Failing is the process of learning.

LOL. Such funny phrase. =D

Today was English paper 1 and 2. Wouldn't say it was easy because i didn't think i wrote well for my compo and letter writing.

Paper 2 - passage A was so hard to read and understand! Damn, had a hard time trying to read and understand the passage..

Overall, i am confident of achieving B3? HAhaha.

But im serious!

OK, stayed back in school today, studied with sak and wei chuan.

Hmm, it was fun, cos that was actually the first time i studied in school.!! But anna keep interrupting.. LOL, then i indirectly "scolded" her.. I feel bad.

Woot, new record set!

Then after-wards. i we played Catching till 5..

GTG. sis bugging AGAIN...

LOve..

Choking on Spicy food?

Like what the title says. Yes, i choked on chilli again. But today wasn't that bad.. LOL

Anyway, i just watched finished a two part documentary on ARMY. I just clicking about on YOUTUBE when i stumbled upon this Video called - the first hundred days -. Ok, i got to admit, i was definitely not prepared for what i was suppose to watch. The training itself is so vigorous.. HOLY.. Based on certain parts of the documentary, i found some parts fun, while some parts were kind of un-comfortable.

Ok, heading over to school. Today, i think i had an argument with art teacher Mr ho. Well i considered it an argument as i was like retaliating and talking back.. Cos i was trying to reason with him that i do do my art, only that i never complete. LOL.

Anyway, today i wasn;t really happy with the spraying of the board... so er, ugly as it didn't have sufficient water effect on it.. Sian, i was hoping samuel would help me, but instead he only offered to splash the water and i do the spraying.. SIGH..

Anyway, i used sakeena's phone to sms xytb. Haha, kept asking him why not he go chat with Brendon(me).. hahaha.

Will blog another part another time.. -.-" sis bugging me..!

LOve..

Starting of my process.

Lets me start of with, I ALMOST CHOKED TO DEATH ON TOM YAM NOODLES TODAY!!!!!!!!! OMG, so spicy, then i suddenly choke while drinking the soup. What the HELL.. My reaction must have too exaggerated. But SERIOUSLY, it burnt my throat, then for a while i couldn't speak.

But anyway, the Main Subject is about "it". Somehow,today whenever i walked over to 5/2, i see him exiting the main door of 5/2. And obviously, being made to forget everything about him, i just turned back and returned to my class. This happened after Chinese during recess.. and EVEN after school. But i couldn't be bothered looking and noticing "it".

I refer him as "it", because i am just trying to brainwash myself, by using IT, instead of his name.. Which i Think is working.

One problem seems to lie in the fact that i simply cannot take my mind of "it". Sak aka my close friend , preferred not letting me what "it" said about me. But i am so eager to know... LOL...

The reason is censored. ( ______________________________________________) for i am a Extremely good friend



And im called a hamster.. AWWWWWW, so adorable.

:) Thanks sak for doing me a favour.

With LOve.

Miserable as ever before.

What a day! It seems like everything's going hay-wire. Unbelievable.

I was practically feeling moody from Physics period onwards. Nonetheless, i had fun after school. We laughed, chatted and even went to look at some friends' blog! LOL.

I cant explain why i felt miserably-talkative as always-in a bubbly mood- feel. Its really annoying. Well, most probably it was during maths period when i somehow felt myself sipping away into darkness- the silent mode i call it - But its really frustrating enough.

Anyway, this post is another update on my day. Dont wanna talk more or even start about detailing my way into my miserable "world".

DAMNIT. my mom saw the letter mr ho sent. Damn, i received a text message VIA my phone, as my mom must have opened the letter box when she was on her way to see my grandma. ! ARGH. Shit, better start doing..

I am Miserably sorry i caused any uneasiness on any of my friends today. Its none of you guys fault.

LOve. Shitty life..

No logic.. None what so ever.

Ok, lets start off with the same topic which i have touched on with. XYTB. It is the same old, what do you expect topic. But this is time it is not on my feelings but rather his pathetic reply when one of my close friends asked him why he never talks to me. Well, being inquisitive to find out the reason, i went along with the plan to investigate further.

And holy BULLSHIT ( sorry ), the reply from him was. Norband (he) has no frequency with me. WHAT THE HELL.. So what the.. Whats that type of reply. Anyone get it.. ? maybe he meant mode? I dont know..

Anyway, i just want to chat with him. Is that so HARD? jeeeeeeez.. So weird ass one.

Crap shit on his stupid-retardedly-ridiculars-BLOODY-ass-freaking reply!

HAHA, too much Vulgarities already.. I have POTTY mouth.. ugh, JUST WANNA CHAT.. THATS ALL, not asking you to die or anything.

:) LOve..

im opening up..? (a bit)

Ok, i have mention my likings for xytb to a couple of my friends. Some acknowledged it, well mostly my close friends did. I have yet to open up. I may not your typical boy boy you see loitering streets glancing at girls walking by or any of those sort for your information. I dont show any bias thinking between any gender or religion, but i think we should accept people who were born like this. I could myself as an example. I liking xytb doesn't proof a whole lot. But now i do, kind of, accept when poeple say i do. I cant change or bluff my way through my whole life can i? I lived in shadows for too long of a time.

Anyway, Introduction OVER. TOday so funny. It was my turn to do the standing board jump test.

I stood at the line, somehow my legs felt unready to jump. I was aiming like 210cm ++

I jump and SHIT i BLOODY hell managed to jump 185+, and i bounced over to 270cm+ lol.... I actually made double jumps.. SIAN. then the class was like laughing, but at least it wasnt THAT embarrassing.. I tried again, the same old numb feeling filled my leg. then jump like 190cm +

So lame lor.. last time i managed to jump 214cm..

Phew, at least mr YEE, was kind. he allowed me to take the 214cm result.. lol

Then moving on to sit reach.. SO STUPID.. kept reaching for 46( for 5 points) but keep getting 44, 45, 43......!!!!!!!

Finally!!! 46.5cm.. LOL what the. Had to reach my arms so far out, it almost dislocated. -.- the PE instructor kept saying"" u want to try again?, u want to try again?, only 45 cm... need 46 to get 5 points..""

Then came the sit ups.. I used to be able to do 40++++++. SHIT, grew fatter, now also can barely do 40./.... WHAT THE SHIT MAN>..

I did manage 34... but HW made it 35, the thiru edited it to 36cm... -.-

Well, better than nothing..

Last of all.. Shuttle Run.. I did 10.88 seconds...YAY.

But only to be put down when i saw i only have 1 STUPID ASS POINT!!!!!!!!! SHIT THAT TEST LA... I thought i could at least get 3 points of id not 5 points!!!

BLOODY HELL. OH, well. i guess my physical condition is slowly declining..!!

FROM gold award on primary school to LIKE BRONZE!!!!!!!!! what the asssssss..(xytb likes someone's assssss)

OH YEA....ms christine tan wanted me and a few friends form 5/2 to stay back to write a report as we were late for the STUPID after recess assembly ..!! BUT thankfully, she gave a chance..

SO shitty, i didnt even realised we were late. didnt hear the bell, COS our class is like situated in the corner, where one block bloacks most of the sound waves!!!! SO hard to hear the ring LA..

went for A maths, kept on laughing and laughing with sak.. ""aiya, u're so stupid la u" ... LOL

Then we had great, enjoying and overall relaxing time playing poker cards...!! My favourite year by far...

Anyway. i have toched bottoms of matters that went on today..

DAY: fun!! :)

LOve. Buh bye... DUHHHHHHH, im a silly stupiddddd boiiii!!!! DUHHHHHHHHHHHHH,,, errrrrrrrr.. bye

Eye to eye?

Today was really weird. i went down late, as i was waiting and staring at mrs cheong. For some reason, i just wanted her to say that she wanted to teach our class.. But, haha, i guess she doesn't want to make 5/2 jealous. Also students from 5/1 were practically fighting and arguing about wantting mrs cheong back. Dang, but i dont find it necessary to do so, as we all should get a chance in getting taught by mrs cheong..

Oh yea. We had science practical this monday.. Mr Chan (keefe) took us as mrs chia didnt come today. Damn, i feel weird.. Keep having eye contact with him. Felt a connection there.. ^^ love him.. Dont know what kind/type of feeling that is.

Anyway, the main topic just so happens to be on XYTB. I made it through one day without mentioning his name. BUT! after school, when i was looking in XYTB's direction, he somehow stared at me. =o Holy. Bless me. We somehow look at each other. But obviously i looked away, trying not to be over the top. But i stared at him!! So cool.. haha lol.

Oh, one more thing. Walking to school when i realised i forgot about my art file. LOL. I was cursing and swearing.. ;P


this is getting a bit too dry. better stop.

LOve xytb. :)

a guy??

I this has really bothered me since the day my eyes fell upon him. It was love at first sight i suppose. I never realised i would be so crazily mad over over him! Its driving me nuts; up the wall. I cant stand it no more.

We have never spoken in person before, ok, maybe a few words, but never a proper conversation. It never occurred to me that i was emotionally and physically attracted to him. I cant explain it. Isnt it the girls are suppose to fall for a guy so SEXY? I mean, i didnt fall for his SEXINESS, but mainly i fell in love with his looks. Maybe one ill transform into a lady and who knows, be his love of his life..

I hate the feeling of having to escape every single time i see him. I hate not talking to him. I like talking to friends, but why in the hack does he not want to talk to me? It bothers me a lot. Its makes me think too much, MAKING my friends think im weird..

It is not me. I am regarded as one of his "school work" friends.. Which somehow doesn't make sense.. (( ill get to his name later)) I would post a photo, but it would be far too OBVIOUS.

Anyway, he is literally taking over my brain. Like a virus infecting a hard-drive of a computer. I find it really really tedious just trying to forget him.. I have tried. Tried where i mentally cant focus on my work!

HOW? someone please suggest a way i can solve my overly obsession of this guy!

I have thoughts where i think of trading bodies with him.. Isnt that too much? You tell me..

HOW??

Beg of you..

His name? > XYTB... Sigh..

I am his so called virtual online friend.. REALITY? I guess not. just want to know what he thinks.

Im addicted.. I need help, urgently.. help..




This post is the FIRST ONE THIS YEAR 2008. ;)

Anyway, i have no relationship, or any sort with him, i just want to befriend with him.

Well, thanks, if you can help advise me.! that would be great!!

With LOve.

PLS, its extremely PRIVATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think IM psychic. Maybe.

reading my blog dated 17 december 2007, i had a shock.

I dreamt i did well, a 4 point aggregate.( for best three subjects)

And BINGO! i was right. Spot on.

Im happy (ecstatic). I never would have thought i get an A1 for art. I mean, come on, i hate art since the day i started it to be honest. I hated the stress of having to think of ways to elaborate my drawings, shortage of time to complete an artwork, and... ( pauses to think) colouring. I hated colouring, because it always meant that i had to be perfect from the start. My art had to be perfect otherwise its shit to me.

Not only did i thought i chose the wrong decision back in sec 3, i wanted desperately to switch to POA. But i just seemed to go along with the 'art' flow. doing what i had to do. I was unhappy. Until sec 4, my teacher Mr Ho, advised me to take up creative drawing instead of batik. Which i did. My first time drawing on such an ENORMOUS board! But i guess Mr Ho knew what he was doing. He was helping me achieve my A1. And he did.

And For that. I THANK YOU SO MUCH MR HO!!

My Paper 1 for art ( coursework ) was well done, but i screwed up Paper 2 for art. Fortunately, i still prevail.

Thanks god.

I am happy with my results. At least i believed myself and did my best.

Well, im glad my friends will make it next year.

Coolness.

Bye.

OMG, most nerve-wrecking moment i have ever experienced!!!

18 dec 2007, knowing ma results for N level.

Had dreams ( nightmares? ) that i fail and doing well, it felt so realistic for goodness sake.

Today, i dreamt of myself doing so well. 4 points. FANTASTIC, i even cried when i was going to collect my result.

I was ecstatic. But then i woke up, and slept again. And then i had another dream; of the same topic!

This time it was >5 points and i felt disappointed. AHHHHHHH, talk about scary.

HOPEFULLY I DO EXTREMELY WELL, AND PROMOTE.

Sigh, tomorrow's the actual day. I'll finally know the truth damn it.

I noticed something, as the day comes nearer, i feel more scared.

this was what i wanted to finish and post a few weeks back. And i still haven't finish. ( part one )

The you in my previous post is ME. Me writing the story, Get it? lol

Continued from : Thinking hard; you finally recalled that its the first day in a new school and environment, everything about it is new, even the teachers and students. It was to be a brand new day in New Town Secondary School. Not knowing what was to come, you headed to school just like what you did back in primary school.

Strange looking students stare at you as you enter the hall, and you peer back into their black-beady eyes, trying to show them that you're just any normal kid they see. Nonetheless, you feel a bit isolated because people all around seem to be happily chatting except you.

Introduction of teachers and ice-breaking sessions for students were conducted in the hall. So there's you feeling a little shy around the crowd of people, not knowing what to say about yourself, you suddenly feel the confidence to speak, and there, everyone there knows about you.

Heading on towards class, a gangsterish-looking, tall (wesley, thats U) student came up to you and ask for your PSLE score, and timidly you gave the answer. Well, maybe not that kind of description.. LOL

Although the gangsterish-looking guy had higher PSLE score than you, you both still managed to befriends.

That was how the story started.

Me (Brendon) recalling what i saw about wesley. Wesley was an extremely focused person, knowing his aims in life and so on.
Wesley sat in the front, where the teacher table was, listening so attentively, making sure every single detail went in, and there was me, sitting behind Alex ( i think ), maybe Huan Wei.

Anyway, Wesley was not really opened to me at first, and he used to prank me by calling me and making that silly but scary voice ( i dont know how to discribe it, but dude, you really scared the hell out of me )

Im serious about that being very scared. I still remember my heart was beating so rapidly, DAMN YOU.. LOL

I think the story part is over. Need more reality on blogs mah.

I could still remember Wesley didnt even want to tell me his chinese name, er, not sure why though. lol

Sec 1, hmm, i definitely remember the after chases we had Wesley, running in and out of the classrooms was fun.

And not forgetting the times when you suddenly turn zombie-like to scare me, and some more the classroom lights were OFF.
EeeeeK, i was so freaked out that i snatched my bag and ran out of the class, if you still can remember.

Secret corner in the library, wow, thats definitely something to remember for the rest of our lifes. Nothing happened okay, just mutual friendship and plain young minds. We were very young that time.

TO BE CONTINUED IN PART 2.

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BYE .

.. title-less ..

I love A maths lesson, especially with mrs ng teaching us.

Something bummer i heard from my teacher was that next year on, we'll be taking the new syllabus. -.- sucks

Then something i heard today really totally burst my bubble. Sets going to be in E-maths. BUT circular measure is going to be in E-maths too. So cool.

Not 100% sure about that, but i just hate sets. Hate sets because i cant do it. Ugh. LOL

Anyway, im still thinking whether im going to post what i wrote the past two-three weeks.
We'll see.

It has been raining everyday. I mean EVERYDAY. And imagine, Singapore actually flooded.(that was days ago.)

My post is gradually getting boring. Im stopping okay. FINE

Bye.

Wooot

YAY!, i have been well for two days so far. YAY, im so happy.

You wouldn't know what its like when you're finally able to eat a proper meal, when you could not when you were sick before.

So, but one advantage i find being sick helped me was that it'll make me skinny. lol
Well, at least to an extent where i lost 1 kg.
But the most i ever lost for being sick was i think 4 kg? Which includes tonnes of vomitting.

Anyway, i was hoping to finish something i started like two weeks back. Hopefully.

I just want to finish it!!!

Ok, not much newsy today. So im stopping here.

Bye, sigh for the short posty.

ugh, im feeling miserable!

Just as my dry throat, and pounding head ache seem to disappear into thin air, another ache come along.

And this time, i feel pain with every deep breathe i take, every turn i take to my left ! Even laughing is a torture.

Yup, you may have gotten it right, but some my not.

I HAVE THIS STUPID LEFT SHOULDER ACHE!!!!!!!!!!

Speak of BAD luck.

LOL

I may have slept so wrongly the night before.

Anyway, i hope that stupid, sickening and not forgetting painful ache runs out of my body before i use a butter and dig it out!

Sounds so gruesome. lol

Im just not going to laugh for the whole day. Maybe i cant forever. Damn, then Earth would really miss my charm.

Bye. :P

nightmares

I just had a nightmare, 2nd december 2007, and i woke up at 730am, talk about body alarm clock. LOL

And for the pst few days, i hadn't been feeling my greatest, because i am sick.
My throats dry, my eyeball hurts when i try to look up, down, left, and right, my head had this weird pain as though someone was pounding my head with a hammer and lastly my body seems to hurt whenever i turn.

My back hurts but its getting better.
The worst part was that 3 days ago, i felt so cold. My foot was freezing, and i could barely squeeze my hand into a fist.

Anyway, i think im feeling better after that stupid nightmare i had earlier on.

I think i was moaning in my sleep just now. LOL

Anyway, i hope to recover soon enough, and what a drag, i have to go school tomorrow for A-maths lessons.

Ok, ill still haven't finish on one of my post. That post is long.

Ok then. guess i'll just walk around my house, im afraid that when i go sleep, ill dream about it AGAIN.

The dream is kind of hard to describe, but DAMN was i panicking .

Im sleepy.

Bye.

... out of words ..

Wesley's leaving for Hong Kong. Yes, he is. Not happy-happy, but sad-weird-happy, its undescribeable( whats with the red dots) DID I JUST SPELL UNDESCRIBEABLE WRONGLY..! Dang, i've been playing so much game, that i even lost my ability to spell, gee, whats up with that..

I've just checked the Dictionary, and i am still not able to find that word - im serious - Dont you just hate it when u cant find the words you want in the dictionary, thus leading to this misleading thinking that the Dictionary sucks. Yes, that occurs to me most oftenly that i have lost count.

Argh. You start getting angry, and frustrated, mixture of anxiety, knowing that any moment now you will start ripping the pages of the Dictionary, ok ok, calm down now, no point getting all worked up right?

Then you enter "Dictionary.com" into the URL, and then you realize, what?, why the hell am i even on the website?!?, i cant even spell the word for goodness sake.

All hopes have evaporated into hell knows what, and then an idea flashes into your head. Ah HAH, i got it, i'll just give up trying to spell the word i want and come up with another!

Phew- a sigh of relief -, then came stress, brain cells working as hard as they can trying to fit another word into that sentence, but all effort seems to be useless because your vocabulary SUCKS.

Knowing this, you fall to your knees begging and whining"" WHY AM I SO STUPID "" and before you even notice, the word magically appears in your mind/head.

Phew, that was hard work, at least i tried..

You throw your pen down, and start to relax, AHhhhh, at least now i know its possible..

Then came this annoying buzzing sound that never seemed to go away. You try to fight it off, as though there was an irritating bug flying beside your ear.

" THUD!!! "

You woke up, and realized you're on the floor beside your bed, saliva dripping off your side of your cheeks, when you suddenly realized you're late for school.

Thinking back in time on what you did the day before, you recalled nothing.

Thinking hard; you....

Hmm, you seem to have a writers' block..

What?!?, i was writing a story? ,.. shit. I better go..

Dang, back to reality, Wesley's going, sobs :'-( .. at least he is not going forever, right wesley.. :)

I missed the memories spent. Why do time seems to be zipping by when we look back at the past?

Shit.. im feeling down at the moment yo, ... ...

Ps, wesley, if you're in Hong Kong reading this blog, be sure not to worry so much about accents.. try being your self, but be the cooler self. Okay? we'll keep in touch Wesley.. even if it means i have to fly to Hong Kong.. LOL

Okay, heard HK dim sum are very delicious.. lol nah, just want you to enjoy yourself back in HK..

Bye,
Brendon

22 november 2007

Ahh, the 22nd of november 2007 can go down in history of what's fun in my life.. lol

We, namely, nat, nat's bro, joan, wes, sandy, yipeng, royce, huijuan, lastly not forgetting me, lol

Wes came about this gathering on Thanksgiving day- i suppose - well, i would have regretted not going..

Anyway, wes and i arrived at nat's place, but before that we were out shoppin' for gifts to exchange.. Well, he and i bought this keychain which was freakin' ex, based that that keychain was small in size, smaller than my palm.. Anyway, its not a biggy deal, the special will remember me that way.. lol I wont go into details where we went to buy it, but its somewhere in Jurong East.

Next we headed for Nat's house.. we were the first to arrive, haha, and guess what greeted and welcomed us, Nat's RABBIT!! talk about cute, fur was so soft, as though i was touching cashmere (is that how u spell it??) and not forgetting her big, spacious house..

Soon, the guest were arrivin' one by one.. maybe not literally one at a time, but they came in groups..

I have to admit that i was really shy at first, seriously lor, but i sort of tried to ignore my shyness.

Anyway, since we all had gifts, we all decided to hide them in Nat's living room (Hall) but somehow, Nat's brother spilled where i hid my present.. argh, lol

Then we had dinner on her balcony, WOW, its big, never have i seen such a big and long, that stretch from from one side of the hall to the other side..! And the food was great, long time since i had home-cooked food. YUMM !

But i ate like the same old thing each time, only taking the potato. califlower and the egg grenched in tomato sauce and i tried one of those meat, not sure how to spell..

Yes,i forgot, just before dinner, we sat in a circle outside on her balcony, and we went round in a circle(clockwise) on a thank you message to someone u want to thank.

we exchanged meaningful messages of each other, although i am new in that group, i sort of feel welcomed and warm.

Then after dinner we talked about the nightmares we had, some were scary, but some were really interesting, made me want to dream of that particular dream.. lol

To elaborate further, we HJ introduced this story-telling like game where each person would say a paragraph that links to what the person said.

And on the first round, it finally came to my turn, well, i felt really damn it freakin' shy, and i was getting my brain juices to work and try to come up with something, and finally i DID, wooooooooot.

i think it made people laugh at what i said, it felt great.. it was my first time doing something that involves me speaking in public..

But that was getting old because all of us were like tired and hate to think.. so it was 1030, people had to leave and so did i..

Yawn, i reached home about 1120ish phew thank god my mom didnt scold me for coming after 11 . lol .

So, summarizing everthing, i had a great day..

Im now watchin' "" The Devil Wears Prada "" on cable so i want to leave.. lol

so maybe i will elaborate more some other day..

Bye, love
Bredon
(Ps, joan fell) i wanted to burst out laughing, but i know it was a harsh fall that she took.. so i had to be sensitive

i dont even know where to start!!..

YOUTUBE.. wesley called asking me what i felt about him on his video blog that he recently posted on YOUTUBE..

Things didnt turn out what i expected..

Wesley made a second video with me in it, well not my body but my voice..

Kind of like ' you hear him, but u dont see type ' and yes, i was FREAKIN' NERVOUS, my mind went blank, and i just could not start a conversation all of a sudden..

I mean, its weird having to heard 'world-wide' for the first time in my life, and it kind of made me FAKE. I was not the real me, meaning i was trying too hard to sound good on he's video.. LOL

Just didnt turn out the way i wanted..

Anyway, wesley will be posting the video on YOUTUBE, and i promise ( eagerly ) want to see how it turned out.. :P

Im shocked, even now, i cant express how i really felt at that moment..!

DAMN< wesley!! why.. WHY.. lol

No worries, ill get over it, unless the video receives bad comments.. My name was even said on video.. ARGH

Sigh, im gonna kill myself..

Lol, not that drastic though..

Anyway, ill see how wesley edited the video.. Hopefully it turned out great.. hahaha

for now,
BYE
Brendon

im back, with new and exciting stuff that involves me..( mostly )

Ever wondered how the Universe was created? ever wondered how each and everyone of us are related to one another?

Well, this questions could almost be answered, but a lot of researches has to be done..

The universe was somewhat created by what scientist call it " The Big Bang ". I believed it was so. To what seemed the impossible, it has been finally made( or somewhat proven ) that universe was indeed created by the Big Bang..

Cool.. The universe was only a 'bubble-like' shaped, ant that was knowed to be the 'universe'. As the universe expanded, gravity split up the four 'atoms' which includes the weak and stronge nuclear forces, electromagnetism, and lastly gravity.. It must have made the 'bubble-like' universe unstable or some sort, because it made the what know now-the Big Bang-. from the documentary telecast on The History Channel ( channel 8 on starhub cable ) It took billions of years to form today's universe which is 1500+ billion light years wide ( or maybe wider than that, im just recalling what i watched on TV ) .. Just amazing

One particular person in the show, really made everything as clear as seeing things under the microscope.. Anyway, he said, everyone on earth are biologically common, and are part of the Earth chemically, and are part the universe atomically.. WOW.. i wont go further into details partly 'cos i do not really understand how, and i have yet to..

Besides these, i had almost fell and banged my 'jimmy neutron-like head' against the bathroom wall, phew, thanks god and jesus.. that happened three times on the same day.. Imagine.. Slippin' and sliding on the wet bathroom tiled floor.. But i giggled at it.. I mean, dont we all love to see people in mishap, especailly at occasion where u just could not see anything worse the person could get and than it happens.. haha, i love it..!!

sigh, im having hard times at home, my mom cant stand the sight of me playing games or even using the computer..

IM waiting for my results on 17 december.. Oh yeah..

time to sign off before my mom starts nagging at me for using the com for too long..( its only have been 2 hours ) pfffffff..

bye
Brendon

long time no post..

hey ya'll, im back after a prolonged period of time.. LOL, well, i haven't really been busy, but i just couldn't be bothered..( shhh )
im just lazy, we'll just stick to that shall we..

our dog has really GROWN, well not really in size( a bit though ) , but in character wise.. he has been biting, nibbling, chewing, and the list goes on for stuff describing the mouth feature.. and that really bothers me- a lot -.. perhaps i have not had anyone biting or even nipping me, especially with SHARP teeth.. we'll i just try not getting my hand in chewing-distance with the dog's mouth (teeth)..

the dog even learnt how to growl.. WOW, thats a new one-indeed-.. lol, and i get scared and wild thoughts keeps flashing back, wondering if the dog would suddenly turn his head back, with eyes piercing into mine, body in the pouncing position ready for attack.. it really do scares me, i think u would too if you were the only one at home at night trying to play with the dog..

anyway, enough of scary and imaginative doggy stories, and time to get down to business.. well, keefe chan finally accpeted me friends request on friendster- sent him one like a week back or so-.. anyway, its not that i know him well enough to do that, but i thought it was fun to add him.. but after i clicked the sendy button, i came back to my senses, and realised " OMFG, what have i done!!! " mind the 'F', its freakin'.. =P i started feeling so guilty, as though i did something wrong- its nothing wrong -, but u know, whats sent on the internet, you cannot retrieve it... thats what i thought at the moment, but as days pass, i didnt get the accept email, and so i gave up wating, until today (8 november 2007), opened my hotmail inbox and there it was, the top of the list stating " keefe is now your friend on friendster " OMG, its nothing, but i feel kind of weird adding a teacher as a friends on friendster.. o.O

well i have one more friend, hahaha.

now for some silly info on what i did the past week, well NOTHING, NOTHING AT ALL.. ok not literally nothing, but it felt like nothing.. lol.. okay, i played games, i mean when did i ever had so much fun playing a game.. i mean, everyone should know that u get sick of something from time to time right? but in this situation, i dont ever ( maybe not ever ) feel sick of it.. and yup, my moms' nagging for playing the game all day.. hehehe.. i fell bad, but at least the game is free, meaning no money needed to pay to play the game.. unless its the internet- thats a different story - ..

well, i have mainly rubbish in this post, should go continue the gaming.. WOOOOOOH... ...

and not to forget, even after my O level maths exams were over, i am still doing maths.. ( wesley's O level maths book ) thanks to you wes, i wont spend the whole day playing.. :)

ok, im going, byyeee... ... ...

love,
Brendon.. PS, ( i keep typing my name as breodon most of the time ) lol , im so used to typing the 'o'

hahaha