Saturday, May 17, 2008

F4ck

Yesterday, approximately 1230 am, i took the courage to tell xy..

Well, i was prepared, but i typed out the message, then search for his HP number.

I was not ready to send it, and i knew, if i pressed the sendy button with me knowing i actually did it would pretty much make me
over-think.

So i ended up using my palm and squeezed my phone tight, making sure i press the sendy button.

And true enough, i pressed it hence i send it.

I was awake til like 140am+, cos i was preparing for any incoming SMS.

Well, i thought over and over again, what his reply would be, but unfortunately, i must have assumed he would reply.

So, it was kinda a waste of my time, but u know, there's always a first time doing things.

And indeed, this was my first time typing such a SMS.

Oh well, at least he knows. Maybe he read it, didnt bother to reply.

Or maybe he read it, and deleted my message. I dont know, only he will know what i sent him. And only he will know the true answer to that message.

Or should re-try tonight? This time a longer, more elaborated message? Maybe..

I just hope, pray, wish and dream he would just tell me.
why let it linger.

Im losing my mind. Someone pls help?!?

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