... out of words ..

Wesley's leaving for Hong Kong. Yes, he is. Not happy-happy, but sad-weird-happy, its undescribeable( whats with the red dots) DID I JUST SPELL UNDESCRIBEABLE WRONGLY..! Dang, i've been playing so much game, that i even lost my ability to spell, gee, whats up with that..

I've just checked the Dictionary, and i am still not able to find that word - im serious - Dont you just hate it when u cant find the words you want in the dictionary, thus leading to this misleading thinking that the Dictionary sucks. Yes, that occurs to me most oftenly that i have lost count.

Argh. You start getting angry, and frustrated, mixture of anxiety, knowing that any moment now you will start ripping the pages of the Dictionary, ok ok, calm down now, no point getting all worked up right?

Then you enter "Dictionary.com" into the URL, and then you realize, what?, why the hell am i even on the website?!?, i cant even spell the word for goodness sake.

All hopes have evaporated into hell knows what, and then an idea flashes into your head. Ah HAH, i got it, i'll just give up trying to spell the word i want and come up with another!

Phew- a sigh of relief -, then came stress, brain cells working as hard as they can trying to fit another word into that sentence, but all effort seems to be useless because your vocabulary SUCKS.

Knowing this, you fall to your knees begging and whining"" WHY AM I SO STUPID "" and before you even notice, the word magically appears in your mind/head.

Phew, that was hard work, at least i tried..

You throw your pen down, and start to relax, AHhhhh, at least now i know its possible..

Then came this annoying buzzing sound that never seemed to go away. You try to fight it off, as though there was an irritating bug flying beside your ear.

" THUD!!! "

You woke up, and realized you're on the floor beside your bed, saliva dripping off your side of your cheeks, when you suddenly realized you're late for school.

Thinking back in time on what you did the day before, you recalled nothing.

Thinking hard; you....

Hmm, you seem to have a writers' block..

What?!?, i was writing a story? ,.. shit. I better go..

Dang, back to reality, Wesley's going, sobs :'-( .. at least he is not going forever, right wesley.. :)

I missed the memories spent. Why do time seems to be zipping by when we look back at the past?

Shit.. im feeling down at the moment yo, ... ...

Ps, wesley, if you're in Hong Kong reading this blog, be sure not to worry so much about accents.. try being your self, but be the cooler self. Okay? we'll keep in touch Wesley.. even if it means i have to fly to Hong Kong.. LOL

Okay, heard HK dim sum are very delicious.. lol nah, just want you to enjoy yourself back in HK..

Bye,
Brendon

22 november 2007

Ahh, the 22nd of november 2007 can go down in history of what's fun in my life.. lol

We, namely, nat, nat's bro, joan, wes, sandy, yipeng, royce, huijuan, lastly not forgetting me, lol

Wes came about this gathering on Thanksgiving day- i suppose - well, i would have regretted not going..

Anyway, wes and i arrived at nat's place, but before that we were out shoppin' for gifts to exchange.. Well, he and i bought this keychain which was freakin' ex, based that that keychain was small in size, smaller than my palm.. Anyway, its not a biggy deal, the special will remember me that way.. lol I wont go into details where we went to buy it, but its somewhere in Jurong East.

Next we headed for Nat's house.. we were the first to arrive, haha, and guess what greeted and welcomed us, Nat's RABBIT!! talk about cute, fur was so soft, as though i was touching cashmere (is that how u spell it??) and not forgetting her big, spacious house..

Soon, the guest were arrivin' one by one.. maybe not literally one at a time, but they came in groups..

I have to admit that i was really shy at first, seriously lor, but i sort of tried to ignore my shyness.

Anyway, since we all had gifts, we all decided to hide them in Nat's living room (Hall) but somehow, Nat's brother spilled where i hid my present.. argh, lol

Then we had dinner on her balcony, WOW, its big, never have i seen such a big and long, that stretch from from one side of the hall to the other side..! And the food was great, long time since i had home-cooked food. YUMM !

But i ate like the same old thing each time, only taking the potato. califlower and the egg grenched in tomato sauce and i tried one of those meat, not sure how to spell..

Yes,i forgot, just before dinner, we sat in a circle outside on her balcony, and we went round in a circle(clockwise) on a thank you message to someone u want to thank.

we exchanged meaningful messages of each other, although i am new in that group, i sort of feel welcomed and warm.

Then after dinner we talked about the nightmares we had, some were scary, but some were really interesting, made me want to dream of that particular dream.. lol

To elaborate further, we HJ introduced this story-telling like game where each person would say a paragraph that links to what the person said.

And on the first round, it finally came to my turn, well, i felt really damn it freakin' shy, and i was getting my brain juices to work and try to come up with something, and finally i DID, wooooooooot.

i think it made people laugh at what i said, it felt great.. it was my first time doing something that involves me speaking in public..

But that was getting old because all of us were like tired and hate to think.. so it was 1030, people had to leave and so did i..

Yawn, i reached home about 1120ish phew thank god my mom didnt scold me for coming after 11 . lol .

So, summarizing everthing, i had a great day..

Im now watchin' "" The Devil Wears Prada "" on cable so i want to leave.. lol

so maybe i will elaborate more some other day..

Bye, love
Bredon
(Ps, joan fell) i wanted to burst out laughing, but i know it was a harsh fall that she took.. so i had to be sensitive

i dont even know where to start!!..

YOUTUBE.. wesley called asking me what i felt about him on his video blog that he recently posted on YOUTUBE..

Things didnt turn out what i expected..

Wesley made a second video with me in it, well not my body but my voice..

Kind of like ' you hear him, but u dont see type ' and yes, i was FREAKIN' NERVOUS, my mind went blank, and i just could not start a conversation all of a sudden..

I mean, its weird having to heard 'world-wide' for the first time in my life, and it kind of made me FAKE. I was not the real me, meaning i was trying too hard to sound good on he's video.. LOL

Just didnt turn out the way i wanted..

Anyway, wesley will be posting the video on YOUTUBE, and i promise ( eagerly ) want to see how it turned out.. :P

Im shocked, even now, i cant express how i really felt at that moment..!

DAMN< wesley!! why.. WHY.. lol

No worries, ill get over it, unless the video receives bad comments.. My name was even said on video.. ARGH

Sigh, im gonna kill myself..

Lol, not that drastic though..

Anyway, ill see how wesley edited the video.. Hopefully it turned out great.. hahaha

for now,
BYE
Brendon

im back, with new and exciting stuff that involves me..( mostly )

Ever wondered how the Universe was created? ever wondered how each and everyone of us are related to one another?

Well, this questions could almost be answered, but a lot of researches has to be done..

The universe was somewhat created by what scientist call it " The Big Bang ". I believed it was so. To what seemed the impossible, it has been finally made( or somewhat proven ) that universe was indeed created by the Big Bang..

Cool.. The universe was only a 'bubble-like' shaped, ant that was knowed to be the 'universe'. As the universe expanded, gravity split up the four 'atoms' which includes the weak and stronge nuclear forces, electromagnetism, and lastly gravity.. It must have made the 'bubble-like' universe unstable or some sort, because it made the what know now-the Big Bang-. from the documentary telecast on The History Channel ( channel 8 on starhub cable ) It took billions of years to form today's universe which is 1500+ billion light years wide ( or maybe wider than that, im just recalling what i watched on TV ) .. Just amazing

One particular person in the show, really made everything as clear as seeing things under the microscope.. Anyway, he said, everyone on earth are biologically common, and are part of the Earth chemically, and are part the universe atomically.. WOW.. i wont go further into details partly 'cos i do not really understand how, and i have yet to..

Besides these, i had almost fell and banged my 'jimmy neutron-like head' against the bathroom wall, phew, thanks god and jesus.. that happened three times on the same day.. Imagine.. Slippin' and sliding on the wet bathroom tiled floor.. But i giggled at it.. I mean, dont we all love to see people in mishap, especailly at occasion where u just could not see anything worse the person could get and than it happens.. haha, i love it..!!

sigh, im having hard times at home, my mom cant stand the sight of me playing games or even using the computer..

IM waiting for my results on 17 december.. Oh yeah..

time to sign off before my mom starts nagging at me for using the com for too long..( its only have been 2 hours ) pfffffff..

bye
Brendon

long time no post..

hey ya'll, im back after a prolonged period of time.. LOL, well, i haven't really been busy, but i just couldn't be bothered..( shhh )
im just lazy, we'll just stick to that shall we..

our dog has really GROWN, well not really in size( a bit though ) , but in character wise.. he has been biting, nibbling, chewing, and the list goes on for stuff describing the mouth feature.. and that really bothers me- a lot -.. perhaps i have not had anyone biting or even nipping me, especially with SHARP teeth.. we'll i just try not getting my hand in chewing-distance with the dog's mouth (teeth)..

the dog even learnt how to growl.. WOW, thats a new one-indeed-.. lol, and i get scared and wild thoughts keeps flashing back, wondering if the dog would suddenly turn his head back, with eyes piercing into mine, body in the pouncing position ready for attack.. it really do scares me, i think u would too if you were the only one at home at night trying to play with the dog..

anyway, enough of scary and imaginative doggy stories, and time to get down to business.. well, keefe chan finally accpeted me friends request on friendster- sent him one like a week back or so-.. anyway, its not that i know him well enough to do that, but i thought it was fun to add him.. but after i clicked the sendy button, i came back to my senses, and realised " OMFG, what have i done!!! " mind the 'F', its freakin'.. =P i started feeling so guilty, as though i did something wrong- its nothing wrong -, but u know, whats sent on the internet, you cannot retrieve it... thats what i thought at the moment, but as days pass, i didnt get the accept email, and so i gave up wating, until today (8 november 2007), opened my hotmail inbox and there it was, the top of the list stating " keefe is now your friend on friendster " OMG, its nothing, but i feel kind of weird adding a teacher as a friends on friendster.. o.O

well i have one more friend, hahaha.

now for some silly info on what i did the past week, well NOTHING, NOTHING AT ALL.. ok not literally nothing, but it felt like nothing.. lol.. okay, i played games, i mean when did i ever had so much fun playing a game.. i mean, everyone should know that u get sick of something from time to time right? but in this situation, i dont ever ( maybe not ever ) feel sick of it.. and yup, my moms' nagging for playing the game all day.. hehehe.. i fell bad, but at least the game is free, meaning no money needed to pay to play the game.. unless its the internet- thats a different story - ..

well, i have mainly rubbish in this post, should go continue the gaming.. WOOOOOOH... ...

and not to forget, even after my O level maths exams were over, i am still doing maths.. ( wesley's O level maths book ) thanks to you wes, i wont spend the whole day playing.. :)

ok, im going, byyeee... ... ...

love,
Brendon.. PS, ( i keep typing my name as breodon most of the time ) lol , im so used to typing the 'o'

hahaha

O level maths.. diao!!!!!

O level maths.. first thing that enters my mind is difficulty.. well not so after i looked at the paper.. both paper 1 and 2 are relatively simple, just an upgrade of N level maths.. sian, i was so worried-sick about the fact that i would not know anything when i sit for the paper.. but not to let myself get to confident.. i felt it was a simple paper though i left some blanks, but overall, it made me think differently of Cambridge Exams.. hopefully they do not see this, or else they'll make it tougher .. :P

paper was almost a stroll in the park but some questions got me trap.. some question are so easy that its almost like a give-away marks, but like what i said, being too high-up could lead to one's downfall.. anyway, i am not really confident of scoring good grades for paper, but i think im able to pass..

whereas for paper 2, its kind of easy-hard, the way they ask the questions are really tricky and u have to spot it right, or else the marks are lost.. well, i got tricked a couple of times, but at least it made me open my eyes to spot MORE.. lol

monday and tuesday, were just mainly spent on maths, and guessed what, i found the interest in doing maths and to study again, guess its just a moments thing..

anyway, today i sort of met up with wesley.. and we chat, took pictures with his other friends whom i find rather funny.. but whats funnier is the fact that wesley gave me all his O level maths assessment books.. i was so shocked, followed by wesley's friend-sandy- who willingly gave me her book.. thats sweet, but you know, my bag actually weighted a tonne.. seriously, those books were really heavy, feels like im carrying rocks on my shoulder.. lol

but the fact is that i find it so awesome for someone to actually give me their books.. i felt i was a garung-guni man, but who cares, its free and it still looks good, not as if the covers are falling apart or anything like that..

after eating lunch with wesley and his group of friends, i left to meet up with an primary school friend.. sweet.. we talked about maths, and i felt kind of stupid after dicussing the answers we had for the maths exam.. though many were the same, i felt stupid for leaving out easy questions... that sucks..!!

well, if i do not get at least a B3 or an A2, i will have to retake meaning more money spent on that subject.. sigh, i just pray i can get the grade i want- A2 - ... thats a wish i wish to come through..

ok, love ya'll
Brendon

the 26th of october..

ok, i didnt go school today, cos number one, i could not be bothered.. two, i dont want to know what im gonna get from mr goh for being late again for the third time this week.. lastly, my uniform cannot be used (for some reason, i cant say)..

well, my mom is going to work, which also means that i have to stay home with the dog.. there's nothing wrong with that, but i am going to be alone with it for more than approx. 3 hours... ARGH.. i just played with the dog, and looks as though it wanted to bite my hand!!!!!!!!! i was so scared la, i kept on moving my hand away.. the dog's mouth was open, in way it looks as though it was gonna bite me.. so what should i do?? i feel evil by not playing with it, but at the same time afraid he would shit/pee anytime when he is out of its cage.. im scared of dog's cannine teeth.. u know those sharp teeth which they use to rip apart stuff.. (could be my hand next) LOL

anyway, im half chatting, half typing thos post, cos i wanted to find out how the day went in school today.. so, yup the same-o-same-o things were happening, O level maths lesson.. sigh.. next week is the actually O level maths paper and im still even prepared, or should i say, have not even started preparing..!!! well, im lazy after 3 weeks of fun.. JEEz.. hehehe

im just letting time pass by, seems fast i should say.. lol, the dog is wining ( wine ), i dont really know how to spell, and it seems as though the dictionary doesnt even have it.. so maybe there is no such of a word.. lol..

i still cant accuratelly tell what the dog really wants, sometimes he wines because he's a lone, other times he wines because he eagerly needs to pee/shit.. so its kind of hard to read dog minds.. haha,

i am pretty digusted at the fact that the dog pee and shit any where he wants, i mean, its gross ( dont u all think so? ) so, for this weekend, i guess i would be studying and practising my maths, and im hoping to at least score an A on the maths paper.. seems hard if u ask me, but its do-able..

for your information, i cant tell if the dog is happy or not.. lol

anyway, love
Brendon

well, its kind of a blurr....... .......

ok, the 24th of october is definitely a date to remember for us(meaning my family and i). well, its the dog we purchased this month.. and today we went to coolect him.. yea, he's cute and all, but when we went to pick him up, he must have really scared/afraid by the injection he just got that he peed, and yup, you guessed it right, it really did stink.. but throughout the day, he got better..

we brought him home, played with him for 2 hours approx. and still he wants to play.. he kept wanting more play.. but i guessed he had a bad tummy ache, 'cos he shat (past tense of shit), its not the normal shit where its hard, instead it was soft and smelly, smelt something like human diarrhoea.. YUP, thats how it really look-smelt like.. jeeez, i was so shock, never in my life have i clean after someone, especially cleaning after someone's shit !!!! well, its a real life experience, meaning that it is like taking care of a baby.. -.- lol

i feel stress knowing that he keeps on staring at you.. its cute, but it somewhat gets on my nerves.. LOL, nah, not to that extent where im pissed.. sigh, its what i call a learning experiance..

but i think gradually it gets better right? haha..

additional info----- birth date: 9 august 2007, breed: chihuahua, colour: Brown

haha, its birthday also falls on singapore's national day, isn't that just so wonderful..?

FINALLY the dog is sleeping.. hahaha, thanks god..

ok ill stop here for today, and will update more on the dog tomorrow.. =P

love,
Brendon

great day.. with a little of mishap

ok,ok, i woke up late again today, about 7:20 am, a minute later compared to yesterday.. LOL, anyway, i was caught by Mr. Goh again for being late, and he told me to report to the General Office, which i didnt, phew, thank god he did not come looking for me, unless i would have gotten hell from him.. sigh

i was in class praying that he wouldn't pop by.. thankfull he didnt, but still i had to avoid him for the rest of the day, even fell down la!! so embarrassing.. >< walked by the long way, and ended up tripping, scraped my knee and injured my palms.. so i guess, the moral of the story, dont take long routes, unless u see the need to OR there is not short cuts..

anyway, i had a fun time after O level maths lesson.. friends and i played UNO and poker cards.. kept laughing uncontrollably.. today was really unlike any other, had the high and lows.. LOL, but hopefully Mr. Goh would not question me why i didnt report to the Office..

but there's a situation i cant seem to figure.. even though exams may have been over for us, i still dont see the need for Mr. Goh being so un-forgiving.. i mean, couldn't he have closed one eye? he's always saying this praticular phrase to me " if u come school late, mind as well dont come? " huh, doesnt that have no meaning? u want to learn (go to school to learn) even if you're late.. doesn't that somewhat makes me a 'good' student? LOL.. i made the effort to come though.. i have always leant that coming to school even if u have woken up late, is still better than you missing out on a day's lessons.. doesn't this makes more sense??

anyway, enough on the Mr. Goh topic, making me sick.. lol

love,
Brendon

PS, additonal info

IM TAKING THE O LEVEL MATHS PAPER NEXT MONDAY... WHHHHHOOOOOOOO, cant wait.. lol , but i know i am scared but i dont seem to even show.. lol

extra lessons.. sigh

let me first begin by saying that, i hate the fact that even my N levels are over, i still have to follow school rules and stuff. i mean, yea, im still in school uniform, but whats the point.. i hate that i still have to arrive in school on time, and even arriving just a few minutes late has caused me a stupid bad remark.. JEEEEEEZZ.. which also brings me to another point-normal-day lessons-. ugh, i came to school late-by like 5 minutes or so- and i overheard that a teacher is going to teach and relief us.. DAMN was i not in the mood.. still having normal-day lessons even after the Cambridge Examinations.. sian.. but on top of that, the day really went fine, much more enjoyable then the last few times i came to school..

hmm, and then played basketball.. it was so hot, as in the sun was directly directing its UV rays at us.. and i guess i got sun burn, my face and arms are slightly red..lol..

i kind of felt as though i didnt play my best, i felt as though i caused my team to lose... lol.. but factors like my shoes were falling apart, could have made me slow in reacting, the sole of my shoes kept on being stepped on, think my shoe now is busted..! think i can sandles to school?? still deciding though..

anyway, today wasnt that bad, but i ended up getting all sweaty, and thats my first day of the week.. sigh, and its smelly i should say..

oh, yea, today was O level Additional maths paper.. OMG, i was so nervous for some reason.. lol.. maybe its just the same feeling like on the day i sat for my N level Additional maths paper..

scared it will be very hard, ..etc

i guess ill stop here then, im really tired, came home and slept from 3 to 7.. haha, must have been the basketball..

ok, anway, i wanna wish all my friends taking the O levels this year good luck(break a leg), even goes out to those whom i am not close to..

love, good luck
Brendon

where do i start?

ok, the past few days were really weird.. firstly, i had dreams about my friends, and PS, its not a good thing.. in a way that affects me.. but you know, sometimes dreams really are the truth, maybe they can predict the future.. i dont know.. im just being kind of unrealistic, but hey, i felt the same way in my dreams.. -it may have been true-

anyway, i have have been busy playing the past few days, that is why i hadn't blog, but i have great news.. WE GOT A DOG .. cool eh? well for me it is, and im pretty excited :P cant wait to train it and have fun with the dog.. i have longed to have a dog,. so its kind of a dream come true, but dont get me wrong, i was not dreaming about dogs..

still haven't have a name for the dog yet though, still debating on names, some rather ridiculous.. anyway, i was hoping that i would push myself to go to school for O level maths lessons, but im just too lazy!! DAMN>< the O level math exam is somewhere around the end of october and i still have topics i am not sure of-probability- ugh, well i didnt go for the first lesson, so i kind of missed the part on that topic..

SO, i need motivation now!! lol, im so focused on gaming that now my mind and body wants to stay home and play..

BUT, on the contrary, going to school for O level maths can be a drag, and an awful waste of time after the lesson.. all of sitting around, waiting for time to pass.. one seems like an hour.. -unbelievable- its that boring after the lesson..

but during the lesson, i feel sleepy, my body keeps wanting to doze off.. its so hard to get back on track after slacking for so long.. cant believe that BTYX can do it everyday.. crazy.

im so lazy i realised, in a way that i do nothing but play.. stupid isn't it?

i have got to return school tomorrow, and see the teachers faces.. hopefully i'll make it tomorrow.. LOL, dont "pon tang" haha, thats what people say when u dont come to school.. lol, k then i have got to go, wish me luck.. =P

love C.S, Wes
Brendon

im bored; really bored

ok, ever since the day my N level ended, i have stated to feel bored... JEEE, that feeling sucks..

yes,yes, even though u may think "oh he's so lucky to have finished his exams" , but honestly the feeling of the exams ending really sucks.. it made me want to study for some reason..

sigh, anyway, today's the wednesday - am i right? - anyway, i found a new way to entertain myself, and that is to play online game using my PSP, yes i said it- PSP..-

the PSP is so advanced that now it allows people to play against people from around the world.. oh BOy, am i having lots of fun.. so far, i found it addicting, and it's making me tired!!!!!

i was up till 2 am almost everyday playing the game - socom US navy seals - and now i find myself so dumb!!!!! seriously, i feel so stupid after playing, i could literally feel my brain shrinking to the size of a pea.. i cant even concerntrate on what i want to do next- for example, reading.. - i just cant stop myself now..

i am even failing to go school.. lol, but hey, its only the first day that i didnt go school.. i promise i'll return school tomorrow.. im bored at home, as in, the only thing i do is play games non-stop until my mom asks me to..

since im going to school tomorrow, guess ill bring my UNO cards and my rubik's cube since now we do not have normal lessons.. i kind of miss school alot, but not to worry, if i make it to sec 5 next year, the whole process will restart- go to school, study............... do my art coursework- ugh, the thought of having to the art coursework again kills me.. lol

but anyway, hopefully i can revive myself for next year.. sigh, time passes so fast when u play...

talk about last week, hmmm, last week, well wesley had another BIG breakdown again, and geeeeeeez, i like "what happened??? " and he was like i wanna kill myself, and i trying to persuade him not to kill himself or do anything dumb.. well, in the end, THANK goodness man, he didnt.. lol ...

and on 7 october, i wished wesley a HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. and hah i was the first.. well i didnt expect it.. i messaged at about like afternoon, so you know.... ... and yes , i accept ur belated birthday wish to me.. THANKS wes ..

anyway, i have said enough for this post.. will save the rest for the next one.. im currently brain-dead at the moment.. lol

i cant seem to think..

anyway, bye..

love,
Brendon

N level daze

haha, i can finally laugh, my art N level exam is over.. yes, its only art, but seriously speaking, art has taken the toll on me.. i cant stand it anymore.. and my artpiece was so shitty, dont even think i can achieve 2, 3 points for art... sianz, i really regret opting for art, its too hectic to keep thinking and worrying about art.. and some more, the art question paper is given like 3 weeks before the art exam, its like, we still have other subjects to study, and things to prepare.. and the time limit is only 3 weeks, i feel its not even enough, at least a month before the exam date would be better.. more spaced out..

today had art and maths paper 2, and damn it, was surprised that the maths was easy la, but only got one or 2 questions i dont understand, but other than that, i think its possible for me to get A1.. heh, but art? no way, my course work was good, but to include paper 2 of art, it would literally kill me... probably will get like 5 points..?

anyway, after tomorrow, i can finally rest, meaning that, i can get back to my normal routines.. :P but the drag is that, i still have next yr..-sec 5-, which is so stupid..

sigh, well... ... ... i have nothing to say..

phew,
bee

im having second thoughts..

Ever since i started this blog, i was trying to improvise some of my thoughts and feelings into it, but it somehow turns away form my goal.. i have read interesting blogs-many-and i have found mine~ boring~ , yes, i feel that way... My blog seems simple, simple to the fact that it doesnt store any fun, enjoyable readable stuff.. i felt i failed in this blog for some reason.. whenever i read people's blog on what they accomplished, i just ponder on why in the world am i writing and even creating a blog, seems like a waste of time to me.. people including their thoughts into good ideas, making the reader love their writing, but on my side, its bleak.. it doesnt have the juice, not even the spine.. my posts seemed jelly-like.. wesley may have boost my confidence back a few weeks ago, but now, i feel worse than ever before, feel as though the posts i published aren't good enough.. and thus i have seconds tohughts on whether i should continue or not..

sometimes, whenever i published a post, i expect someone would be reading it, and u know commenting on it.. but this case seems so far away.. no one have ever entered this blog of mine i suppose, only except those who bother to care.. but i realise, blogs are just "onine diaries" where u write and someone on the other end of the globe reading it.. its indeed, an open diary..

by the way, i am not being grumpy or anything, but its just kind of weird that no one clicks on the link on friendster..

ugh, anyway, i have said enough.. im going off to watch tv, then study...

N's around the corner, or should i say, next week, the first of October..

i pray that i will promote to sec 5, please god!!

love,
Brendon

i finally solved the RUBIK's cube

YES, indeed, i have solved the 3 by 3 rubik's cube

and yes, i was excited, cos i didnt have to break it apart to solve it

but anyways, this post here about my successful rubik cube soling .. YAY!!

but not to provoke the reader in any way, i have solved it 7 times!!!

and yup, im getting used to it already... and now im trying my own ways to solve it

SO, if anyone needs any help in solving a rubik's cube, im available..

hehe, here goes, the end!!

love all,
Brendon

Rubik's Cube.. 3 by 3

i have to admit that i suck in trying to solve the rubik's cube

ugh, talk about being too addicted to it

even when im sleeping, my mind is still working on how the hell to solve it

anyway, i've turned to youtube videos for help

i suck, i know.. well, not everyone is able to do it at first try.. LOL

well, i have learnt some algorithms.. its quite fun though

hehe, after solving the 3 by 3, im thinking of getting the rubik's revenge.. which is the 4 by 4

thats cool....

anyway, i have said what i have said, so ill stop here... (ps, school was still the same, everyday, classmates and i will be talking..

ugh, thats fun though, but u can keep talking everyday...)

ok, bye

Love,
Brendon

erm, making up for detention.. ugh

i didnt know detention was so boring until today
seriously, i felt as though i wasted 3 hours of my life.
but the worst thing that happened was my name
being called by Mr. John Lim- ugh - how pai seh

classmates of mine were like, what did Brendon do??
haha, i knew what happened.. lol.. damn, skipped
the detention last friday.. haha..

well, moral of the story, never end up in detention
again!!! its not worth the time at all...

i slept for the entire detention, so u should know
how freakin' boring it really was..

and today, i made a promise to teach Ken nie maths
at his house, and yes, i didnt mind doing it, but what
really worries me is the fact that, i still my art to
complete.. sigh...

im having headache just thinking about it..

and worst still, i flunk my A- maths prelim exam..!!
its worst then i thought.. 40/140 .. sigh.. so pathetic
la... but no worries, im gonna buck up on it soon...
haha, my N levels are like next week and im still here
typing a post... am i not worried one bit?!? ..

anyway, i have said what i wanted to say, so i guess
i'll stop here..

with love,
Brendon..

hope the people from 4/5, 4/6 and 4/7 pass their N..
Good Luck people.!!

news about me prolonging my posting on my blog

ok, let me first begin that, since my N's nearing, i may have to stop blogging for the time being.. most probably because i wont
free and will bemost probably busy with studying, anyways,
with this, i guess ill stop for today, nothing else to talk about
though.. i'll gonna isit my grandma later, so ya know, that will
probably take up half of the day.. but i'll do that for my grandma
who is already 92+ - im not too sure to be honest -
anyway. yea, i'll stop here..



love,
Brendon

PS, someone read my BLOG..!! ugh

not airport bound ..

ok, since i had to wait for my sis to some back, i didnt and could not fetched my mom's boyfriend to the airport

its a sad moment when he has to leave for work, i mean, the feeling of having him around and away is totally different..

when he's back, we talk and laugh and the house is always noisy-which my mom finds it annyoing-

anyway, when he's away for work, the house becomes quite, but obviously quiter than he was around..

i do miss him at times though, but hey, at least he'll come back in the next few months...

well, there will always be a next time to bring to the airport.. :P

Damn, i just realised something while typing this, i have my N levels next month- 1st of october 2007 -
argh, and i have not even prepared completing... but u know what, i scored 2 aces in my prelims.. WEEEE!!
but of course i wanted to score better than that.. -.-"
anyway, im gonna go watch the TV, and sleep later.. hhehehe... still not nervous about the N levels.. BUT MY ART!!!!!!!
anyway, no use complaining...

tata, love
Brendon