " Ben tan la?"

Then i say "which one?"

Then he said " ben tan YX la!"

My jaw dropped open in shock and terror.. Thank god he didnt make fun of me.. LOL

Then SAK added one more person whom could annoy me.. This Sec one girl, from NT, hits me and god who knows what else.. Thankfully, at the moment only XYTB annoys me, but i still L - -E xytb.. Hehehe.. 

If xytb reads my blog, ill probably be jumping out of a 30th storey building.    =.=

Ok, enough said. I will think of xytb for probably for the rest of my life? Unless i find a replacement that is.. =D

Bye!

Ahhh, graduation ceremony!

Hours before i have to wake up dead early, here i am, using the laptop, with a blanket over my screen, trying to shield any visible light emitting from the screen just like the scene in one of the "Harry Potter" movies. 

Everyone right now is probably asleep. I regretted sleeping earlier on, cos now i have a hard time sleeping.. So wide awake la. And so restless, feel like doing my work, but afraid mom and sis will be awaken by the blinding light. Sigh, dont know what to do. 

I planned to sleep at 3 am though, cos i know if i hadn't sleep, ill feel extremely sleepy the next morning.. 

Long story short. I am nervous about attending the ceremony.. Can u imagine me wearing a formal attire? Jeeez. Ill snap some photos of me wearing nice looking clothes, which i borrowed from my cousin, cos i NEVER and DONT own any formal clothes.. 

Pants Tight like no body's business. Right up to my PP. Then my bulging blubber . . . . . . sigh, the horrendous sight.. 

Bad news? YEs there is.. My mom wanted me to pass this letter informing my form teacher that i would be absent on Thursday 10 July 2008. However, stupid brain keeps forgetting to remind my body to do so.. So i lied to my mom saying, " yea, i passed it to my teacher liao, then she say okay . . . "  (see the power of lying yet?) haha. 

And i feel terribly guilty for doing so.. Cos she told me to do so on tuesday, which i also forgotten.. Then it happened again. So silly. 

Believe or not, today i slept throughout the listening comprehension practice paper.. Maybe not all, but half. Face pressed down on my paper, i slowly went to la-la land. 

Then HW nudge me.. Scare me seh, thought principal was outside class.. By the time he woke me up, the radio has already stopped playing, and the chinese teacher was going through the answers. Which i only 1 out of 5 questions correct, plus 5 question that i didnt do.. 

So double the guilt today. 

Totally miserable today. Why must life be so treacherous? BTYX kept appearing out of no where. Then during morning assembly, i was "forced" to sit infront of BTYX, cos there wasn't space for me when i arrived.. So poor thing.. HAHA.. 

I sat so still for the half an hour we were there. Got up feeling numbness in both my legs, and back for sitting hunched-back for so long.. the horrible things i have to endure when he is around.. Shit him.. ( but i adore him )

Then it was maths period. Got back math test paper. Ok not bad, had 19/20  (A1) haha, rub it in!

Then another bad news came after 2 periods of maths and double periods of PE, where the STUPID teacher didn't come, so we ended up sitting in class for a whole hour doing NOTHING.. 

Then it was chemistry after. Got back test? yes. 

Pass? yes

A1? NO!!!!!!!!!

A2? NOOOO!!!!!

okok, B4?  *yea* *sobs*

Sickening results for being so complacent and over confident! 

Well, i wasn't complacent hor! I did study, but i left out important words in my answers, hence the low STUPID marks.. Sian.

Down in the dumps i tell u. 

Total guilt?? 3 in total.

Unbelievable day i had. 

Then got home around 5:30 PM, and before i know it. I was butt naked using the com.. ( ok, i was wrapped in a towel, k! )

Used the internet for a while before heading to the showers. Then came both my mom and sis from the salon? ( salon = place where people cut hair????? )

****sis woke up while i was using the com**** hahaha

Then had no choice but to sleep then. So here i am, skipping school- for good reason-. And just now, few minutes ago, HW called.. Phew thought it was my form teacher calling me.. Thankgod.

Anyway, i have forgotten what i wanted to mention about yesterday. So ill Just stop here! 

So long!!

Brendon =D loves h(im)

Ahhh, graduation ceremony for my sis.

Ahh, the sound of relieve-ness, makes one relieved!

Ok, what a heading, i know.

Not as though U never did it before!

HAHA

My Chinese O level Oral ended, but not with a smile on my face that spread across my serious face.

And without fail, once i arrived back home sweet home, and all alone, i yell/jumped/squeal/screeched/roared with joy.

"ITS OVER!!" 

"I DONT NEED TO TOUCH CHINESE EVER AGAIN!"

YES!

Its the truth. 

Yay, i am not worried, cos i could read the passage alright. =D 

Hell Yea.

Nodding my head to the beats of the music stored im my phone, i was so GLAD to Finally read ENGLISH words. ARGH. 

Called Jo and informed her about how it was, and soon, i was on my HANDPHONE for 13 minutes! WTH.. haha.. Dont know if my contract covers that time.. LOL

Yes. Its over.. WEEEEEEEEE!

Im actually laughing.. haha.. 

.NEXT.

Before the week or two before my oral exam, i learnt a term where it describes the guy's PP.

XD

haha.. Im not going to tell.. Cos its a secret.. Dont want to spoil those innocent minds reading my blog. 

I cant seem to think of what i wanted to say/type.. 

Maybe later.. 

Tata. tutu.. Bye!

( my colour theme sucks.. )

Long time no see my blog... miss ya

Miss ya blog! How've u been..  ( listening to sara bareilles-bottle it up )

Anyway, u see dear blog, i haven't been in the mood to blog. Hope u understand Dearest blog!

Heh.

Hmm, many things happened over the month or so. Met new friends Via the Yahoo! answers. Hmm, cool people, but now also like never chat liao.. Sigh.

Then, just recently, i also sort of met a singaporean on Yahoo! answer, but i dont even know his name for goodness sake sia! 

Then, ask him, then he doesn't want to share, so F**K de.

Oh well, guess it's a "secret" like what u said. 

See, he's a closet G*Y, so he like so private about his personal details.

Even his E mails address was a fake one, specially made for friends that he found online. LOL

And so, i have no choice but, to just play along. 

But somehow, he reminded me of someone. (xytb), cos there was once, where i said 

"Hey, there!

Then the (xytb-type of reply) "Yes?"

I was, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!. No way. but after chatting with him after sometime, the more he didnt sound like xytb. HAHAH.. 

But i think it is him? or im i damn wrong?!?

So, june holiday break ended like that! Dont even know what i did during holidays. LOL

( chatting with the mysterious person on MSN) F**king asshole... SIAN like hell. 

Dont even feel like having the conversation.. Like shit.. 

Anyway. i am not in the mood to blog anymore.. Freakz of nature some people.. 

Anyway, be patient. Ill update  more in a couple of days.. Need to go practice chinese oral!

Tomorrow my Chinese O levels oral.. Wish me luck.. =D

LOVEz.. bye

Long time no see my blog... miss ya